※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲,原著童子。
攻:方熾(甄心),心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。312Please respect copyright.PENANAbt90WLFtAP
受:高准(張准),PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷,312Please respect copyright.PENANATxOBEFco39
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文,312Please respect copyright.PENANAUOpU1Q9Y8K
直到最近朋友推了我一下,312Please respect copyright.PENANAq2BsqI7fOQ
我看了兩章節才反應過來,312Please respect copyright.PENANA2hjI2OvrkP
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD312Please respect copyright.PENANAyojXhK6cVZ
要介紹這部必定大暴雷,312Please respect copyright.PENANA2r8VmGfOi3
會介意的朋友請止步!
※暴雷預警※312Please respect copyright.PENANANnNUZ0GPEI
※暴雷預警※312Please respect copyright.PENANAUCzhFZ1YwT
※暴雷預警※312Please respect copyright.PENANARaHRWyTZeY
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始,是以張准為中心,312Please respect copyright.PENANA7kVMxSgOaR
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影,312Please respect copyright.PENANA2aUE9pqrA9
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。312Please respect copyright.PENANAHyuDl66fDP
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心,312Please respect copyright.PENANAXBzuiyMr3F
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情,312Please respect copyright.PENANADXUnGm3aU8
便在劇組的安排下,於開機前同居大半個月,312Please respect copyright.PENANAE8KY3YGvik
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為,312Please respect copyright.PENANA4BUk0cOJFi
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。312Please respect copyright.PENANAhjdN2NO12k
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法,312Please respect copyright.PENANA45Aug4Aovq
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外,312Please respect copyright.PENANA6OY8iZlLuO
第一章敘述張准與甄心,312Please respect copyright.PENANAoiBI8lTJC0
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾,312Please respect copyright.PENANA3S84bhdP9y
輪流交替,不僅能看明白這部劇的內容,312Please respect copyright.PENANAhqvPOkC9wl
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞,312Please respect copyright.PENANA6HiOAGrzFq
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。312Please respect copyright.PENANAF9ylpl4nwu
為了讓大家看明白,312Please respect copyright.PENANAOmx68Fswa2
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。312Please respect copyright.PENANAkGiarAF0Gk
以戲外來說,312Please respect copyright.PENANAAFRSTv9WxL
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」,312Please respect copyright.PENANAOSyYqmhWh1
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意,312Please respect copyright.PENANAbZCuqvuwnW
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎,312Please respect copyright.PENANA02glWdZe9T
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。312Please respect copyright.PENANAklyYcraZJj
卻在誤會與糾結過後,張准扔下甄心給他的戒指,312Please respect copyright.PENANAD25j5vYlQb
彼此分離,直到又一次相遇,312Please respect copyright.PENANAoWprVk3elC
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指,312Please respect copyright.PENANAcb7r13HkH4
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感,312Please respect copyright.PENANAdVDJSawv9J
掏出掛在胸前的戒指,問他是不是還來得及,312Please respect copyright.PENANAPBiX7is7qc
留下一個還不錯的結局。312Please respect copyright.PENANA1S3ykVnnLL
以戲內來說,312Please respect copyright.PENANAfB4G289uy0
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸,312Please respect copyright.PENANAZLTdBJE7xY
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾,312Please respect copyright.PENANAMZUWAaZiPM
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他,312Please respect copyright.PENANA2ALCBOdiex
解決他的心理問題。312Please respect copyright.PENANAxOYhhSFkuf
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味,312Please respect copyright.PENANARDcqkpRFpM
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫,312Please respect copyright.PENANArq7eF4qNjQ
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題,312Please respect copyright.PENANA38q00CTjQY
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思,312Please respect copyright.PENANA6JyThPbpxa
試圖捉弄高准的。312Please respect copyright.PENANAePu2avjktd
作為心理醫師的他,312Please respect copyright.PENANAkPAMqehDBk
懂得拿捏他的心理活動,312Please respect copyright.PENANA9UoY34Y2xg
換取他的信任,以他的信任去使喚他,312Please respect copyright.PENANAc2yYbG6Rqd
做著有違醫德的事,312Please respect copyright.PENANAqFZLArDKNz
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意,312Please respect copyright.PENANA4tV9qJmvbE
隱約有了不能言說的意圖,312Please respect copyright.PENANANwqGiye5i8
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴,312Please respect copyright.PENANAx29t4Nq7K0
成為了加害者,312Please respect copyright.PENANAxGqEsi6Pp4
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫,312Please respect copyright.PENANAW0rZJsaYhK
徹底從高准的視線消失。312Please respect copyright.PENANAMGrpq1qUmn
他離開後,312Please respect copyright.PENANAMWG3NlQ1HA
高准不願相信他真的離開,312Please respect copyright.PENANA87bCPVBS06
每天打著電話,312Please respect copyright.PENANAcFq88OsjtM
卻日復一日愈發墮落,312Please respect copyright.PENANAutVxUek43Z
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡,312Please respect copyright.PENANAKaG1hMNbhr
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者,312Please respect copyright.PENANAHgoqee8dIO
被強迫著領回去,312Please respect copyright.PENANALWwlTyurBR
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。312Please respect copyright.PENANAeoUpyvqeyj
過了很多天,312Please respect copyright.PENANAmXSiZhWjVE
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾,312Please respect copyright.PENANAjoRUirNWF5
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了,312Please respect copyright.PENANAJX77KFQU75
他慌張、焦慮,漸漸失去理智,312Please respect copyright.PENANAd5qr7wFjEG
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。312Please respect copyright.PENANAC3XYD5w9Zy
好不容易遇上了他,312Please respect copyright.PENANAWfqOUGm3mc
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。312Please respect copyright.PENANANlbPWgVM6n
他痛苦難當,312Please respect copyright.PENANA0OREUQbP7N
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物,312Please respect copyright.PENANAkBqfWSZxH9
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤,312Please respect copyright.PENANAc2DBUwYBeo
最終兩人才終於走到了一起,312Please respect copyright.PENANAts2mp9dq6D
修成正果。312Please respect copyright.PENANAsJFiT9iB5i
312Please respect copyright.PENANADaIJvLWHQf
大家發現了嗎?312Please respect copyright.PENANA6jzAazYSVr
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多,312Please respect copyright.PENANA6YfyDoJD23
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。312Please respect copyright.PENANAKzPXKxbaTn
其實在看的過程中,312Please respect copyright.PENANAu8W5m68d0w
他的拍戲的過程,312Please respect copyright.PENANAmeNQIOoQFE
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的,312Please respect copyright.PENANAYZucA2VQRO
起初我沒多想,312Please respect copyright.PENANALN9hRtaujt
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣,312Please respect copyright.PENANAy1yFgNlzyJ
看到結尾才知道原來不是!312Please respect copyright.PENANA3PdjQ3n0OI
故事結尾,312Please respect copyright.PENANAnLZHCFiA2e
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓,312Please respect copyright.PENANAbzbkV8aEOJ
而前面的一連串故事,312Please respect copyright.PENANAxA0OTgCBEl
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編,312Please respect copyright.PENANAEI3PPvq0Lq
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事,312Please respect copyright.PENANA2LoJhefmzf
這實際只是一本書!312Please respect copyright.PENANASOBr4RgcOI
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)312Please respect copyright.PENANAp3VRUwqlFT
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。312Please respect copyright.PENANABbt8RbriXH
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美,312Please respect copyright.PENANAhH51WLPn4z肉也多(?),故事表達方式第一次見,312Please respect copyright.PENANAHqmYXp89hH
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。312Please respect copyright.PENANADSPketzBKN
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害,312Please respect copyright.PENANAFs5LHfreWT
在此推薦給大家,312Please respect copyright.PENANAqls72HXL3w
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥312Please respect copyright.PENANARymPtLmYWT
甄心發起狠,一口叼住張准的嘴,只是叼著,沒別的什麼,張准愣愣睜著眼,從一個近到模糊的距離看著他,一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢,夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光,光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海,靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺,興奮地吐出幾口長氣,像是歎息又像是痛苦:「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿:「只睡我就夠了。」312Please respect copyright.PENANACGefGE5dCu
這種時候,Justin才忍不住問:「那個人……」他指的是方熾,可「不要你了嗎」這種話,輕易卻說不出口。312Please respect copyright.PENANAxlpl0jiGaB