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最近那些人看我的眼神不太一樣,是一種怪罪的眼神,我不知道是他們變了,還是我變了。208Please respect copyright.PENANAyS1JSVj7oI
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一開始看淡,最後的重視已經無法挽救一切。208Please respect copyright.PENANADpjeTf215Y
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最近諸事不順,還以為水逆了呢,直到現在我遇見了眼前身穿白袍,扎著長馬尾的錢斯彤,她是我的國小同學、青梅竹馬跟摯友,不過對我來說現在她是一名心理醫師。208Please respect copyright.PENANAzNszXESoHc
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錢斯彤放下筆,直勾勾的盯著我。208Please respect copyright.PENANAPQIEHJvWAz
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「最近有什麼事嗎?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAg3cX2PvV7e
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「呃…沒有…應該沒有。」正在發呆的我錯愕得回覆了這個問題。208Please respect copyright.PENANAqlu37MIKr0
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「你為什麼來做心理諮商呢?」錢斯彤再次拿起筆,不過她沒有寫字,而是用筆頭輕敲桌面。208Please respect copyright.PENANAsRT9FlU2aH
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「被逼的。」我從來都不會把實情說出口。208Please respect copyright.PENANAyjfKhrDhQ0
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「那你有沒有不舒服或者想跟我聊點什麼?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAN2SeSL8G2y
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「………」我沒有回答,卻看見錢斯彤左手拿著一本像是課本的東西。208Please respect copyright.PENANAMPneFvbhRk
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「你還記得嗎…這個。」錢斯彤放下筆,把國小畢業紀念冊翻到我們班一起合照的那頁。208Please respect copyright.PENANA0BPQJrTANw
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「我記得啊,國小畢業的時候。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAOWCDDmOuKB
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「那你記得這個嗎?」錢斯彤把一兩疊報紙全攤在桌上,斗大的新聞標題寫著《驚傳維冠金龍大樓倒塌事件死亡人數持續攀升》208Please respect copyright.PENANAD9QXIle3D3
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「記得啊,我姐死在裡面。」我的口氣很平穩,似乎對於這幾年前的事已經釋懷。208Please respect copyright.PENANAGFL0JsyqEH
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「這個呢?」錢斯彤掏出一個皮夾遞到我面前。208Please respect copyright.PENANAdOLd7FRa7f
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「好像在哪裡看過…」我翻着錢包,因為老舊,外面的皮革層層剝落,在翻的同時也掉出一些碎屑。錢包裡已經沒有錢,可是還有一些發票、折價卷、一堆各式各樣的會員卡、一張身份證。208Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZWpMsXpFV
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民國43年6月14日。那是我爸的生日,那是我爸的身份證,那個就是我爸的錢包。208Please respect copyright.PENANA1Qw6v6IzKY
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「回想起來還是有點自責呢,明明是長子,卻無法從盜匪手中把自己的老爸救出來,讓他就這樣被砍死。」我突然的一段話讓錢斯彤有點錯愕。208Please respect copyright.PENANA3hsjrb1SrS
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「我以為你爸爸…」她驚訝的摀嘴,隨後低頭道歉。208Please respect copyright.PENANADACHbJvEjp
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「死了就死了,不用道歉。」其實是我經不起道歉,我早已習慣把道歉這種負面動詞的主詞通通改成我自己。208Please respect copyright.PENANAkRGjQxTojw
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「我記得你以前都是班上的第一名,成績很好,尤其是數學。」錢斯彤對著我微笑。208Please respect copyright.PENANAWQM77eTmma
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「那個能有什麼用,我身邊可以走的都走了。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAP22dmgWKR4
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「你有什麼興趣嗎?或讓自己開心的東西?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAtGmaZ9nww9
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「我沒對任何事物提起勁過。」我苦澀得對著錢斯彤笑了笑。208Please respect copyright.PENANAGLZgF1vQ5D
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「為什麼不嘗試看看呢?這麼沒動力呀?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAATDJOMwivH
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「我不想,以前想的時候通通被拒絕了。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAS3dVqrqwQI
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「誰拒絕你?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAPwd05gMuv6
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「我媽跟我爸,照理來說我應該要不爽的,可是我沒有,反正他們也死了。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAnCd4IP0KZO
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「冒昧問一下,你還有家人嗎?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAjFZGJTeXSL
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「沒有。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAmo0ikPmtZA
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一陣沉默,詭異的靜。208Please respect copyright.PENANAvNjHbtuI07
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「那…我可以當你的朋友嗎?我想多陪陪你。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAx733EsJlag
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「妳不會不方便嗎?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAOqDW2kllKi
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「不會,只要能夠幫你。」錢斯彤投射一道期待的眼神到我臉上。208Please respect copyright.PENANAmtlB7lXsQZ
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「好吧…你要來我家?」208Please respect copyright.PENANAmB5jJ6D45Q
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今年是第二年,錢斯彤跟我同居順便拯救我的第二年。208Please respect copyright.PENANAse9htXP43R
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「你的病情好轉很多了!」錢斯彤開心的看著我自己親手做的木椅。208Please respect copyright.PENANAb6bG4J4Dyj
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我培養了幾個興趣。能夠幫我分散注意力的興趣。208Please respect copyright.PENANAtMRoeXEAAz
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「開心嗎?那個送你,我現在有新作品了。」208Please respect copyright.PENANALdsrlGpFQF
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「你真的進步很多。」錢斯彤眼眶泛紅,溼潤的瞳孔在鎂光燈照射下閃爍。208Please respect copyright.PENANAEnTizaOsmD
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「我也很謝謝你。是你拉我一把的。」208Please respect copyright.PENANAzXaiGTnO7e
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我也哭了,想到這幾年來錢斯彤把我當作小孩照顧,絲毫不見一點煩躁的神情,才能造就出這樣的我-有興趣的我。208Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1Il8TWs0i
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「雖然很不捨,可是我還是得恢復我的崗位。」208Please respect copyright.PENANA155aqm8V1j
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錢斯彤兩年前向上司提出我的病例報告,才得以有兩年的時間慢慢陪我。208Please respect copyright.PENANAqcSXNrQk2C
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「好,你回去吧,多多保重,也要和我保持聯絡。」
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「謝謝你,其實蠻有成就感的。」錢斯彤笑了笑,走到鞋櫃前挑選自己的短靴。208Please respect copyright.PENANAckfZy3PLJX
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「我送你去吧。」我也拿了一雙鞋。208Please respect copyright.PENANAIX7RSc3mwA
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「謝謝。」208Please respect copyright.PENANA9MrJyczYiZ
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我們走下樓,我的車停的位子離公寓有一段距離,需要小走一下。208Please respect copyright.PENANAXJLfygzeMv
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又是紅燈。小紅人樹立在LED裡,示意我們不要走過去。當我內心又想抱怨時,想起錢斯彤跟我說過「你可以拿抱怨或生氣的時間,多多想你喜歡的東西,不然可就浪費了。」208Please respect copyright.PENANArJN9lbNn6X
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突然一輛計程車從對向車道直衝而來,眼看就要撞上錢斯彤,我一把推開她。208Please respect copyright.PENANAEdizOiT3Ny
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須臾之間,我看見她的表情。208Please respect copyright.PENANAq28c4ZTeeu
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(那是什麼?)我做了一個掛號在內心問自己。208Please respect copyright.PENANAa6sF14keoi
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之後我就睡著了,什麼都不記得。208Please respect copyright.PENANASPSOxlAnq9
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一群人在滿是鮮花中間放著一張男子照片的地方,有的泣不成聲,有的雖然沒有哭,仍漏出悲傷的神情,錢斯彤也在。208Please respect copyright.PENANAJtHTsXm2Qg
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「為什麼要救我……」錢斯彤努力拭著一連串下來的淚。208Please respect copyright.PENANAexZea6XiVs
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啊,原來那是我的喪禮。原來我死了。208Please respect copyright.PENANAX6Ct2TNmnN
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看著錢斯彤,有些欣慰,幸好自己擋下來了,幸好死的人是我。208Please respect copyright.PENANAtnZxuG1wic
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雖然知道妳聽不見。208Please respect copyright.PENANAdLKroH8AR7
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「謝謝妳!我終於報答妳了!」我大喊著,沒有一個人理我。208Please respect copyright.PENANAYVUFelYFwi
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我覺得全身輕快舒爽。208Please respect copyright.PENANAjyf2rAaXsV
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至少我不像那些「家人」,我死時沒有虧欠誰。208Please respect copyright.PENANAGk8KoLgaNB
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很圓滿,很不錯。208Please respect copyright.PENANAj35jrifvIw
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我躺到裡面,又睡著了。