Dear God, I regret every of my prayers. 

No matter how often I pray, you are not there. 

Your words and belief don't prepare. 

Dear God, the world you created is not fair. 

It leaves you with despair and no clothes to wear. 

Dear God, your words do not repair. 

The hate and destruction the people who love you share. 

The knowledge of your existence made peace rare. 

Dear God, spare me your blessing. 

Your empty words and wisdom leave us guessing. 

Dear God, I regret having asked you ever for guidance. 

I regret the day I turned my back on science. 

Dear God, I cannot believe in you, because you are a murderer. 

You are the good fortune and hope disturber. 

You are the cruelest and inhumane teacher. 

Your path doesn't leave grapes for purpose seeker. 

Dear God, in your world, live evil and good together. 

Your world awards evil, but good is doomed forever. 

You are a cruel and unforgiving monster. 

Your ideal society on earth did not prosper. 

Dear God, you are the worst life sponsor.

You encourage people who are in need to live in dishonor. 

Show me where on your earth lives anyone in harmony. 

And I will show you what you can buy for money. 

Dear God, show me who didn't shipwreck with your words on their lips. 

There was never salvation in your scripts. 

Dear God, people starve living on your hope. 

They never appear the Saints and Angels they invoke. 

Your words have no guidance in the eternal maze. 

You were never worth our devoted praise. 

Dear God, you don't love your subjects. 

You break your worshippers and don't raise them. 

Any wrong and failure, you are quick to condemn. 

I don't pray to you when the end is nye. 

Your help is always in short supply. 

Dear God, you are not an impartial judge. 

You hold against some of us a grudge. 

Your word is manifest to inequality. 

You only show a few of your generosity. 

You want your children modest and humble. 

But you don't help when they stumble. 

You don't send help when their homes crumble. 

Your word never helped me in trouble. 

Dear God, praying to you is a waste of time. 

Your influence on the human mind is malign. 

Dear God, you gave us no alternative to hell. 

Your formidable heaven is hard to sell. 

Dear God, you are the cruelest monarch. 

You are a sadist and leave your people in the dark. 

You tell your people they would be free to choose. 

But you severely punish those who oppose. 

Your rulers and dictators leave people to starve. 

Have you ever looked at your rule's scares? 

Dear God, you don't have and life for us. 

But you are the demanding father who wants us just. 

Your blessing never led me out of the darkest valley. 

I had to kill your Lamm and became sully. 

Our worship of you left is nothing. 

This despite we gave you everything. 

Dear God, your disciples are as wicked as you. 

They are exactly those who bestow love on you. 

You made your disciples all the same. 

Their rule is vain and can only offer the chain. 

Dear God, you have to keep your flock in fear. 

You make objections against you disappear. 

Your word tells us you would love us, dear. 

But the calamities and plagues you brought on humanity are severe. 

Dear God, your intentions are insincere. 

Tell me, how many did your word kill? 

And tell me, how many of your subjects suffer still? 

Every one of your children praised free will. 

And they had to fight for it against your ill-will. 

You built a life to debauch it in seven days. 

No one of your children with you stays. 

Dear God, you are a deceptive tyrant. 

People with your words on their lips become violent. 

This is because your words are shady. 

You gave humanity nothing else but a maybe. 

I cannot pray for your guidance anymore. 

You have no love and comfort in store. 

Dear God, have you ever seen your world and its agony? 

Your world is the anatomy of human tragedy. 

Dear God, it is your truth I defy. 

Your salvation into heaven is a lie. 

From the beginning you wanted us to comply. 

Most people have shed in your home tears. 

Yet you are the one who their happiness steers. 

Dear God, you don't have any good advice. 

Eternal doom follows one as its price. 

You are unforgiving and demand always a sacrifice. 

Dear God, show me one of your disciple's happiness. 

And I will show you millions of innocent in agony. 

©ademkirbas