無腸魚走近我身邊，和小妺妺兩人一排擋住我去路，我從下而上望，無腸魚的腹腔裡一覽無遺，盤骨以上，腸繫膜憑空懸吊，血管脈絡舒展如落葉橫枝，我見到各種不可名狀的支撐結構，但唯獨器官的本體是缺失的。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkpFKi3oUW
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這時我卻冷靜下來。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1RFzfxdzO
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儘管視覺上衝擊，我與魚師有約在先，兩人也沒有說過要做些甚麼。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanrWmipxDb
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這是魚鰭，這是魚嘴，這是魚水撥。不過係一條魚。我不斷對自己講。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyiq0RrbHt
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「小妺妺，係咪只要我食埋盤刺身，你地上星期應承過我嘅事就會當真？」我將櫈扶起，再坐在上面，飲一啖攤涼透的綠茶。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkcTrK6HSS
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「不嬲都咁講。咁唔該借借得嗎？」小妺妹牽住無腸魚入坐，又再坐在我的旁邊。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS1pN53dta
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「咁我食。」我下定決心，不過心中仍有不明不白，「但食還食，點解要將條魚拎出嚟比人望住食？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1iIjR40Pa
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「招牌菜嚟㗎嘛！」小妺妺答得理所當然。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7imMwrNqm
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這時師傅做好了整盤刺身花，放在我面前。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDgkLumVUM
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「係咪要聽故事先？我準備好啦！無腸魚既故事係點？我想聽架。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYETb2BYmH
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「唔洗啦！呢個故事唔係俾你聽。」小妺妺的答案出乎我意料。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wzAwaUBGT
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「吓？點解？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVdunrWYIY
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「因為你嘅食野，同眾生嘅食相唔一樣。眾生食肉落肚，係消化，你食肉落肚，係消滅。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIge9OwBGFG
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小妺妺中意講嘢有骨，我聽到哽耳。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L6Vtrrntb
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「咁你地魚師食野有分別咩，我見你食魚咪又係咬下咬下吞。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsml6y2Ith7
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「點同！魚師嘅食係接納，食完肉，肉會流轉，落地生根，你食肉落肚，就係斷滅一場，乜都填補唔到。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNTvGDtR0a
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「有無人講過你講野一嚿嚿？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysBOHugH3B
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「咁係因為你有心行錯路，所以點極唔通。」小妺妹搖頭。「食野啦！食完你就上路。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyWKARyJGq
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我求之不得，然後開始食刺身花，筷子從花的底部一夾，花就綻放開來，我閉緊眼一下，把肉吞入嘴。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENtfLpTDnl
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這是我第一次食無腸魚的肉，口感就像煙火腿，有點韌，如果不是師傅把肉刨成薄片，我大概不可能嚼爛。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9UnTT0Z0z
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肉的香氣我沒有心情去感受，如果我有心去聞，可能一索到芬芳就要作嘔。一盞花接一盞花，我想吐，又不敢吐，只能夾硬下嚥。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V4OC4i3hN
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「你知唔知頭先點解你會生人唔生膽？因為蟹哥哥噡咗你個膽出嚟，長庚發現到，就塞返你個膽入蟹殼，還返比你，宜家駁返好，唔會留血，我先講返你聽。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipgrsA8dh1
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你點話點好。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY8h12Wvd8
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我只能密密食，只想盡快將最後一啖刺身都塞入嘴。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3YtjbTyna
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突然有隻手在掃我的背脊，我一時軟弱，停下筷子：「Sally，係咪一切都返唔到轉頭。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YWSnSQkKz
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掃我背脊的手一個彈開。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5qDjQZEoc
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我睜開眼，刺身原來早已食完。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02HVX6efVW
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我起身埋單，找埋尾數，默點向師傅及小妺妺鞠躬：「多謝。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoscn4dLJJn
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「我地多謝你至真。」師傅沒有理我，小妺妹代為收好信封，也沒檢查內容，這時小妺妺把兩支長針交給我，「差啲唔記得。呢兩支針你袋住，有事就用嚟救命。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTy3pGWzbG
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我不想接，覺得是有手尾跟的象徵，但小妺妺說是救命，我只能把針接下。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6kBb7nQDe
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「咁無腸魚會點？佢啲野留係度？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iKQTdoZ2D
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小妺妺不斷搖手打發，「唔好再多事啦，洗唔洗我講埋日文送客？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRqzeYnfZ3
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「唔洗唔洗！」我趕快收拾離座。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI22iLJ88W
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「喂！」就在我背向師傅與小妺妺的一刻，忽然響起男人的一聲呼喝，食堂裡頓時金光大作，又立即熄滅，我轉身，只見小妺妺半個人爬上了檯面，一手捏住師傅的嘴。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReC8evqVW3
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「嘻嘻，師傅想提你，你頭先整壞咗鐵閘門，要你由後樓梯走。」小妺妺笑住解畫：「唔做絕啲點得。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpBnjbYSNZ
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「吓？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbekBvHrlh
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「你整壞我地道門果陣講嘅。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt1YaOndzK
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「哦。唔好意思。」我不願多想，揭起橫板，「尾數我有比多，希望賠償返你地整門錢。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w0To8wWRe
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「有心，咁你快啲走啦！」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhClk8kvdr
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我衝入竹簾，跑到走火門前，插銷沒有插上，我直接拉開，走落後樓梯。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u91lwwSaf
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「哥仔，你一陣落到街要照下鏡啦，頭髮都亂哂！」男聲又再傳到樓梯裡。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV9FUtxOvp
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「衰人長庚！」小妺妺尖叫。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs92xW3Sm3
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「哈哈哈！」又有另一把男人笑聲傳出。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2H05AsW1d
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「蟹哥哥！你仲好意思笑！」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gzpfThS7w
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我一心逃離魔窟，跑住落樓梯，直到推開消防門推桿，整個人重新走入大街，我才開始深呼吸，可能是因為我舉動太大，行人們立即彈開。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiBR9fnvQI
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這時我打開手機，原來手機一直斷了訊號，我熄了網絡再開，足足用了兩分鐘幾才見到有數據的上下箭嘴，急不及待，我打給Mandy：235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXAZaG16q7
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「喂？Mandy？我做完啦，你係咪係附近等緊？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPu5di9G6g
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「我知啊！師父係咪好靈呢！頭先師傅個侄女打咗俾我啦，佢話你行開咗一陣，叫我上嚟飲杯酒等你喎。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZrqCqcIHL
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我心頭一緊。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp1JtIL1nk
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「咁你係邊？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDP1bNJSdt
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「我坐住等緊你啦⋯⋯成個細蚊仔咁無交帶！（小妺妺把聲：姐姐你飲多杯啦，菊花露好清涼，m到前爆啲瘡半日就會陰！）哈哈，咁我飲多杯⋯⋯（朵花仔可以吞埋架！）⋯⋯」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqgJjEZRng
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Mandy沒有再應電話，我心急如焚。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGMKnyS6xO
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這時一個路人走過來拍我膊頭，在緊張關頭我整個人彈起，問佢做咩。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHcARlSUQB
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「你洗唔洗叫白車啊！你對腳⋯⋯」我一手壓實他的嘴，再環望四周，現場圍滿了路人，一面驚恐，又不敢行近。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa73RthmAT
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「我對腳係咪好恐怖？」我問眼前這個路人。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGiZHMCOjN
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他點頭。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3THi18qaE3
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「得，唔洗講。」我的心如墮冰窟，顫抖的手拿起長針，咬緊牙關，噗！噗！一支一支插入自己耳朵。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnl6oZzLVd
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身後消防門打開，跑出六個小朋友，我及時拉住門，再走了回去。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW16XCZ9gSY
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我嗱嗱臨走上兩層樓梯，走火門仍然是打開的。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxp8pPdRDV
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我進過走廊，掀起竹簾，Mandy不在，我見師傳在廚房忙於切內臟，小妺妺在師傅旁邊踮腳站著，從飯煲潷出白飯並搓成飯粒。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkPKvizhbq
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在壽師吧檯的對面，無腸魚坐在原來位置，一手舉著筷子。在魚的面前是一盤壽司，有卷物有握壽司，紅紅白白，我覺得無論是放在飯上面的，還是捲在飯入面的，全都是內臟。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuff8gB8VkR
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而無腸魚的旁邊，坐了一個白衣和尚，在扶住她的手臂去夾食物。無腸魚的筷子一夾中壽司，就會即刻放入嘴，上一啖未吞完，手已經夾定下一件。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtRbOeT0Tf
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師傅密密做壽司，一板接一板，開始在壽司吧檯上排隊。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQjMUvoHXJ
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這時和尚把頭擰向我，他兩個眼窩裡有一條條紅色肌肉在動，卻沒有眼珠在中央。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkX6eJT59D
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「Mandy呢？」我心灰意冷。「Mandy係邊度？」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvk3UYhP88
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小妺妺望了我一眼，想笑，嘴巴開開合合，不知在和師傅講甚麼。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0Ci5Ux7X8
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「傻更更！你耳仔插住兩支針，又點聽人地講野？」我卻聽到Sally的聲音。「Mandy無架啦，無咗架啦。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLgO6uJBpI
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我轉頭，看著她，腦海一片空白。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu0sPVI8k6
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「你後唔後悔？答我。」Sally問我。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0kw4mdy2q
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我輕輕點頭。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31ZiuFVMtI
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「哎哎哎！你小心啲唔好向下望咗啊，望咗你就會衰！」Sally迷信，有心不講正字。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4NfHneVVp
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「係咪一切都返唔到轉頭。」我問。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBsmHQKQI8
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