『心裡有很多苦的人,一點點甜就能填滿。』147Please respect copyright.PENANAF6g3JjVUIj
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第一個知道一切的是姜太顯。147Please respect copyright.PENANACyjzU8ygwe
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在入學之前他早就知道有一號人物叫做崔然竣,畢竟在入學之前好好調查一下校風如何是很重要的,畢竟他唸大學是打算『念書』147Please respect copyright.PENANAXuHNxJXQBK
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而不是增加自己人生的豐富程度,不是來參加社團,不是為了搶在教授點名前,從床上撐起昨晚去夜店宿醉的身體趕去講堂,也不是談戀愛,姜太顯覺得一切都等念完書再談。147Please respect copyright.PENANAdgN0GYhAZp
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知道姜太顯是什麼嗎?147Please respect copyright.PENANAKNMsJYLGDk
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書呆子。147Please respect copyright.PENANA4vhMxWDdkR
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在那次新生入學的迎新表演後,他就發現他一米八五的室友,書桌上常常多一些票根,隔天比誰都要早起想滿足自己的好奇欲時,票根早已消失。147Please respect copyright.PENANA9qArOmFN8R
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更刺激的是什麼呢?147Please respect copyright.PENANAiAMkzUKo1W
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某個五月份連假,其他三個室友都回老家去的時候,因為要期末考了,反正家也在距離大學不過十分鐘腳程,那到不如把學校資源用的淋漓盡致,反正校長有錢,囂張換車嘛,肯定不缺錢,於是連假都泡在宿舍裡,住宿有時候甚至比住家裡快活。147Please respect copyright.PENANA3DM95lQsdV
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雖然,這樣很沒禮貌,真的很沒禮貌。147Please respect copyright.PENANAnO2PTfYteh
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但姜太顯看書看倦嚕,就去看看他親愛的三位室友都在做些什麼,「反正宿舍也沒裝監視器」正氣說出缺德的話。147Please respect copyright.PENANA9IuLgBQl6V
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理直氣壯姜太顯。147Please respect copyright.PENANArloGsZiKTr
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第一個書桌是休寧凱,「讀體育系有需要看書嗎?」等等,這話語好像帶了點刻板印象,覺得不能這樣想,所以姜太顯拿起書櫃上的筆記本,第一頁,嗯還不錯,有關運動時如何預防運動傷害等等的都清楚筆記,第二頁呢?147Please respect copyright.PENANAsnxo8sNhNR
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嗯?怎麼多了點插圖?還不是有關課程的插圖,是小動物的插圖。147Please respect copyright.PENANAHUqVujKOXc
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翻到第三頁,姜太顯滿足的笑了,為什麼滿足?147Please respect copyright.PENANA85BDxjyXyF
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因為第三頁全是塗鴉。以此證明了自己沒錯。147Please respect copyright.PENANAAKS8fxYKHm
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「果然努力了一點就放棄了呵呵呵呵」147Please respect copyright.PENANAoUeYTQlhF9
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笑了笑把筆記本放回去,再往隔壁外文系的崔杋圭。147Please respect copyright.PENANAyzSqS4YFgV
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書桌上放了一本『西班牙語入門』147Please respect copyright.PENANALf9tnbzlX5
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隨機翻到某一頁「頁數第205頁」在滿滿黑筆筆記裡,顯眼用勃艮第紅墨水寫出的一句話『¿Crees en el amor a primera vista? 』這句話旁邊還附註147Please respect copyright.PENANAO45ZPXsqIk
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『TEA'HYUN 』147Please respect copyright.PENANA9B3mbwhy4j
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姜太顯沒想太多,覺得就是和自己差不多名字偉人說過的話吧,別說西班牙文,語言向來就不是他的強項,但他也沒好學到想了解。147Please respect copyright.PENANA8WHmmS71lJ
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把書本放回後,接下來就是他一米八五的室友了,崔秀彬,這個身高真的恨天高阿,姜太顯想著。147Please respect copyright.PENANAl1WBGki8jh
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說實在,他根本沒辦法相信崔秀彬是會計系的,到現在也一樣,這人會宿舍不是書包丟床上開始打機,不然就是拿著貝斯看來很有情調的壓著譜。147Please respect copyright.PENANAkk6G6Uthtj
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但期中時噠噠按著計算機看來還挺有模有樣。147Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3QZtRlS0f
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這人書桌根本裝飾用,沒放多少東西,看來就只有資料夾跟筆記本,「休寧好歹也帶了幾本課本」。姜太顯在填志願的時候第三志願就是會計系。147Please respect copyright.PENANAxRdSCfK22y
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雖然第一志願上了,但對會計系還是好奇,原本拿起崔秀彬的筆記本正要感謝他解答自己的疑惑時,後悔了。147Please respect copyright.PENANAqY3TZzkLsj
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翻開後,裡面滿滿都是五線譜嘛,都是社團有關的東西,「這人父母是董事長還是家長會長嗎......」怎麼all pass 的?????147Please respect copyright.PENANAoyHV55FZY3
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蓋上筆記本正要放回,有一堆紙從筆記本後面的頁數裡掉出來,姜太顯驚慌,將小紙全數拿起,仔細一看,「哇等等,這不是那些票根嗎?」彷彿零零散散的線索。147Please respect copyright.PENANAb7c0iN5liC
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但瞟了一下票根上的內容,「舞研社成發?還以為是什麼脫衣秀的表演票根。」從入學時到去年的,好幾場票根,都能按照月份順序排出來,春夏秋冬,日夜交替,最後一張是去年一月份的。147Please respect copyright.PENANAfEWovf6ErZ
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那個崔秀彬鬱鬱寡歡的日子,崔然竣人間蒸發的消息傳的沸沸揚揚的時候。就是那個一月。147Please respect copyright.PENANA0TrSfqmawx
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那個姜太顯不太喜歡的第六感出現了,對奇怪事情準的該死的第六感,悄悄把筆記本打開到後面幾頁。147Please respect copyright.PENANA6HJfGj0j5R
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果然。147Please respect copyright.PENANAvMPFaYPI1n
長嘆代表著,對,我又對了。147Please respect copyright.PENANABq39muZHxk
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髒話都要出來了,建築系大三的姜太顯背負著除了建材和藍本還有什麼呢?147Please respect copyright.PENANAGGG8SmS2td
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還有筆記本後面貼著那張拍立得,照片的右下角寫著『CYJ』縮寫,跟姜太現握在手裡很多很多的票根。147Please respect copyright.PENANALQS9JOvMNG
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一切都揭開謎底。147Please respect copyright.PENANABYhcEoBqKR
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這比什麼建材木頭藍本作業都重太多了。147Please respect copyright.PENANAA3N7zKuKTd
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「秀彬阿。」打破十五分鐘沉默的人,是崔然竣。崔秀彬對上那人眼底的黯淡,「你早就知道我是誰了」不是疑問句,是肯定句,肯定的讓對方無法說話。147Please respect copyright.PENANAWZB582tEGw
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像打破花瓶的孩子,只不過揮過手,卻聽見一聲碎裂,是無心的,但花瓶終究是碎了,終究是鑄下錯誤。147Please respect copyright.PENANAtur1fPgwNM
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「這件事是我的錯」仰望著天花板,對方沒有說話,就這樣自顧自的,『如果眼淚跟地面平行,那就不會掉下來』147Please respect copyright.PENANAuOJa045agI
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「好不容易淪為平淡,卻犯賤的依依不捨」這句話是事實,帶著刺事實,崔然竣感覺自己的手腕被狠狠的抓住。147Please respect copyright.PENANA8gucbtVgyj
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緩緩後,看著抓著自己的人,頭低著,崔然竣剛開始不能理解對方為何這樣,直至眼淚一滴一滴打在木頭地板上,在地板上的水散開變成花,一朵兩朵的花。147Please respect copyright.PENANA2TCSrSkNk0
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「不要哭啦」崔然竣示意的晃晃手臂,故作輕鬆,「不要變得跟我這樣子的大人一樣才行」說著,說著,「要好好喜歡自己才行。」147Please respect copyright.PENANAeyOc1Mk1V9
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「我啊」147Please respect copyright.PENANAXC1soq8o4M
「殺死了他,然—」147Please respect copyright.PENANAivctn4e4CE
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崔然竣話沒說完147Please respect copyright.PENANArvE5U10C0y
就被一股溫熱擁著,心臟貼心臟,崔秀彬抽著鼻子,怕自己因為哭而塞住鼻子說不出話,道著147Please respect copyright.PENANAnoNAPuaFgY
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「我不知道為什麼要離開」147Please respect copyright.PENANAzkaKXz8ovl
「也不知道為什麼得殺死他」147Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ8xInbyCu
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說著的人說著,聽的人都覺得對方遠比自己還難過好多。147Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2SVw4ry9d
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『因為很在乎,所以會共情』147Please respect copyright.PENANAn2PgFHGZpw
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「可是我只知道,你在你最灰心,最不喜歡自己的時候,還是有人喜歡著你」隱晦的說出來。147Please respect copyright.PENANAfLOhb5E9Hm
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「說什麼呢。」被擁抱的那個,笑著崔秀彬說的話,哭著緊緊抱著崔秀彬。147Please respect copyright.PENANAExRW9Rj1OR
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『就好像溫熱的優碘,把那層髒的結痂溶掉了,引流出來混濁的血液,留在心底的祇有乾淨的』147Please respect copyright.PENANAedvBLFQjlS
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『能不能在離你近一點?』147Please respect copyright.PENANAg4ctolPEVH
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告別了崔然竣的崔秀彬,那份情感說到底是喜歡、崇拜、亦或是同情,崔秀彬不知道。147Please respect copyright.PENANABfyG1ulQJL
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只知曉那份情感是貪心的成長著,就如同基哈西因為事奉瑪門。147Please respect copyright.PENANA7iIZz84CXy
『想知道更多更多更多』147Please respect copyright.PENANA7KamROKtuY
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會不會被上帝判刑?147Please respect copyright.PENANAP27SNBR7JV
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不知道。147Please respect copyright.PENANAKkjlLSfzQO
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一開始只不過想要靜靜看著你而已。147Please respect copyright.PENANA9VIHVsu1Vg
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是誰踏出不該踏出的步伐?147Please respect copyright.PENANAiDyGkRqPni
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在遇見崔然竣第二次,遞出那張小卡時,就注定著崔秀彬只會越來越貪婪147Please respect copyright.PENANAMsb3t30agJ
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『帶入情感的公式,等於深陷而無法自拔。』147Please respect copyright.PENANAV5hSOr5SDI
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