奥地利心理治療師阿德勒,曾系統地對人的自卑心理作過一番研究,在他的個體心理學說中,將自卑心理正名為自卑情結。將他的理論融入我的情況就是,因為我認為自己不值得愛,所以就沒有愛過。 116Please respect copyright.PENANA0SqMooK5y3
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往後我再好好研讀他的專著,才知道這個解釋過於概括,但我得承認自己真沉溺於自卑之中,至於情結與否,在那刻我仍然沒弄清楚。 116Please respect copyright.PENANAUOoOzYS9Fp
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「那畫人,就不是公仔了。」她說。 116Please respect copyright.PENANAhmbdshx2jE
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「甚麼公仔?」116Please respect copyright.PENANAmv2LXoRL3f
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「剛才很多呢。」她吃罷一口青菜。 116Please respect copyright.PENANAre4q1wd0RX
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我抹抹額上的幾滴汗,才記起我們剛剛處理過的公仔臉巾。 116Please respect copyright.PENANArzBbmOfypy
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「你喜歡卡通公仔?」116Please respect copyright.PENANAQYSHk8YDHJ
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「也是,也不是。」 116Please respect copyright.PENANAYHSQtT95IG
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「怎麼說?」116Please respect copyright.PENANAJInDGMEqNc
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「我喜歡玩公仔,但只是普通的,沒有牌子也不是名角色。」116Please respect copyright.PENANAuXYypfSeEu
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「所以,也愛對着公仔來畫?」 116Please respect copyright.PENANAAtRiIfJEro
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她淡淡一笑,沒有言語,然後再吃一口飯,把飯盒蓋好再跟我說:「我先清洗一下。」 116Please respect copyright.PENANAHkUsK4pQjq
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「所以,我們就一起了?」 116Please respect copyright.PENANA60AXUD2f0H
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我反問自己,究竟我們是怎麼交往的,是工作?是繪畫?是雞蛋仔?是《西芹雞柳飯》?是《倩笑》?是點貨?116Please respect copyright.PENANAhyTVG1nUtc
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也是,也不是吧。116Please respect copyright.PENANA9YipJJQc7x
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我把收費單從口袋取出,出席課堂的小印已集齊,還有些不規則的紙皺與褪色,它說明了我只上了一月初班,就已經沒再學下去。 116Please respect copyright.PENANAu83SzsIZEO
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我把那收費單取出後不久,她回店了,將飯盒放回布袋裡,放進小倉的櫃,再沒好氣的跟我說:「這間的雞蛋仔不美味也不便宜呢。」116Please respect copyright.PENANARs1O3Clnev