我向示意蒂蒂坐下,準備與她促膝長談…166Please respect copyright.PENANATBg5H6Q3uS
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我先為之前在醫院照顧我和今天晚餐向她道謝,然後又說:166Please respect copyright.PENANADAhmS7PhS0
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「蒂蒂,我知你為我做左好多野,亦都知你點諗…不過我…」166Please respect copyright.PENANARSa1UlyjpW
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「我咪左話我明囉,唔洗再解釋喎。」蒂蒂插嘴說。166Please respect copyright.PENANABijVSJOAMo
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「你知我想講咩?」166Please respect copyright.PENANApE8fP00Q8X
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「都俾你拒絕左咁多次啦,點會唔知…」蒂蒂若無其事的說。166Please respect copyright.PENANAP8hlpYLJeE
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「由你一醒返就搵家姐,到你就算知道家姐走左就堅持要搵佢,我就知你心入面只有佢…」她繼續說。166Please respect copyright.PENANAgrK24TLRAp
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「我唔係想講呢樣…我係想講我唔知點回應你嘅心意。」166Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ge1eoSMA7
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我說我一開始怕把她當成淇淇而傷害到她才拒絕,後來不斷拒絕反而傷害更大,而且面對她一直以來的示好,令我想對她彌補之前的一切,我想嘗試與她開始…166Please respect copyright.PENANAGANNgBe5TK
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「阿峰,愛情唔係咁架,我想要嘅唔係彌補,你咁樣強逼緊自已…」蒂蒂的回應出乎我意料。166Please respect copyright.PENANAoSI7l6ahqj
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「我冇搿硬逼自已,我係真諗住放低淇淇。」166Please respect copyright.PENANArZ3jtRIxxi
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「如果你要放低一早就放低左啦,係家姐走左你先逼自己放低啫。」蒂蒂說。166Please respect copyright.PENANAdSowl07X7u
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被蒂蒂這樣一說,好像說中我內心最深處的想法…166Please respect copyright.PENANABGpbtvsDbF
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「咁點解今日仲要為我做咁多野?」我問。166Please respect copyright.PENANAqgKWAr54Ji
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「因為我鍾意你囉,每次為你付出都好開心,就算你冇因為咁而鍾意我。」166Please respect copyright.PENANAr0CwM55Se2
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「不過呢我都係人嚟,食得多檸檬都會覺得酸,所以我定左個期限…」她又說。166Please respect copyright.PENANAz5RcCOF0bg
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「咩野期限?」166Please respect copyright.PENANAlN68C605XR
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她回答她會慢慢的忘記我,直到那個期限就會完全忘記我…166Please respect copyright.PENANA7AnRx28052
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「今晚呢餐係報答返你之前為左我煮飯,我嘅付出亦到今晚為止。」蒂蒂輕輕的吐出這句。166Please respect copyright.PENANAiigpQK1c2r
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我原本打算放下淇淇,接受蒂蒂的心意,豈料被蒂蒂一語道破我內心想法,還被她乾淨利落的拒絕我…166Please respect copyright.PENANAiB91o0cwhf
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被她拒絕後,我們以一個擁抱作告別…一個象徵友誼的擁抱。166Please respect copyright.PENANADTc8sEHyQB
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我被蒂蒂拒絕後的失落感沒有太多,可能蒂蒂說得對,我對她的感情不是愛情…166Please respect copyright.PENANAkcoqQ6esaz
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那天之後,蒂蒂再沒像之前一樣經常找我,只是偶爾跟大家一起聚餐,我倆的關係回到普通朋友。而Sandy那群女生一開始也來盤問我為甚麼放棄蒂蒂,我說是蒂蒂放棄了我,她們後來也沒再追問…166Please respect copyright.PENANAYjHFDP927Y
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生活中少了蒂蒂,空虛感隨之而來,蒂蒂不知不覺已經成為我生活中的一部份。我分不清是習慣有她的存在還是對她還有特殊感情…166Please respect copyright.PENANAtuFzfeVALd
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最令我困擾的是我一邊記掛有蒂蒂在的日子,同時心裡一邊想著的是淇淇。我就如蒂蒂所說,根本沒辦法放下淇淇。起初以為我可以漸漸忘記她,日子久了的確不是經常掛在腦裡,但每當夜闌人靜時,我總會想起淇淇…166Please respect copyright.PENANAtXDUp6l0WI
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「得啦,就到啦。」我說畢就掛掉通話。166Please respect copyright.PENANACoHdeYapVo
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剛才那通電話是肥軒打來催促我,今天我約了肥軒在酒吧見面…166Please respect copyright.PENANAcTtRdutUya
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「屌你,自己約人仲要遲到。」肥軒先噴一句。166Please respect copyright.PENANA2i5dbpDPuq
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「我生日大晒,遲少少係咪唔俾?」我回他。166Please respect copyright.PENANAMCfY1jC5hc
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「明明佢地都話幫你慶祝生日,你係都唔要,偏偏約我嚟飲酒。」肥軒又說。166Please respect copyright.PENANA9pDrX1lxiW
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「我不嬲唔慣生日咁多人架啦,不嬲都一支公過。」166Please respect copyright.PENANAlhb3LFdHNx
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「咁你又約我?」166Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlj9qXOIo
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「今年我又唔想一支公過啊嘛,陪下我洗死咩?」166Please respect copyright.PENANAUwLLDEIQcq
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我以往多是孤身過生日,但今年卻不想一個人在家渡過,可能是避免在家又想起淇淇…166Please respect copyright.PENANATVDtpcd6IZ
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「睇你個撚樣明顯係唔想見到蒂蒂,先話唔搞生日。」肥軒喝了一口酒說。166Please respect copyright.PENANAWgA3H1xdgW
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「唔係囉,我同蒂蒂咩事都冇,仲係朋友,係我唔鍾意太多人同我慶祝。」我反駁。166Please respect copyright.PENANAOUwfgvLvCz
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「係冇事嘅你會嚟飲悶酒?」166Please respect copyright.PENANAhKzMB68enw
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我說不一定是切蛋糕吹蠟燭才叫生日,早就過了那種年紀。肥軒卻說這只是藉口。我沒理會他,只在埋頭喝酒,又突然聊到以前的往事…166Please respect copyright.PENANA1bzJHTpaRS
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「你同以前一樣,你嗰陣知道左隔離班個女神拍拖之後,嗰年生日又係搵我打通宵機。」肥軒突然憶當年。166Please respect copyright.PENANAgWKzcHhwS5
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「嗰陣你話要打到上鑽,我先同你打通宵咋。」166Please respect copyright.PENANAs6wUd7Pl1c
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「仲有中五嗰年呢,講到係威係勢生日同條女過,到最後咪又係搵我。」他又提起另一段歷史。166Please respect copyright.PENANAvvRONPR7KK
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「我點知佢會前一日同我分手…」說到這我又拿起酒杯灌了一口。166Please respect copyright.PENANAz5flLfxUbZ
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我與肥軒聊著往事,又不斷的把酒往嘴裡灌。直到我有點神智不清…我好像看到淇淇的臉孔出現在我眼前…