This collection delves into the powerful emotions that shape our lives-love, loss, and the strength to rise above. Through vivid imagery, the poems explore the enduring bonds of affection, the resilience born from hardship, the melancholy of minds, and the personal growth that comes from embracing both light and shadow. With themes of empowerment, self-love, and connection, the poems invite readers into a world where devotion stands against the tide of adversity, where the heart learns to heal and transform, and where love is both a refuge and a force of change.

This is a place where I put many of the songs I have written. They are on a range of topics including collectivism, solidarity, love, hate, pain, healing, and hope.

a dive into the mind of a lost, confused soul struggling with society and self imposed rules. why does anything matter? am i real?

This is a collection of songs I’ve written, on topics such as love, rebellion, hope, pain, oppression, solidarity, desire, and more.

The collection's themes center on existential struggle, isolation, and the search for meaning in a world that feels both oppressive and indifferent. The poems explore the tension between inner conflict and outward expression, where the act of writing, reflection, and connecting with nature serves as both a sanctuary and a reminder of deeper emotional turmoil. There is a desperate yearning for freedom, whether through self-expression, the fleeting beauty of nature, or the longing for connection, yet this is often tempered by a pervasive sense of inescapable isolation and self-doubt.

The struggle with identity, self-sacrifice, and personal suffering runs through the poems, creating a haunting, introspective atmosphere. The collection as a whole conveys a dark, reflective tone, where moments of fleeting clarity or beauty are overshadowed by an undercurrent of loss, sacrifice, and an existential yearning.

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A Sequel To The Seven. After the twisting events occurred, BTS had won the hearts of many. However, they soon went off to an adventure in the search of Valerie's whereabouts and figure out the hidden reasons for her sudden disappearance.

Disclaimer: I do not own BTS. They belong to HYBE/BigHit Entertainment.

This is a place where I put some of the poems I’ve written. Poems about surviving this terrible world, about finding ways to defy fate and defy injustice, and about creating a new world.

This is a collection of some of the poems I’ve written. The themes are about surviving this world we live in, finding love and community along the way, and fighting for justice.

This is a place for me to keep some of the poems I write. They are about many things, mostly about living in this traumatic, exploitative, and unequal world and about fighting for a world where all people can be truly together and all people can be truly free.

Una ragazza semplice con un cuore infranto a causa di un ragazzo che non la meritava, due migliori amici e una vita quasi perfetta, fino a quando Tess non incontrerà quel ragazzo che le farà letteralmente perdere la testa e sbilancerà la sua vita. Un incontro basterà a stravolgere le loro vite, li metterà a dura prova e dovranno scontrarsi con il modo intero, si troveranno da soli contro tutti. Entrambi sono rimasti folgorati dall'amore e per Zayn è diventato un inseguimento nei confronti di Tess, mentre a lei piace scappare, ma una volta presa dovranno fare i conti con il mondo reale che non sembra accettare bene questa fusione. Si dice che l'amore vince su tutto, riuscirà Tess a cambiare il suo assassino? E Zayn riuscirà a mettere da parte l'odio e la voglia di uccidere? E soprattutto a cambiare le opinioni e i pregiudizi delle persone? Non sempre il finale è il migliore, a volte è meglio che non ci sia.

Tratto da un capitolo del libro:

“Perché non hai paura di me? Tutti hanno paura quando sanno chi sono veramente” dice guardandomi. Il suo corpo è ancora vicino al mio e mi tiene ancora imprigionata al muro.

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The assassin una storia, non un libro.

I'm in the Body of Christ, I don't sin for Illuminati rights, Most of the world in cults, That's why for the Word they got insults, Don't lose touch with nature, They choose to crush their neighbor, Get rid of the ego and self, They hid in evil for death.

They took my loyalty for granted, Now I'm royalty they can't understand it, Trying to scapegoat me, Trying to tape coat me, I'm unlimited, Sun got me pivoted, I ain't chasing dreams, I'm erasing the schemes, Bring the fire the world gon expire.

Feeling like 100 degrees, I ain't running God is taking care of my needs, I'm part of the flock only Jesus leads, The salt unlocked folks can't seize the seeds, Separating the flowers from the weeds, See the enemy lurking, Free my energy searching.

I ain't saying I'm the freshest, I'm just praying to the Precious, The Almighty God, The night gets hard, But I got to endure, Peace to you and yours, God gon open them doors, Surely you will have wars, We need to repent, Jesus is the only one been sent.

I claim no impression. The game has no protection, Every dimension is a new invention, The devil's connection is an ill intention, I don't play with society, I pray with variety, Hymns and scripture with solitude, Why be grim if you can't picture gratitude.

I take heed to instruction, The world been planted the seed of destruction, What God says is the end of discussion, The Gospel is the only option of salvation, The fossil is the caution of all nation Christ is the real, Don't pay the price for the deal.

Came in this world with action, In His name the Word ain't with the distraction, Talking about Christ, Walking in my rights, Given by God, Living in my heart, Folks don't want to come in contact with the holy spirit, Can't joke with combat I don't fear it.

Come correct from the connect, God's rejection is for direction, The devil is bringing great wrath to this world, The level is winging faith's staff in the Word, I diffuse the situation, They confuse the situation, Walk humble, They want you to fumble.

Her heart is glistening, I know the dark is listening, Ain't no more sneak dissing, The saints hear the war of creek hissing, Free masonry is the world's religion, Sipping on tea watching the grace in me cause the Word is envisioned.

My energy is in love, The enemy spills sin on the dove, But still clean as snow, The real scene is the glow, The world trying to destroy the Holy fusion, The Word is drying the moldy illusion, Hear the sound of the harp, They fear the ground of the drop.

Got a hundred on my energy, I ain't running from my enemy, I ain't talking bets or jets, Walk with the best in the holy spirit vest, I know life's a test, I glow in my rest, Majority speaking falsehood, The authority is seeking the crosswood, God is good.

I know the war and the tribulation, I know the score of the simulation, The world is infatuated with your spiritual belief system, The Word is graduated in the biblical relief wisdom Folks trying to bury the light and marry the night, God, carry my fight.

Biblical status, Spiritual atlas, Every knee will bow down before Jesus, Every tree will now be crowned to believers, Cedars and Junipers, Readers of the universe, Why not get it right the first time, Don't bet in the night for the worst grime.

Divinely protected, The blindly neglected, Got to restore the vision, We at war with the witches, At the core the gift is my riches, They want you with a brain implant, I got the grant of the grain in the sand, Love is my divinity, The dove is my infinity.

Love right, The dove is light, I was taught how to fight, Talking spiritually, Walking biblically, Feeling like Samson, She said I'm handsome, Won't give away my strength, I pray to give thanks, Don't fear when you see the tanks, Centralized of the banks.

It's quite disturbing how the world rejects salvation, The light is disturbing the world cause they inject all nations, I'm not trying to coexist, I'm waiting for God to blow this, If you don't want to listen then you gon feel the bite of serpents hissing.

Everyday you wake up is your chance to get right with God and receive the gift of salvation found only in Jesus Christ, The airplay is to bake you up for a trance in the night where your heart is deceived in revelation of Illuminati rights. Key to eternity.

Due diligence for our spiritual worship. New elegance for the biblical earth shift, True evidence for the miracle purchase, It's time to get deeper, Global crimes is the bet of the reaper, What's here is not for you to fear, Only God knows the day and year.

They fear the real pressure cause I don't buy into the peer pressure, I ain't lost the treasure, I seek God's pleasure, Keep a honest measure, I'm invested in salvation, I been tested by the nations, Many feeling the love, Why aren't you healing the dove.

Higher calibration, Messiah celebration, Fear the only God with your only heart, Salvation is the statement, I don't play with satan, Egotistical statistics, Holy spirit protect from the ballistics, My joy complete in the Lord, Who gets destroyed in war.

Now I'm awake they want to forsake, Go ahead, Only God I dread, Biblical text got me at my spiritual best, Allowing the holy spirit to flow thru, I ain't bowing down cause folk fear it when the glow is true, They vowing to clear it cause they know you.

I'm on the real with the brand dream, I don't deal with the grand scheme, The light is terrifying to the night, Keep it right clarifying to the sight, Biblical text inspired by the holy spirit, Pharaohical test expired cause now they fear it.

Feel the celsius, The real they can't sell to us. Live righteously, The gift of the odyssey, If it's not Jesus then what are you saying, If it's cash or visas you still not paying, Laugh now cry later, Wrath is now so try the greater, The fix is the remix.

If they were from us they would listen, The gift of myrrh from the dust should glisten, I'm talking about the golden soil, I'm walking out of the molten coil, The game been spoiled, His name is royal, Jesus Christ, It's a new season of lights.

My mission requires approval of only God, My vision is the fire that is the removal of a phony heart, Getting closer to the higher dimensions, I ain't letting them closer to the wired repentance, Are you trying to win souls or are you trying to sin souls.

Keep striving for perfection, Keep driving for protection, Do what's right to show the world true light, Don't grow weary, No soul fairy, Clean your praying lens of love, I seen folks paying cents for the dove.

The main topic on the table is the rights in Jesus, Abstain from the pocket of fables cause only Christ can increase us, God wants all to be saved by The Gospel, It's been a set up, They won't let up cause they see you will still get up, Don't bet up.

The truth is deleting the myth, Who you competing with, Love conquers all, The dove is stronger than all, The world has peace to do evil but really that ain't the case, The world has an ego to love what's illegal so they want to destroy your grace.

It's a different thing. I'm gifted with the halo wings, Can't sift me with the bling, Won't catch me with no jezebel, Can't match me with no chess or tale, Folks playing checkers with hell, The yoke is paying records with the veil, Check the mail.

My heart full of power, The start was the bull of flower, Depart from the fooling in this hour, Keep your mind focused, It's deep the blind see the locusts, Fix your demeanor, Don't mix the cleaner, Chemical spill. Biblical seal, Spiritual meal.

I'm not here to entertain folk, No fear of the center of pain in the yoke, Break the chains of bondage, Can't fake the stains of carnage, Keep your soul fresh, It's deep when your core is blessed, Do you have Jesus, Don't laugh with deceivers.

Nothing is speculation, Fronting for elevation, Stunting for revelation, Keep it real, It's deep when your heart is sealed, Your enemies come out at night, My energy come out at light, Got to make sure you act right, Endure thru the pain when the bag tight.

I'm with the builders not the realtors, Can't work with the craftsman, Catch me in the Aspen, I'm somewhere probably fasting, God's love is everlasting, The rituals is past ten, All the series is casting, Heart won't bow down, My thoughts are crowned now.

You want to live flawless not heartless, Erase the transgressions, Embrace the sand's blessing, That frankincense, Give thanks it makes sense, Don't sin and act like you all that, You won't win if you act like that, Repent and do right, The intent of light.

Holy spirit flowing thru my body, They fear it cause I ain't playing with Illuminati, The game is flawed, The tamed is thawed, Stop saying my name for blessings, Stop paying for the fame of presence, The night is heightened, The light is quite enlightened.

My energy got them shook, My enemy got them cooked, Start praying to God, Stop playing with God, At this level of resistance. The devil comes with persistence, Every heartbeat I have is the fragrance of love, Where the dark meet is the agents of blood.

Perfect peace. They worship the beast. Relaxing in the grace ocean, We asking what space is motion, Plot twist, Slot wrist, But I don't gamble, My heart got them scrambled, Won't quench my thirst, They want me benched or cursed.

Destined for greatness, Blessings for patience, God is giving you hope in Christ, The heart is living to cope with the price, What's gon be your fate, What's gon be more hate, Still some friction, Still some fiction, Jesus is the real for God's will.

My heart fly like aviation, The watt die in radiation, Do your part and save the nations, Global speech, The noble gon reach, Jesus died for all, He rose to God's call, We need salvation immediately, The need to have patience exceedingly.

Got to read the Word I'm in God's plans, Got to leave the world in God's hands, There's a drought coming, There's a doubt being summoned, Just know Jesus is the real, The glow is why they can't seize us in no deal, Talking to the globe, Walking in hope.

Blazing the trail, Masons got the veil, Guess what. Bless heart, Wake up before things get wild, Folks cake up so they can fake up your smile, Being saved is there's no power for the grave, Your soul is immaculate, Pour gold in the sacrament.

Do you have love in your heart, Truth came from above before the start, Why are you running from what is being summoned, Stop judging people, Stop dodging people, See the energy and deal with peace, The enemy knows I'm real with no beast.

Nothing is impossible to God, Glow wings is the stars of gold in your heart, Folks playing with words, The yoke slaying the birds, I ain't talking no junk, They walking skunked, This relate to the fake, They really hate the stake, Salvation is for our sake.

The medicine is not to meddle in sin, Ask God to wash your heart, Fast in the stars to launch your heart, Blossom to the butterfly, What caused the others to die, The world is temporary, The pearl is memory, Let the birds give praise, Always live in grace.

Live in grace, Don't give yourself praise, Honor and credit is due to God, Martyrs are dreaded due to their heart, The light disturbs the evil at play, The night deserves the ego to slay, Seed planted, The deed is granted, No undertakings. No more faking.

Focus on your mindset, The locust make the blind in debt, Wake up O' sleeper, Don't fake up when you see the reaper, Have no fear of any opponent, They try to smear you cause of the component, Holy spirit precisely, They know I can hear what the eyes see.

The world saying free the money, The Word I'm sipping tea with honey, They got a machine on their back, Behind the scenes is the hack, The takeover is real, The makeover is to seal, Subliminal interactions, Minerals enter in actions. 

True heart, New start, Get out of the occultic world, Get in the salted Word, Once you get caught up it might be a wrap, When it counts they try to lock you up when your light is free no cap, It could be any face, Thank God I'm in heaven's grace.

What matters is Jesus Christ your Lord and Saviour, I don't flatter for rights in this war of labor, In front of you is the distraction, They stunt on you for wish action, But it don't faze me, They trying to daze me, Only God amaze me, The heart graced me.

Life's a test make sure I pass with flying colors, It's not about the flesh I love all skin colors, The energy you carry is more important, The enemy wants to marry the core of distortion, The war is real deep, The score is real cheap, I'm the Lord's sheep.

Don't judge someone's relationship with Jesus, Don't budge at someone's ancient grip against believers, Does anybody know the earth's history, Does Illuminati know that the earth will be history, We're all suffering, Be wise cause you could be an offering,

While you seize the moment they try to freeze the moment, This a planetary word cause salvation is for all, The cemetery is in the world cause the nations will fall, Fruits of the spirit, The roots is why they fear it, Gentle as a dove, Mental of love.

Salvation is glorified, The nations is horrified, Heaven is a smile away, The leaven is the style they pray, I'm sanctified, Satan ain't even fly, Society is down with the beast, There's a variety of crowns within peace, You're a dove of love.

The world is not divided it's just at odds with each other, The Word is not bridled it's just God to reach all the sisters and brothers, Repentance and walking in the holy spirit, I ain't a rookie or apprentice of unlocking the code to hear it.

You could save their life and they would still be trying to do evil to you right at the moment, They want to grave your light cause they on that hollywood lying with their ego at night dying to own it, Obedience to God, The ingredients of my heart.

All these movements, Where's the improvements, Only salvation in the holy spirit will make an impact, Only revelation is why folks fear it cause they can't keep their vibration intact, Virtual will be the takeover, This ain't personal it's a makeover,

Rule now get schooled later, Schooled now rule later, The body of Christ is sovereign, Illuminati sold our rights cause of God's pardon, Society is playing with forbidden science, The priority is praying forgiven of silence.

Believers in every nation, Deceivers in every nation, God's eyes are everywhere, The fraud's lies are everywhere, Speaking about the devil, I ain't weakened by the level, No heartbeat is guaranteed, Where the heart meet is the warranty.

I was born to be a generational seer, I was torn between the revelation of being freer, Now I know obedience will give you the vision crystal clear, They vow allegiance to the witching of abysmal fear, The eyes of the heart knows the lies of the dark.

Folks will see how God is moving in your life without you saying a word, The yoke is the seat of their vow proving your life is praying by the Word, Jesus is the author and finisher of my faith, Believers need the water of signature to be saved.

Don't cast your pearls before swine, Don't blast the Word before you become blind, Lack of vision cause you wouldn't take heed to the message, Have a knack to listen to the need of the precious, Issues I hadn't dealt with, They wish you knelt to the myth.

The Word is braided with truth, The world has traded the truth, Stay on your grind and pray God is on your mind, The biblical text is the final authority, The spiritual test is the final priority, Getting the soul right, They betting on the gold's light.

Principles and virtues, Invincible so they can't search you, All nations are welcome to the assembly, The ancients are seldom to the elementary, You should know God is love, This ain't hollywood where they act odd to the dove, Got that ether for the reaper.

Be ye separate cause behind the scenes the world is desperate, Could be any face that bless you or curse you, The grace of salvation is a test of truth to earth you, My heart is in right standing, My heart is in light standing, Will of God. Be still in God.

By product of love, Fly conduct of the dove, God is taking care of you, They faking like they care for you, Gain wisdom and discernment, Don't let them finesse you with the sixth of burning, Don't get fooled by the flesh, Don't get ruled by the flesh.

In alignment with the earth and heaven no new age theory, I'm on assignment since birth and the unleavened that grows in true ways is why they fear me, It could be anybody, This not that hollywood Illuminati. How do you feel, There's a vow to stop the real.

The ego is the world's flower, The evil is the world's power, Both decaying, To the goat they praying, Get your heart courageous the dark will be outrageous, Worship God in spirit and truth, Purchased by the blood of Jesus is why they fear it the proof.

I'm from a different range, They say I'm acting different cause I changed, But the truth is things are different cause the times are strange, I don't lack, I don't slack, I don't go back, I don't even react, I'm leaving intact, It ain't about the stats.

Seeing things clearly, I got my wings yearly, To God I sing dearly, Got to be innocent as a dove and bold as a lion, The ignorance ain't love cause they cold with the iron, The world knows what's going on, The Word knows what's going wrong.

Why give me my flowers if it's dead roses, Why live for sea powers if it's dead doses, Maintain a healthy diet, Abstain from heavy riot, Eat right, Treat right, Greet right, Sleep right, Exercise and you'll forever rise, Overflow love, Sober glow of dove.

Overflow of love, Sober glow of dove, The cards I was dealt I made it a royal flush, The heart's stars it was made by a loyal blush, The wind blowing her peace everywhere, Sin is going to the beast anywhere, You are engraved in God's palms and psalms.

In due time it's a new time, I've been on a hypocrite tip indirectly. I've seen heaven's grit win perfectly, Got to confess our sins, My heart won't rot in the stress of spins, Up and down, Got my cup and crown, God's love I didn't drown.

No matter the Testament, I'm on the ladder of excellent, Climbing the mountain of grace, I don't know Simon cause they doubting me in my face, But God will show them they got to respect the ether within, I pray I dissect the reaper of sin of the kin.

Product of the holy spirit, My conduct is why they fear it, They tried to bury me but she still want to marry me, God forever will carry me, To sin is like how dare me, Within ain't nothing scare me, Energy leeches, I don't listen when the enemy preaches.

I ain't camouflaged. I got ammo for the mirage, The temple is the devil in the garage, The example is the level in the lodge, The sample is no soul will I dodge, Folks get trampled in the mosh, I don't ramble cause the game is starched.

Keep the Rock closer, Peep the stock closure, Money going out of business, Honey flowing out the minutes, Trials and tribulations, There's different styles in this simulation, This is a worldwide revolution, The kiss when earth cried for restitution.

Only One on the throne. Make sure you don't get thrown, The chief cornerstone, The thief been warned about the zone, Will there be grief when the air is cloned, I got the holy spirit I ain't scared of skull and bones, Buy the truth with no loans.

I leave it all in God's hands, I believe in all of God's plans, What do you expect, The truth you don't respect, The devil is the invader, The level is the prayer, Don't flex in any situation, The next penny is the initiation, Star light, My heart right.

Tune into the higher vibration, Soon gon be that fire citation, Make sure you endure until the end, They fake the cure to ensure you won't repent, Don't let the matrix glitch you, Don't let the matrix switch you, Don't let the matrix critch you.

The glow like a guru, They know I ain't with the vodou, If you can't see what I'm saying, Give thanks cause I'm free when praying, All praises to God, All races to God. Salvation is for whoever, Every nation do better, Revelation we're in a new weather.

Can't buy the glow like playdough, Ask them are they born again, From the stem the days are sworn again, Fake persona, Fake corona, The plagues is still here, The page is still here, Formed by the clay. In the storm I pray, Even in joy, Seeing the ploy.

Let God handle business, I met my heart the candle is my witness, Melt the dark with the sandals in fitness, They jet like vandals cause of the minutes, They bet on the mantle cause the game is finished, Don't get the channel of the system.

The hour of temptation, The power of the ancient. I glow thru dark times, I know I been thru hard times, But I always been on God's time, We all have our own road to walk, They want me to ball so they can have my soul locked, No contact, No contract.

Immaculate. Dunking on the rim got me accurate, The world is muddy, The Word is study, I been thru circumstances, She's like the wind when it dances, Don't write sin on the canvas, Society trying to put you in trances, God's will don't play by chances.

Given to Moloch so my star would be locked, They were shocked when God said all this will be blocked, My potential is here, The confidential is fear, I ain't dodging no enemy, Take caution with my energy, Not playing with the beast, Praying in my peace.

I know I'm rising whenever I'm realizing, Who you think you sizing, I was built like a rock gushing out water, Do what thou wilt got them slushing the martyr, The game is a failure, My name is in prayer, God is King, There's a meaning to everything.

I came from a long distance, My name is a strong instance, I don't need to burn incense, Make it make sense, Society got selective hearing, Their priority is collective fearing, Reverence for God, Preference for the heart, Be in the light or free the night.

You acting like you know me you can't even control me, On the movie screen I see how you move behind the scene, Plagiarized but this is the age to rise, Time is beneficial when your lens have the crystal, The fire gon expose those who can expire.

Discipline, Don't rest in sin, Blessed to win, When you walking in compassion they start talking in subtraction, As your light shines with fire the night snow grinds in the wire, I ain't lost without a cause, I'd be lost without the cross.

Learn to be in silence, They burn to be in violence, This ain't fortune telling, Folks be extortion spelling, I'm on that love talk, I'm on that dove walk, Chance after chance, Trance after trance, Everything catches up, Everything matches up.

Got to be spiritually versed to literally break the curse, Abandonment and manipulation, Keep the commandments in this simulation, Workout your salvation through fear and trembling, Society lurks out through smear and overwhelming.

Perform your gift and stay out of harm's way, In the storm is a myth just got to pray out in the psalm's way, Don't focus on other people in terms of their doings, The locusts is gon burn the ego in terms of gluing, God won't forsake or let them bake you.

I'm grinding like I'm at the combine, I'm shining within cause the sun's kind, Stay away from sin, Pray everyday you win, Glory to the Highest, My story is in silence. But it's heard around the world, The Word found the pearl., Sell it not, Don't let it rot.

I'mma subconscious thinker, I'mma love conscious thinker, Be gentle as a dove and bold as a lion, Free with no rental from the gov and gold as the iron, Calculate your steps, Immaculate your reps, Resist the devil, Don't kiss Babylon on any level.

We got to reach every soul in the name of Jesus, Folks try to leech every soul in the name of believers, I don't rain dance, The pain put you in a trance, The Gospel is my one stance, Lost souls turn to be the devil's fans, Pray for salvation, Every nation.

Keep your head up high, They dread when you don't die, The bread gon make you fly, Can't live dead in the sky, They treat you like scum, But one thing I ain't gon play like I'm dumb, People out of touch with reality going numb, Time spinning, Prime winning.

Variety magnet psych the flow, Society acting like they know, I love God who can do all things, The dove of the heart got the plans due when it sings, The glow is spectacular that's why folks trying to bring in the snow with the dracula.

This ain't choreographed, Feel the warrior's wrath, Do the lawyer's math, Attorney fees, Journey on the seas, Return to the breeze, Bandwagon fans, Land bagging sands. Better wake up, If it ain't Jesus it's fake up, Straight up, Gates up.

The stars above, I cry with the rivers of love, You can't cave what's on automatic completion, The grave is on aromatic deletion, I don't hide from the enemy, I'mma ride with my energy, I ain't talking violence, I'm walking in silence, Real without a deal.

Feeling like 100 degrees, I ain't running God is taking care of my needs I'm part of the flock only Jesus leads, The salt unlocked folks can't seize the seeds, Separating the flowers from the weeds, See the enemy lurking, Free my energy searching.

They took my loyalty for granted, Now I'm royalty they can't understand it. Trying to scapegoat me, Trying to tape coat me, I'm unlimited, Sun got me pivoted, I ain't chasing dreams, I'm erasing the schemes, Bring the fire the world gon expire.

Life ain't commercial, What happened on the stake was controversial, Still got the world talking, I keep it real cause the Word is talking, Biblical glory, Miracles pouring, Spiritual foreign, We seeing the collusion, Matter fact the illusion.