Death comes fast without a warning or reason any second. It took her away from me without giving me a warning. If I would've known what will happen I would have never said that. Yet, even though I said something which shouldn't be said I didn't say what I actually wanted to say. All those stories I wished to tell, All those feelings I wished to convey yet neither of them were said. Now that she's gone all that remains is the guilt and regret in this broken heart of mine the stories and thoughts I wished to tell stuck in my throat. All that is left is my neverending existence in the dark.
She was lying there gone forever. Her existence no longer here in this world, no longer with me. Her clothes were red the same color she hated. Dead in a unsolvable mystery which she loved. I bet if she would be here right now she would be laughing and joking about her own death but I wonder if she would be here and saw what I did would she still smile at me the way she did? Would she still embrace me with my flaws and imperfections?
She told me flaws and imperfections make a person human. To make mistakes is to be a human she used to say. So tell me what I did was just me being a human right? All this mess, All my mistakes will be forgiven right? Everything I did was out of anger.
Hey,tell me. Why is death bad? Painted in a negative light? All I wanted to do was help you I didn't like to see you look so miserable you who smiled like the sun.
Hey! Answer me!
There's a lot of mess here the whole rooms red. Why are you not moving?
Answer me...
I didn't push the knife that deep so why did u die?
You promised not to leave me yet you did. Why did you lie?
I will do anything so please don't come back to me please!
You will forgive me right?
Mother..
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