It seems like I cant see you anymore. The pain of this reality is still keeping me awake in the night. The memories we spent together now haunting me like nightmares yet whenever I get scared I hear your voice telling me it will all be fine! And I can't help but believe in those words even though you are not here with me and maybe never will be but I still want to believe that you are going to return and then will laugh like how you used to and talk to me like how u used to but maybe I'm being selfish.
After all, I'm not related to you by anything other than these memories. Maybe for you it didn't mean anything at all maybe for you I was just a pitiful boy sitting on the swing in the hot evening for you but to me you were my whole world, for me you were the reason I believed in people the only reason I didn't die but now that you are no longer here. Can I give up?
This world is so big yet no one to take your place. I want to die but I then I remember you don't like death you called it frightening, bad and many things I can't remember but I never thought of it that way and that's why I wonder what kind of face would you make if I would be gone? But it seems like I will never know because you are no longer here with me. 205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk0d4MEDEb
Yet it will be fine. The beginning of something new has started. The seasons have changed and so have I. The memories you have left with me stay as bright as forever and always will for the lesson you taught will always be in my heart. 205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2yX3aARgv
It's time to fall. I hope its not painfull but that maybe because I don't like it. You hate death so thats what I will punish you with an endless fall may it be. So you see me falling apart in front of you so you know the pain i went through. I hope the pain i feel is something you never have to bear so you tear apart trying to understand what I went through.
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An Endless Fall and it's your fault..
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