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{TW: 18+, bullying, cursing, occasional smut}
(Felix POV~~)
I wake up in Hyunjin's room with a pounding headache. I hear Jinnie making breakfast downstairs and smile weakly. I stand up and my ears ring from the hangover. Fuck, I'm never getting high again, I think to myself. I look in the mirror and see a dark mark on my neck. FUCK. So it was real. He made out with me when I was drunk. I asked him to fuck me. And he didn't say he wouldn't...do it. In fact, he said everything but he wouldn't do it. I'm not attracted to him or anything...he is my best friend, after all. I want him to take my virginity because I trust him, that's it. But when I'm asked about my type the first thing that comes to mind is Hyunjin. Long, but not long black hair, lean, muscular body...I start thinking about that. He has a distinct six-pack and it shows, a perfect frame, flawless face, and beautiful figure, and he is a bad boy. He is cold to everyone, even his friends, everyone...except me. Curious, I press gently on the fresh bruise, moaning slightly, a strange sensation, drunken flash-backs to Hyunjin's lips on my neck, his plump, soft lips. He's perfect. I hear footsteps and jump onto his bed, only setting off my headache again. I groan loudly, and I can almost hear Hyunjin's smirk. "How are you, Sunshine?" I glare at him. "I feel like shit," I say, staring past his head at a painting on the wall, a hummingbird, he painted it a couple of years ago and he was so proud of himself when he finished it, I smile at the memory. "What are you smiling at? Is there something on my face?" I look up at him. "No..." I trail off, my eyes falling to his neck. A soft bite mark is left there, and I curse at myself. "Do we have school?" I ask, groaning. He laughs, "Fuck, Lix, how hungover are you? It's Saturday!" I roll my eyes. At least I don't have to go to school looking like- this. I look like a slut. Dark circles under my eyes, and dark hickeys covering my neck, without makeup, my freckles are scattered and cover my nose and under my eyes, and my blonde hair is a mess. My half-lidded eyes flick to Hyunjin. He just got out of the shower, I think, his black hair a wet mess, his half-naked body glistening in the sunlight, the off-white towel wrapped around his lower torso, my eyes lingering on his towel for a minute until I realize oh shit! Hyunjin must think I'm looking at his- I look away quickly, blushing. "You like what you see?" he chuckles. "I-I-" I stammer not daring to meet his eyes. "We need to talk," He says, his face suddenly gone serious. Ohhhhh, shit. Here it comes. Rejection. 'Oh, Lix, I was just drunk...' I can almost hear the words before they leave his mouth. He sits on the bed beside me, and something must cross my face because he gives me a soft smile and places a reassuring hand on my thigh. I look at his hand, not processing, feeling butterflies deep in my gut. "Hey, so...how much do you-remember- from last night?" I look down. "A lot..." He grabs my chin and pulls me to look into his eyes. "Do you regret anything?" I blush, before I stare into his eyes. "Jinnie. This might ruin our friendship, but I am going to answer your question. I regret nothing." He stares at me. FUCK, FELIX. WHY THE FUCK WOULD I SAY THAT? FUCKKKKKKK. "I don't regret anything either." Now it's my turn to stare at him. He looks so hot like this. "Fuck, what does this mean?" He looks at me. "You're right. You did ruin our friendship." And then he kisses me.
(Hyunjin POV)
He sucks on my neck and I feel my eyes roll into the back of my head, moaning slightly. "You're so gorgeous, baby," I feel a warmth wash over me, slowly going lower until it's in my stomach, then my gut, then- ohhhhh shit. Felix's gaze follows mine and he looks...surprised? Not sure. But he just kisses me again. And again. We kiss until the kiss grows breathless and Felix subconsciously climbs on top of me, pinning me to the bed. I inhale sharply. What the fuck is Felix doing? And then I remember. I remember him asking me to...And I said when he's sober...And he's as sober as he can be right now. He kisses my lips one more time and then he unbuttons my shirt to kiss my abs...and...holy shit is he doing what I think he's doing?! He kisses lower down my body until he gets to the white towel wrapped around my waist. Oh my god...He looks so hot like this. He looks up at me in a question, and I don't know how to answer. I can easily solve...this by myself...but I don't want to. All I can think about is Felix. His button nose, and freckles that look like stars, scatter his face. He's adorable, and gorgeous, and-fuck. Is he-undoing my towel?! Ohhhhh shit. This is real. It's real. This is happening. "Do you want me to-?" He breathes at me. "I-Only if- You, want to?" I stutter. "Well, what if I want to?" He stares into my eyes. Since when was he this brave? "Do whatever you want," I say to him. watching his every move. A satisfied smirk plays across his lips as he pulls down my towel so slowly its agony. He is teasing me. And I hate it. "If you're gonna do it, then do it," I roll my eyes. And then he does it. And holy shit, I swear it's never felt this good before. The only thoughts in my mind right now is how hot Felix looks with my dick in his mouth, and I can't help but wonder where the fuck did he learn how to do this? He's a virgin...was he lying? He puffs out his cheeks and I groan loudly. He kitty licks the tip and smirks at me. I cup the back of his neck and pull him in to kiss me, and he presses his hips to mine. His face scrunched in pleasure and I smirked into our kiss. This feels so right, He rocks his hips on my thigh and I realize what he's doing. I blush. "Lix-" I say, my face flushed. He only moans in response. Fuck. I don't want him to stop... "Enjoying yourself?" I tease my tongue against his neck. "I want-ngh," Felix groans. "You want what?" I look at his face, and it's enough to make me hard. Again. His face is pink, and flushed, his nose scrunched, eyes squeezed shut. I love seeing him like this, desperate for me. "More..." He says weakly. "Fuck me, Jinnie." I pause. I know he wanted this but I didn't know he wanted it now. "L-Lix-" I don't know what to say. "Please." I stare at him. And I really want to. "You have my consent..." He says. "You want to?" He nods furiously. And I spin us around. "Are you sure?" "Yes! Just do it!" He says, exasperated. I slowly take his pants off. I kiss him again, too, because why not? "I am going to prep you now," I whisper in his ear. "So it won't hurt so much." He nods. I put two of my fingers in his mouth, and he sucks on them, hard. Wow, he really wants this. I push one finger in slowly, waiting for a yelp of pain, or a "STOP" coming from his beautiful mouth. But it never comes. I push in another finger, and he moans out. I slowly start to finger him. I push in one more finger to prepare him for something bigger. "You ready, Lix?" I ask, my voice quivering. "Just put it in, Jinnie!" He moans. "You asked for it," I say. "I don't have any lube here, though, so you're going to have to do it for me," He nods, and Felix puts my entire member in his mouth. He gags on it, sending a vibration that makes me see stars. He comes up and gets in the position from before. "Are you ready, baby?" I ask, nervous. I don't want to hurt him. "Just do it," He groans, impatient. I push into him slowly, His walls clench against me. I look at his face, scrunched in pain. "Do you have a safe word?" I ask him. "Cocoa..." He whispers. "Beautiful." I quicken my pace a bit, watching his pain gradually turn to pleasure. "NNGH! FASTER JINNIE!" He screams when I quicken my pace, and I do as he asks. "mm, gonna cum-" He groans. I smile. "Cum for me baby."137Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG5DfJMlAP
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And then I fell asleep in his arms.
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