I am dreading growing old.175Please respect copyright.PENANA6UDiUMYHon
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,175Please respect copyright.PENANAvwDoZGJN1x
everyone asked for a young female.175Please respect copyright.PENANAGapU3ukhKF
what happens when I grow old,175Please respect copyright.PENANAMVId8RwouB
what happens when my tits sag 175Please respect copyright.PENANASp7O2Mfe0K
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,175Please respect copyright.PENANABJOlI0isWm
will I no longer be wanted?175Please respect copyright.PENANAk4SErIrtPx
No longer desired or admired.175Please respect copyright.PENANAV37gaBuOjg
will I just be old?175Please respect copyright.PENANAuwHmtLgWEI
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 175Please respect copyright.PENANAlGO0RLCcnS
Just175Please respect copyright.PENANA8IMV3revNl
Old.175Please respect copyright.PENANAjOAnS4VZj2
175Please respect copyright.PENANAMNKqvKHQGN
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?175Please respect copyright.PENANAl1wUnuSERE
I'll have to be good at something,175Please respect copyright.PENANAentiodTX1p
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills175Please respect copyright.PENANA2MX0rj6BOu
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain175Please respect copyright.PENANAzEuErnkDaM
I'll have to be somebody175Please respect copyright.PENANAQmH6WlNKPA
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth175Please respect copyright.PENANAuAmlssA6Hs
but I know I can't keep it.175Please respect copyright.PENANAeo2lfeXymW
Good things never last.175Please respect copyright.PENANAnWWLwgcaG5
175Please respect copyright.PENANAX3uyXdlqPp
I don't know when youth became so important to me175Please respect copyright.PENANAC1r89qZ5s2
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail175Please respect copyright.PENANABui0zTcCl4
and why so many people died over it175Please respect copyright.PENANA7aNi5rJTlK
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,175Please respect copyright.PENANAvvoZPfAmaN
I would.175Please respect copyright.PENANAMlAao8fcML
perhaps that makes me a bad human,175Please respect copyright.PENANARwqV9GQsfk
a bad feminist175Please respect copyright.PENANASEreN6bCtD
bad person,175Please respect copyright.PENANAhMjjfVsBTf
but all I know is it's the truth175Please respect copyright.PENANAB0NWLuC5pj
and I would do it,175Please respect copyright.PENANACaXzgcjyka
175Please respect copyright.PENANAUodcv4qCIy
I would give up so much to stay desirable.175Please respect copyright.PENANAVET1S1OlHn
Because I've never been desired before175Please respect copyright.PENANAJJzaYl98E6
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,175Please respect copyright.PENANAsHbd0GcpMr
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?175Please respect copyright.PENANAYGqtINTp0I
and my skin sags from my bones175Please respect copyright.PENANA3fPALLyagJ
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach175Please respect copyright.PENANAZMK084Arm4
my neck doubling,175Please respect copyright.PENANAOXWFoFypA1
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad175Please respect copyright.PENANAUtcW6r8osa
175Please respect copyright.PENANAuN9dX1hrMX
some people think when you get older looks matter less175Please respect copyright.PENANA7YAaoPzh9b
But that's not true, nobody wants that175Please respect copyright.PENANAit5uKQnfTs
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.175Please respect copyright.PENANAT0NpApJoCV
What will I be?175Please respect copyright.PENANAIdgKuYjYrz
Chopped liver I suppose.175Please respect copyright.PENANAScbu8Efa6t
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools175Please respect copyright.PENANAveNUHXQGEm
175Please respect copyright.PENANAmLKCsp02mR
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life175Please respect copyright.PENANAHYkwGyNHps
I'm young175Please respect copyright.PENANAQuWQgVBDPh
I have done nothing time is flying by175Please respect copyright.PENANAeLo0hcd3VD
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast175Please respect copyright.PENANAnaXBCSthOg
Keeps slipping from my fists.175Please respect copyright.PENANATAXDWpct2z
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).175Please respect copyright.PENANATpSys3DcIR
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.175Please respect copyright.PENANAUFaU8IR7NV
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up175Please respect copyright.PENANAJWM0tpzgRW
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.175Please respect copyright.PENANAmrvnU0TkMu
175Please respect copyright.PENANAqyAxPK6BuD
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity175Please respect copyright.PENANAD9xFa3hdss
I feel it closing in on me175Please respect copyright.PENANAAOZSOlTxab
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,175Please respect copyright.PENANA7PCYyi2TBq
looking in the mirror I see my painting.175Please respect copyright.PENANA5cUnNUb4jc
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,175Please respect copyright.PENANAFe838rRkt4
I know they're going to be my demise.175Please respect copyright.PENANAGJI4YVpXwP
175Please respect copyright.PENANAkSUgRO6eQZ
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen175Please respect copyright.PENANA0E4eGPjBUo
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.175Please respect copyright.PENANApKW7G7YHJl
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 175Please respect copyright.PENANA2994q36bIV
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 175Please respect copyright.PENANADBNwH3302i
175Please respect copyright.PENANAVzvUhvBmyt
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither175Please respect copyright.PENANAiFpQagFtWF
because I know myself if not anyone else175Please respect copyright.PENANAbla3nnDHQF
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.175Please respect copyright.PENANAKkZs3hCg9e
175Please respect copyright.PENANAD8RKhKEs0b
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.175Please respect copyright.PENANAWH6j0Thpmi
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,175Please respect copyright.PENANA2tOGq75DQ2
everyone asked for a young female.175Please respect copyright.PENANAEcCrntZ7n1
what happens when I grow old,175Please respect copyright.PENANAc8ELJ4a9zp
what happens when my tits sag 175Please respect copyright.PENANAA0VBQw4PLA
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,175Please respect copyright.PENANAwRy11Vyile
will I no longer be wanted?175Please respect copyright.PENANAYLhaduNnIX
No longer desired or admired.175Please respect copyright.PENANAyWlcXCptFG
will I just be old?175Please respect copyright.PENANA0TP7TBwelN
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 175Please respect copyright.PENANAiVEl0l0Wfz
Just175Please respect copyright.PENANAsVeA17Oxda
Old.175Please respect copyright.PENANAayKtf3N9hA
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?175Please respect copyright.PENANAWgtaMgEXRY
I'll have to be good at something,175Please respect copyright.PENANA1DlAAkmnwx
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills175Please respect copyright.PENANAfsmPmo78q8
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain175Please respect copyright.PENANAkCirHU2DMG
I'll have to be somebody175Please respect copyright.PENANABJVtWmmBlJ
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth175Please respect copyright.PENANAPo80WKIOep
but I know I can't keep it.175Please respect copyright.PENANAKOWblOIaYh
Good things never last.175Please respect copyright.PENANAz3WObfBytU
175Please respect copyright.PENANAUw89E7Gs3x
I don't know when youth became so important to me175Please respect copyright.PENANAkQPYIhdUjZ
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail175Please respect copyright.PENANAp1PbVsg7Wr
and why so many people died over it175Please respect copyright.PENANADOMXjR9ACh
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,175Please respect copyright.PENANAE5OdqRCHRK
I would.175Please respect copyright.PENANAfXeMVYfxya
perhaps that makes me a bad human,175Please respect copyright.PENANADNkAn733na
a bad feminist175Please respect copyright.PENANA7PiFkmUg7G
bad person,175Please respect copyright.PENANAOhgNRSzT1g
but all I know is it's the truth175Please respect copyright.PENANABQ2fX5bTs5
and I would do it,175Please respect copyright.PENANAUbp5dDeW6g
175Please respect copyright.PENANA3cwGesJwxQ
I would give up so much to stay desirable.175Please respect copyright.PENANANqpGbNJZv5
Because I've never been desired before175Please respect copyright.PENANAjIBWsLWcIo
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,175Please respect copyright.PENANALCT0vhhIZc
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?175Please respect copyright.PENANARBHBxLevNF
and my skin sags from my bones175Please respect copyright.PENANAok6qwoMhkn
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach175Please respect copyright.PENANAinoIkCwuNJ
my neck doubling,175Please respect copyright.PENANA0fDCrI5ur9
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad175Please respect copyright.PENANAXZWQgmAmZQ
175Please respect copyright.PENANAFFGgwT5niv
some people think when you get older looks matter less175Please respect copyright.PENANAJOe5WNcZFE
But that's not true, nobody wants that175Please respect copyright.PENANAJX7dbr4CzY
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.175Please respect copyright.PENANAbPaH9fezm9
What will I be?175Please respect copyright.PENANAqBYg7SzzE0
Chopped liver I suppose.175Please respect copyright.PENANAE03h66OAwo
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools175Please respect copyright.PENANAdtD8LVnjaT
175Please respect copyright.PENANAaSyM8Qt9JG
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life175Please respect copyright.PENANAgwsADHnvDl
I'm 20175Please respect copyright.PENANAC21mPaXncf
I have done nothing time is flying by175Please respect copyright.PENANAj9ZWarMMgD
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast175Please respect copyright.PENANAVwMN09XYMZ
Keeps slipping from my fists.175Please respect copyright.PENANAuh3OJtt0sr
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).175Please respect copyright.PENANAACdz2bDSxZ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.175Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ5y0ZINrn
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up175Please respect copyright.PENANAFSyJwEGtet
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.175Please respect copyright.PENANA9HxMht4q6i
175Please respect copyright.PENANAkampMezOL6
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity175Please respect copyright.PENANAofXGqDlijM
I feel it closing in on me175Please respect copyright.PENANApaBswOerVz
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,175Please respect copyright.PENANAJEv5awQLP8
looking in the mirror I see my painting.175Please respect copyright.PENANAWEwQApbVsW
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,175Please respect copyright.PENANAAYPeO0VLX6
I know they're going to be my demise.175Please respect copyright.PENANANdVohoYizt
175Please respect copyright.PENANAWdPmvyNjGw
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen175Please respect copyright.PENANA0RhRkDa3Pb
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.175Please respect copyright.PENANAyV30rpw37o
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 175Please respect copyright.PENANARyGuYH9KIx
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 175Please respect copyright.PENANAfW6Li1bc5I
175Please respect copyright.PENANAvyrnJLQgQU
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither175Please respect copyright.PENANAIPJH1HHtNp
because I know myself if not anyone else175Please respect copyright.PENANAMq2nfM8aMz
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.175Please respect copyright.PENANAtZV79qwiiV
175Please respect copyright.PENANAfxQ6hHnAw5
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old