I am dreading growing old.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv1yrdJHGL
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRffrZm6TZ
everyone asked for a young female.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkEJLrCj6Q
what happens when I grow old,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1yFZgL6QV
what happens when my tits sag 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3RyvDDVzx
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqsllc7WKm
will I no longer be wanted?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYDu7TuJVU
No longer desired or admired.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjhD9RN2Kd
will I just be old?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOd4qtCdq6
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dMVY64vFE
Just69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85NCEG04mB
Old.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh6pCzAvQh
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeD1lj5B2q
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsn14S8cL6
I'll have to be good at something,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHL6N3cszk
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4js8QVP4Q
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbeOUM0gO6
I'll have to be somebody69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2rrk0XkbD
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQNZhgTS8K
but I know I can't keep it.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK28FVltDMP
Good things never last.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUpN69iSRp
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrcr0yFO8F
I don't know when youth became so important to me69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAyOHWlQC1
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZFJj5XViL
and why so many people died over it69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9UejUPHO5
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76NLQT4i3n
I would.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXaXvSJmEj
perhaps that makes me a bad human,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LijdGUH8z
a bad feminist69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIyeDGyjVF
bad person,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRmwkg0zHz
but all I know is it's the truth69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFvuu7A2dA
and I would do it,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnL3TXLp5u
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HWuntaQLZ
I would give up so much to stay desirable.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmJn7Um7Uw
Because I've never been desired before69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OGFaplWwB
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jC4fQZwLJ
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPNdUwhKVB
and my skin sags from my bones69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcCz8Uhbxq
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5doUBdw3h
my neck doubling,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTap3wYXRF
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwfPwFJrOG
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox62DzhlYb
some people think when you get older looks matter less69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLBY2O97aa
But that's not true, nobody wants that69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY2E9qv7bQ
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhw2C3HdGW
What will I be?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJpKgbmhtr
Chopped liver I suppose.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qQz5oJgGU
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4CfY5H7t3
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy9BvYXVUB
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIn2EQiiid
I'm young69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKFzmUmHql
I have done nothing time is flying by69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAZG9lZIB1
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sHxjf7QNR
Keeps slipping from my fists.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhq5mz3rly
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5tg5o4QyH
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhRCxbAMp8
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtXZXChbvG
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPvwwEFsO2
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpvQSJhciI
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5KwylZQl3
I feel it closing in on me69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7JJ6nPQqG
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE7WIwEUGa
looking in the mirror I see my painting.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeg701p8d9
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5MCec5I79
I know they're going to be my demise.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIXQYvnSAn
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEWt0M4TTa
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvSbWCOW1u
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR9Lc67DUx
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywMlnjHYbm
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrIgEXVxMt
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuoOFXR29t
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBT0VYV6LM
because I know myself if not anyone else69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw8LKrVJww
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSTZeTDbb7
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLyeaL8soG
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH6eaB2kZB
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOaKo5xENU
everyone asked for a young female.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzihTcGEMF
what happens when I grow old,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPTeHn63DS
what happens when my tits sag 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pE64RPYs6
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IR4lPEOUt
will I no longer be wanted?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P1nNbvpEY
No longer desired or admired.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjNhGwURBp
will I just be old?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0vLLPtyMw
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx7hOmwJJS
Just69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJduPTNUGRr
Old.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpAF8cX30K
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLUaefZ7Fb
I'll have to be good at something,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9BYVyCBeJ
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo7vwLDbrh
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC9KNFn9Am
I'll have to be somebody69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx1IgJa912
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxnFQzWE3I
but I know I can't keep it.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH34bPO4PCx
Good things never last.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwYjRE66Ib
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKpMc6EF5y
I don't know when youth became so important to me69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2CraYuH0B
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIU0x6cZNj
and why so many people died over it69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc7xin26be
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELg2ckYPP3
I would.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeQ8REljrs
perhaps that makes me a bad human,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmSH285P3H
a bad feminist69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKns9w2cwa
bad person,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3y0ztpZZz
but all I know is it's the truth69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs71c0ojhC
and I would do it,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKMWdu9Ugt
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpGH0KTPYr
I would give up so much to stay desirable.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIIkQHzsJb
Because I've never been desired before69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7x4oIY3Fg
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSwJj2Z3UB
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfiNizeK0F
and my skin sags from my bones69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLOX0gpJlA
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv090yyZ2V
my neck doubling,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nKs4hWwNc
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YSG4FgabI
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdn0dAcFUP
some people think when you get older looks matter less69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqR2bVSlds
But that's not true, nobody wants that69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwyrQgtPTB
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xHzgUE7bD
What will I be?69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E5AUa5CEd
Chopped liver I suppose.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fhOr3BJZj
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74r4ng3pYt
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lFI5eCVZp
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomxdoeAQwH
I'm 2069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12JX6Hh59M
I have done nothing time is flying by69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLtptxbbKz
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PRH8zyU6H
Keeps slipping from my fists.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjyhWJxQFi
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZQUE1asww
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBULhfnB81
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngBUmAEYQP
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LQsyzgf5y
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVmgpCOGX1
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxkGFTq3Tr
I feel it closing in on me69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL8BTqddeO
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfw6L0NFCM
looking in the mirror I see my painting.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzwRp6BCXb
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYXa2A2whG
I know they're going to be my demise.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDlbOEqwhR
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgYIICfAud
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5olONVros
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9eyvknNPa
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhYjkPz1pT
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWy5F4i534
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHfhYeYOMA
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iQ9a7afB5
because I know myself if not anyone else69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuvTy7jhhZ
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB463xbkSp
69Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmoOg5Jg3s
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
