I am dreading growing old.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNpUdsUoS3
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgUuWeiqLL
everyone asked for a young female.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wG9Z8CALk
what happens when I grow old,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTiNUXdjMO
what happens when my tits sag 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJYfYEIQge
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhAF1dKR8n
will I no longer be wanted?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbFD8ymnmb
No longer desired or admired.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd625ui210
will I just be old?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2fFUBRN8L
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7xP0jLr0g
Just110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE3Tenaic3
Old.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ29rh0s8Y
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXcPM3ZNxG
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRhazEhUHh
I'll have to be good at something,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj7cDavFKN
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBzphk0tgc
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yhjqGCckr
I'll have to be somebody110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNAlCionWb
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJTXTyPLJa
but I know I can't keep it.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfG98QWvbt
Good things never last.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGkhY1upKl
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01axpM9rPD
I don't know when youth became so important to me110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9RBzPlEuD
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNurKohvxN
and why so many people died over it110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreEsggTzoB
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtybslhcHs
I would.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7AF5FS8dg
perhaps that makes me a bad human,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCubJ4WS4RG
a bad feminist110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVO9PuRco2
bad person,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Dl4ORSyzk
but all I know is it's the truth110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKf7XlTbVU
and I would do it,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNvNMIOjcL
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTTJrW2j4Q
I would give up so much to stay desirable.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQd3c3RZn7
Because I've never been desired before110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJbJzjZYEG
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQom1ydYSh
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOU2iLy2fw
and my skin sags from my bones110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodx4IYv3mF
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7RyeBgl2a
my neck doubling,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoOeL8Tv8Z
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1Isz7mj2G
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY073euBUFl
some people think when you get older looks matter less110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WuSzbjPTg
But that's not true, nobody wants that110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tNP3MHRJx
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrDCPQLx2P
What will I be?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNuRt7lkZV
Chopped liver I suppose.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlGRw6cZWR
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtYQ4ClOO3
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNYArjjDqL
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkunpkpMXH5
I'm young110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOMnPnrY74
I have done nothing time is flying by110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKjXvm7cYo
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpZhWQC6Q0
Keeps slipping from my fists.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2mEP2g39t
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DD6zg9sIy
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuduICy1ZWr
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnumxn0Gx5
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfN0Ieoy3R
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrM8bexz3p
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N0oc2Wz0A
I feel it closing in on me110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WvuYSM6u2
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDB3nblAli
looking in the mirror I see my painting.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7KwgdJ1ye
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIujlNidSV
I know they're going to be my demise.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrGDNIc1n4
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxREnVkFmG5
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6elmt5JMTv
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIssUTtx9R
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nFbeiYZSP
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhYsFbUmDg
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ92dA5mM1
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIVHWrBOn7
because I know myself if not anyone else110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYb6IqchXa
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8AGXL2ky9
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A6XQcIhTf
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGHLMxgDth
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HGImkRFNq
everyone asked for a young female.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANILsNv0lP
what happens when I grow old,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCqRe90EY7
what happens when my tits sag 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy52Zgampsy
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s9qXLRpn8
will I no longer be wanted?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV7IMxxGOV
No longer desired or admired.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkni7X6ZsjC
will I just be old?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz1tLShajA
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd2jA6i9Vz
Just110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eZwITM2ct
Old.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VJR4m1IbQ
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplofUGQf2n
I'll have to be good at something,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxGFnOyERB
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jyBkpFjQT
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzaMFgLsVw
I'll have to be somebody110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPJCkSuRPb
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaxjAxPaVA
but I know I can't keep it.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt45TS8L42
Good things never last.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJQ5SNoHqy
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7rofzLhcc
I don't know when youth became so important to me110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyeKG5RdF9
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHElPYmomR
and why so many people died over it110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa68u7urcoA
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWrwTFcwMK
I would.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCbFSoGTDL
perhaps that makes me a bad human,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXsETpT1eb
a bad feminist110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2WKcVHK1X
bad person,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sXxeMGaP9
but all I know is it's the truth110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhFXOsJfTS
and I would do it,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAAjuknWjF
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZnjwGwunl
I would give up so much to stay desirable.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2DBJ6rpId
Because I've never been desired before110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXlLfTx8T5
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLdOk85SiP
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdylm4SBZZN
and my skin sags from my bones110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkOFOhTFu5
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFFHa5AbuF
my neck doubling,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlfw3gtTtB
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXx7G5Gw0l
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1asGBpQcI
some people think when you get older looks matter less110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPFsNRFs5h
But that's not true, nobody wants that110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpSANnWXME
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FrwDUxFtL
What will I be?110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9cy8ReN8H
Chopped liver I suppose.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXRhXCGQlI
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc3p1Rfud8
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ016jxKmKj6
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNX2nrj4ya
I'm 20110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbyQwYG1Dz
I have done nothing time is flying by110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLUW1A7vJv
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM0OHkpuqL
Keeps slipping from my fists.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9FvXp2TRr
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukKQPpkQWS
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WLDREj9U1
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v91yL9RHo
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaUAHHXtGT
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qep90J2mz
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69npOBiFLA
I feel it closing in on me110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEuSUV2Ple
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMRAY1o7zv
looking in the mirror I see my painting.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWzb6qaaYI
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVbq7VrdG8
I know they're going to be my demise.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh4V2S6JaV
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvrnyU1ScT
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnMIxZRafG
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zVECkVm9y
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQfvxssWSg
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctZgt24C3V
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bHDIgQdH8
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe65IUIgV2D
because I know myself if not anyone else110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJpRfdfJS5
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU01ceoFvu
110Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcI7X5X4mK
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
