I am dreading growing old.122Please respect copyright.PENANAjMHJCkYr4t
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,122Please respect copyright.PENANACKl511SHJs
everyone asked for a young female.122Please respect copyright.PENANAFDPJjOrdjs
what happens when I grow old,122Please respect copyright.PENANA7vrA16YMP7
what happens when my tits sag 122Please respect copyright.PENANArspzeNSNDv
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,122Please respect copyright.PENANAPCVFtJXadQ
will I no longer be wanted?122Please respect copyright.PENANAs6X6HBohOK
No longer desired or admired.122Please respect copyright.PENANAyj5atqd2Nl
will I just be old?122Please respect copyright.PENANAFa4VDMFQTX
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 122Please respect copyright.PENANA2r7cAF2GJL
Just122Please respect copyright.PENANAowZc2heEmd
Old.122Please respect copyright.PENANAB3HeHry2zi
122Please respect copyright.PENANA1Is04SNPf9
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?122Please respect copyright.PENANAbjaj7xViF7
I'll have to be good at something,122Please respect copyright.PENANApFRWXeHEQX
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills122Please respect copyright.PENANAPOy0DmDkIa
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain122Please respect copyright.PENANAtQI0ASrDgG
I'll have to be somebody122Please respect copyright.PENANAfg0yiftlpY
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth122Please respect copyright.PENANAHkHUVS6sFB
but I know I can't keep it.122Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZBWPS8jUb
Good things never last.122Please respect copyright.PENANAJQg6GQ2tzZ
122Please respect copyright.PENANAE4Dy2eDgTg
I don't know when youth became so important to me122Please respect copyright.PENANAEfJbh4cRMH
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail122Please respect copyright.PENANA4iGh7foT26
and why so many people died over it122Please respect copyright.PENANA7RLIVq4rQm
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,122Please respect copyright.PENANA3IDVQrtj9K
I would.122Please respect copyright.PENANAPsvGkhGhee
perhaps that makes me a bad human,122Please respect copyright.PENANAecsGsMr7sh
a bad feminist122Please respect copyright.PENANA2KoGvfVb0R
bad person,122Please respect copyright.PENANAkG9nbNRDhN
but all I know is it's the truth122Please respect copyright.PENANAQGduTnAbJ6
and I would do it,122Please respect copyright.PENANAhdaZVxrkVL
122Please respect copyright.PENANAM0oUoVHgV2
I would give up so much to stay desirable.122Please respect copyright.PENANAwC1FrBQZDf
Because I've never been desired before122Please respect copyright.PENANA9h4iEmQw75
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,122Please respect copyright.PENANAkQhqPFxKu7
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?122Please respect copyright.PENANAvcGFyLqWNw
and my skin sags from my bones122Please respect copyright.PENANA3tVrMx2Myq
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach122Please respect copyright.PENANAv7MZHICAjk
my neck doubling,122Please respect copyright.PENANAZj44EVhnQj
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad122Please respect copyright.PENANAZ12B6fErKm
122Please respect copyright.PENANAzYVIQtgGv5
some people think when you get older looks matter less122Please respect copyright.PENANAhf0PoLcVrd
But that's not true, nobody wants that122Please respect copyright.PENANAsDo7qIKCL8
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.122Please respect copyright.PENANAs5TaODSO0f
What will I be?122Please respect copyright.PENANAIgXTjsaXh6
Chopped liver I suppose.122Please respect copyright.PENANAAdn9HcLgjz
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools122Please respect copyright.PENANAp4Zq99PC2q
122Please respect copyright.PENANA9VU8S4KJiD
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life122Please respect copyright.PENANA6wC23yO05X
I'm young122Please respect copyright.PENANAjMZ6DJ9hyi
I have done nothing time is flying by122Please respect copyright.PENANA7YnlYSj8Z9
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast122Please respect copyright.PENANAC84qXKOq6z
Keeps slipping from my fists.122Please respect copyright.PENANAddT1HHFakn
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).122Please respect copyright.PENANABVrXFOZNH4
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.122Please respect copyright.PENANA7CAHtl3gKw
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up122Please respect copyright.PENANAOj5rJkUVfK
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.122Please respect copyright.PENANAkcUanjHkMM
122Please respect copyright.PENANAX8CvKAezLD
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity122Please respect copyright.PENANAj2PZ1ChjLI
I feel it closing in on me122Please respect copyright.PENANAziGGBkYR4b
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,122Please respect copyright.PENANAelN8t3OmRX
looking in the mirror I see my painting.122Please respect copyright.PENANAI2FJ3Z9cyg
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,122Please respect copyright.PENANA9gqtvJMhKq
I know they're going to be my demise.122Please respect copyright.PENANA7J3slAYgSE
122Please respect copyright.PENANA97WnmqhAZ7
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen122Please respect copyright.PENANA96MN86cAg1
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.122Please respect copyright.PENANA7YmVYaTe5p
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 122Please respect copyright.PENANA4QZ0R0BMCS
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 122Please respect copyright.PENANAcH0Pez8NqL
122Please respect copyright.PENANAlj9ffL5rRF
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither122Please respect copyright.PENANACpWmEEewtT
because I know myself if not anyone else122Please respect copyright.PENANA2fezwdrj29
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.122Please respect copyright.PENANAbToxfVdrax
122Please respect copyright.PENANAov6xu4U3Sa
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.122Please respect copyright.PENANA0eV62e2hRl
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,122Please respect copyright.PENANA62b7LSWqgk
everyone asked for a young female.122Please respect copyright.PENANAqEr95fkVku
what happens when I grow old,122Please respect copyright.PENANAvZg7hkoxf2
what happens when my tits sag 122Please respect copyright.PENANAInpAI1hjHF
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,122Please respect copyright.PENANAlLSfg2XoIR
will I no longer be wanted?122Please respect copyright.PENANAPQyeML4yfZ
No longer desired or admired.122Please respect copyright.PENANA7yxFeQtEgr
will I just be old?122Please respect copyright.PENANAly3nKdFv19
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 122Please respect copyright.PENANAFQQfP5QaRb
Just122Please respect copyright.PENANALFQUCwVaVZ
Old.122Please respect copyright.PENANAH65SKo27OT
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?122Please respect copyright.PENANAkTZG0iOe9P
I'll have to be good at something,122Please respect copyright.PENANAMpelkdDAx4
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills122Please respect copyright.PENANAabgS8UR3Ny
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain122Please respect copyright.PENANAmFes55Wlyn
I'll have to be somebody122Please respect copyright.PENANAGsFbUMUQ8x
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth122Please respect copyright.PENANAbH4097mGUg
but I know I can't keep it.122Please respect copyright.PENANAd1RicdGGyA
Good things never last.122Please respect copyright.PENANA0GZfPUoqHM
122Please respect copyright.PENANAo32Nx1rRlh
I don't know when youth became so important to me122Please respect copyright.PENANAYIOi43KFJp
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail122Please respect copyright.PENANAooT2K4xpeP
and why so many people died over it122Please respect copyright.PENANA2KOlbKvqWH
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,122Please respect copyright.PENANAyeoS8YADY0
I would.122Please respect copyright.PENANATdIitOs1FE
perhaps that makes me a bad human,122Please respect copyright.PENANAH1pyk2nAD2
a bad feminist122Please respect copyright.PENANAgpuDiev9DD
bad person,122Please respect copyright.PENANAhJOAd2V5dR
but all I know is it's the truth122Please respect copyright.PENANAUqjZYv4fGD
and I would do it,122Please respect copyright.PENANA1IZv1pK45Z
122Please respect copyright.PENANAieqYHewBtD
I would give up so much to stay desirable.122Please respect copyright.PENANAXuXr3dVkys
Because I've never been desired before122Please respect copyright.PENANAxISif7sYEO
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,122Please respect copyright.PENANAdiPITDrv6Y
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?122Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6a5qtu11E
and my skin sags from my bones122Please respect copyright.PENANAvFbBwb8Zxe
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach122Please respect copyright.PENANAKnI0NF4Wch
my neck doubling,122Please respect copyright.PENANACqaFueLPBn
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad122Please respect copyright.PENANACQmXLkEECE
122Please respect copyright.PENANAVOZw7WsMJE
some people think when you get older looks matter less122Please respect copyright.PENANA7Mvc5ioDyy
But that's not true, nobody wants that122Please respect copyright.PENANAYFvUreTChh
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.122Please respect copyright.PENANA7HWWyyWKgp
What will I be?122Please respect copyright.PENANA0Rgr13G5ph
Chopped liver I suppose.122Please respect copyright.PENANA8ApgmaRO54
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools122Please respect copyright.PENANAHRClgCzdcc
122Please respect copyright.PENANAb09KtigDaA
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life122Please respect copyright.PENANAerzu5Z66sv
I'm 20122Please respect copyright.PENANAbiJtSXmExh
I have done nothing time is flying by122Please respect copyright.PENANAzLORXijAkg
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast122Please respect copyright.PENANA3Tnn3x7tuA
Keeps slipping from my fists.122Please respect copyright.PENANAykcW7XnacQ
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).122Please respect copyright.PENANAVTQNi6aBhz
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.122Please respect copyright.PENANAHAVGTV5YxF
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up122Please respect copyright.PENANA5kPzAbIFOs
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.122Please respect copyright.PENANAtjDsXjkyg8
122Please respect copyright.PENANAbEM5Ly2jKY
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity122Please respect copyright.PENANAB5ciLoisrb
I feel it closing in on me122Please respect copyright.PENANA2uZ0GuVDJX
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,122Please respect copyright.PENANAK0uq0aJJjV
looking in the mirror I see my painting.122Please respect copyright.PENANAiVmh0jr5jK
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,122Please respect copyright.PENANAa53G1DbFW2
I know they're going to be my demise.122Please respect copyright.PENANA8igyv8pROu
122Please respect copyright.PENANA0tcpKNFD2D
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen122Please respect copyright.PENANAoo4HrYb4SE
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.122Please respect copyright.PENANApmC6ikPbYH
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 122Please respect copyright.PENANAotzSdloexu
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 122Please respect copyright.PENANAUUXsl8LMaF
122Please respect copyright.PENANA37FwvW8wwl
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither122Please respect copyright.PENANALbz5tBci4w
because I know myself if not anyone else122Please respect copyright.PENANAZkVREEO0kJ
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.122Please respect copyright.PENANA6p3lYLsQVg
122Please respect copyright.PENANAyRQDufzcv1
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old