I am dreading growing old.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPTdlTWsVR
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs9gprEifk
everyone asked for a young female.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKofy1ZxK4
what happens when I grow old,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX04tBjGtzY
what happens when my tits sag 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsLDDXzrvl
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe3j3cKF8r
will I no longer be wanted?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrom7tyYcxo
No longer desired or admired.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbVb0Cl7VP
will I just be old?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5Pf5KrRHi
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IJMQaCgCf
Just181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM58vuhEEX6
Old.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeNkwr39ao
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmyWD2PDGc
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGP0ZEcJUI
I'll have to be good at something,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTTWDY7hY4
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWMqotduUA
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64EpokO2F2
I'll have to be somebody181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61a3zZZWz1
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDFhgeWSVP
but I know I can't keep it.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLamWzIpwVK
Good things never last.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7djiULUusJ
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlVMnjVhnT
I don't know when youth became so important to me181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRLEmCAGG6
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5i5ndscoW
and why so many people died over it181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LluZGJW89
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXHf8k7kce
I would.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlpEcrEAR9
perhaps that makes me a bad human,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmbknU4Urn
a bad feminist181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SOIzvcZqa
bad person,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG7pqo5w1V
but all I know is it's the truth181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFJiXY9YLS
and I would do it,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKXHQqODST
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cwx6x7jjd
I would give up so much to stay desirable.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6XuojAcY9
Because I've never been desired before181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm3ugCCBXf
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua6PE6msRy
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZF4ZikTrq
and my skin sags from my bones181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrTTNJFYD8
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPf49ighd9
my neck doubling,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTHdD43pib
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3QioYvKoc
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9CnsyOKfQ
some people think when you get older looks matter less181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh9KdtuFfC
But that's not true, nobody wants that181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47vEcZu6ko
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaPNNi3ooZ
What will I be?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2duOe87ziW
Chopped liver I suppose.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFt5yA0Jki
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NSquFaNjz
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQrVkRKqhR
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO6z22aBn7
I'm young181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpyk7TnBoV
I have done nothing time is flying by181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkVApI9drL
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gd44P4hWV
Keeps slipping from my fists.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOSwpiuXLZ
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsOxI2Mg54
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ5ReIpwwr
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL6DVP1LRZ
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC8JEC9cJh
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53FdbNVV1y
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3RMZWjYcR
I feel it closing in on me181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCJ32BxABR
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGmOQP0GVd
looking in the mirror I see my painting.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6CrYLEtr0
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcMYK0YgOO
I know they're going to be my demise.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsSqIa6wA1
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUnjH3OOBx
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUi9svbmwL
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcbNWbSbFE
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1OmiOgAhi
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTkTZmLj88
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxADoaRK8Ge
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN2LKyX0Aj
because I know myself if not anyone else181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlpLXOvPij
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJlY2OdWfs
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEjYqQcceW
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCcFWzJKCr
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqlKjwM0ds
everyone asked for a young female.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM340pNEX3A
what happens when I grow old,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnYjGi0u7X
what happens when my tits sag 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p8e1UCkaW
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrmNWLrkwn
will I no longer be wanted?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuH4iBLmObQ
No longer desired or admired.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfGY9DgTRT
will I just be old?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMnFFkqBbV
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUkyEu5B0x
Just181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XOt1yyTmB
Old.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmycZpjms6l
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9wNc59yVb
I'll have to be good at something,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr0tDEhC3d
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcOryjGCY2
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXTXrRhuX0
I'll have to be somebody181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkugjIe701
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3TSCon8lO
but I know I can't keep it.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYypm3a6hJt
Good things never last.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzABLVLntpf
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh4yIrM6al
I don't know when youth became so important to me181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjWxUwt1GK
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOECD4wwCwQ
and why so many people died over it181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhKavilqjo
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH4ZkoP1AE
I would.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr1o0xOWTR
perhaps that makes me a bad human,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkyM83kqyX
a bad feminist181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5lhpXkovW
bad person,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFVLxB7HIG
but all I know is it's the truth181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NTdlUnM2x
and I would do it,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj5ZZrUU1c
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7SaYBrw9k
I would give up so much to stay desirable.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsfc3UfIHo
Because I've never been desired before181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrWkxLNSPI
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkpG24Jo8y
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8LbxstIky
and my skin sags from my bones181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayGmT6fvlf
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡembeOPNROI
my neck doubling,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk0wdc1Kcr
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9EJDxIQac
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3sBWE6EUC
some people think when you get older looks matter less181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSNRApOi7O
But that's not true, nobody wants that181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHayjSWfxx
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNuovOu5ww
What will I be?181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNpxchDkse
Chopped liver I suppose.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT89slF40U
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4RSlWeFcY
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnNs85szxz
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GZmmtXVxS
I'm 20181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhuBW0D35D
I have done nothing time is flying by181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsu5Qpa4aDk
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSNf5OVQvT
Keeps slipping from my fists.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8xkmiNHK0
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn901FA7Ip8
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPCW7Ocyi9
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDVO4DzTfT
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEMgLqNF4g
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqOex4oU9T
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2za7E6LRIf
I feel it closing in on me181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Q3gGvybr
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJelRLp0Ms8
looking in the mirror I see my painting.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaNFdyhj3I
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavQnVvdFmQ
I know they're going to be my demise.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdE1T64kin
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdARwDATeBg
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIvLno5Ovc
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLmMm2t7Rz
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vLD9lJatQ
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN6vIuc1H6
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75WNptu4CQ
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchYdxlo2Ka
because I know myself if not anyone else181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxRg0IOWXy
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbxLl24aJE
181Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndUZWqpDCO
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
