Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
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Chapter 6
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It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlxpGgxvXh
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAieyVIq6C7
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH8zVnWASB
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHMpDmL0rK
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aeTcUl5IW
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUA5gtvkO3
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4SPNdpbtp
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOziJ7GSu80
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE6884vA8m
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsXTvkLO7m
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡET3f7NgJKW
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvsf9YU9yn
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMb0OAVwyl
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdivlQsidDW
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR27C1YMkrV
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0kCB2Kunv
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxctCyJ5lz
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI8aqRtyaV
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyw9vAhr3i
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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dokomade mo toumei na ao
SUPIIDO wo ageta omoitachi
jibun no ishi de ima tobitatsu no
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kotoba wa shiranai
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kokoro wo haseyou
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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nigirishimeta te ni takanari to
nigiyaka na asu e no michishirube
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kikoete kuru hibikiau ima
utagoe ni niteru
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uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
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hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
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kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
motto kakegae no nai mirai
shinjiru CHIKARA tsutsumareteiru sekai
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8puiTFNEx5
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD55FoDtPTM
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvZlKcpNW4
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHFnLZccxg
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy32gXHayjE
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52YInKar2q
Come one there has to be some way to…39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRCYT6fc91
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KrJzkNj26
Lucinda! 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxIuzmRfEZ
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRjMsq7prt
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy9BqBppuh
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk2Ao8GuX3
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMYagzj8zZ
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMvceXXzp7
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwpAe1CSef
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjzNnhnSHK
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1bhzD6fMF
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5a2cy7TUw
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewAzpZfmqs
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKEXZVMwQM
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bLZO7Zevh
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsNZ6KIegS
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwEOP1u80w
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbtUZlRUTO
“Hello, how can I help…” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zFS1JDJtj
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VN2DYxI3G
“H-Hello again. Um…”39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FXKMbbMSt
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ230l41IQU9
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0X6es0Y4w
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIlJGpdyML
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZxexwbrz5
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l3CFTdorO
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGzORzZBdR
I only nod as I enter the building.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEa0fl3yWp
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJsfSfdvIv
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hVeueW8M4
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWDfxcKVO6
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4V1IqHHDu
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5Pb3Y37zI
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyJFhV0sNu
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYiAJVQKYf
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFgCZ4B75q
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpxaoI4zvM
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROtAKHeFKC
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbCFzPHfjT
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9suzTuWuU
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGScTUT39Dx
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn7Z78skyC
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3jDWysPFz
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPSPyIXaVL
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ3zI0IcX7
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ001YvjTFYC
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU3OxbBYjD
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXntwgskCH6
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhUEwT1Fto
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAThMho8o8
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE8AlaYviW
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09CrX7KaGQ
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaExmMQeQWT
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxOFwKgkYw
I laugh a little.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwKNvrl7Gy
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67VEKPSNcc
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAINXti71w
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT9227pQg9
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Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
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