Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
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Chapter 6
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It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc0nBuZk45
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzUYoGj9tx
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUiCgphxNK
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5lMn26HbP
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6euV3eUPl0
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2VjrttAIn
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVCqcNNb6q
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYSXAGcLOW
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw89IdQ4UQ
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW8Xvj3rsV
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnt1oqfMMO
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWT5uj4lF0
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaw3Ecxi9c
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iXOwAjrbp
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP0U9nXBEO
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQnEM4Zwm2
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqOj7URAoI
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9pAzqHqcB
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzOPoaMEdw
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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dokomade mo toumei na ao
SUPIIDO wo ageta omoitachi
jibun no ishi de ima tobitatsu no
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kotoba wa shiranai
nagareteiku mizu no yukue ni
kokoro wo haseyou
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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nigirishimeta te ni takanari to
nigiyaka na asu e no michishirube
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kikoete kuru hibikiau ima
utagoe ni niteru
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uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
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hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
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kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
motto kakegae no nai mirai
shinjiru CHIKARA tsutsumareteiru sekai
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Iblg7ZP6h
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwCvoxklLf
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b4xbLi5VN
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwOe8aviZl
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox4zYLvv4n
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimIQfZ7JAi
Come one there has to be some way to…85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlWU2xfy7k
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQSBSUOpEc
Lucinda! 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jMQnOJs00
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv6PjyYOoQ
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3LuzFaTsi
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCGJbP4MWc
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wKQAdsOXD
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQi5DBtSHs
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg9Bzu70ol
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRtYTDEKmL
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNr1qw7Acg
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL2xPIPDk0
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJgmWpSle5
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdONQ3HMajF
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHPBSvcoX2
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1D7aI1XoW
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5PXsMdM68
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHs6oD2Mc7
“Hello, how can I help…” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfQsZJkaTu
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0jAoStvTB
“H-Hello again. Um…”85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzpquyYc8n
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sH38ZTEjr
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBD7HfkitZ
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62lSiBTLVs
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyCuOFRcdr
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTc0N1orcE
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3teN9tFl3G
I only nod as I enter the building.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyghe3QvuQ
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbUGOU8Jhu
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZRMF3zzoC
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTucjIqNz7
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IR5kGGKum
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs0delEQm6
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QFSkgpXhc
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Z1iyjFD0
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyqdLEWlx9
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNStrvTxFtD
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UQFEFLmJa
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJXx0BFst4
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3qQJt2aMw
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkKjIzuY0A
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l5nObAY3X
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnTYY5gGF9
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrigCSXqcd
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBTBg4iA34
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTidgI0AkS
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxmeAeKqtS
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDDtHrWnvj
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKr2GmGtx5
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM2rlWdyYz
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR9HOT3fSs
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrtO2XnPiZ
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK9Nz7Q932
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPaDyWYTZd
I laugh a little.85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr7vSwK0Xg
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV05MMtyUy2
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c454LgXQL
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 85Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OAwnGE3f8
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Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
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