Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
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Chapter 6
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It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhhIz6ZyNr
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZuV3FgQkV
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e8TP11MSt
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIAlq6Kmxb
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5gRHAJBFd
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dlF57aQU2
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYTf8nw7KR
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFJKR24nS5
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuUYPCtwrk
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjiWDSqXHD
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLqVPucN0O
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTFeSfVX6i
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtK38TVYEl
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP9pFPDUlT
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1dWJUJ06u
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVyGStamnU
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi8R7MzNo6
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNifpnJeEa
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprE3gOr3jR
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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dokomade mo toumei na ao
SUPIIDO wo ageta omoitachi
jibun no ishi de ima tobitatsu no
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kotoba wa shiranai
nagareteiku mizu no yukue ni
kokoro wo haseyou
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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nigirishimeta te ni takanari to
nigiyaka na asu e no michishirube
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kikoete kuru hibikiau ima
utagoe ni niteru
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uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
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hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
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kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
motto kakegae no nai mirai
shinjiru CHIKARA tsutsumareteiru sekai
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW55ForooeK
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJXWkJt7Rp
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIye2GU924a
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4evECsUlk
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OGJquxiwY
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNqJ8UuBGf
Come one there has to be some way to…57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOBwlPHF9c
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoHaX0ybZx
Lucinda! 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtSg2b3uPz
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdREJaXMDIR
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9qMY9phdn
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ251ZBGAWo
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2huVKvSMO6
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBw1lAf1xG
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9SbqqcyYa
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EZd0XCUWl
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIA5gDB6hR
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryVkj21wnF
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcyygizxiI
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbIQy1fws0
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdny0OstVyR
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfQUXNfBpl
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBsKNs8cKY
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKF6sICba4
“Hello, how can I help…” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4rWyaq7kE
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7xp9f10N2
“H-Hello again. Um…”57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAum0yMkWc3
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdZpYzeAXP
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSuX7mIm46
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrOoCTrgQB
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp4fP9o5Oe
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn5lPcqPaw
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVg9zLx5eH
I only nod as I enter the building.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs5E9k2cxL
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviINIn7K1T
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWZZjcfTus
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI8Iwf3hNV
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGViVvHom2
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I4guCMOfb
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fus9XIe6b
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ1pspM8F4
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavzIylO75y
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe9lZ8fu00
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9OnjNx9IN
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MCMZIRhfu
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdNr3bmqSN
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WKb3V8j5O
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMk10ZineE
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinRvRWJtr3
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilwJA9ZMlL
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡain8JYvCty
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GdTSJ0AuT
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZGYalUF4I
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHzs1FF2vO
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiekWSfMNN
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBImZfAMTd
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIdenMKRKC
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqgEgn6jI3
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJyLAAoRYB
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2Y5yGYKr6
I laugh a little.57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjVLCyLb3s
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1Ne3Pjzsm
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqwHHpBhaW
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNVZBeRRGm
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Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
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