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"Jax stop damn. I told you more then once you got nothing to worry about." I snapped at my husband. For days he's gone in and on about fuckin Knox. When I saw Knox I didn't feel how I use to. I just was reminded of the cheating. I couldn't think of the years he was good to me. All I could think of was how he cheated on me. All Jax thought was how I was still in love with him.
When we brick up Giovanni didn't fight for me he didn't come looking for me he gave up. Like I wasn't shit. Like we weren't in love and that shit broke me. When I saw him he looked so handsome and happy but I couldn't. I looked like I had the whole world on my shoulders. I hated how lost I became in him. I got so lost in him I almost killed myself. I damn near lost everything till Jax came around. Jax saved me from myself. I had the hardest time falling for him but once I did he made life so much easier for me. Thinking about cheating or hurting him hurt me.
"Baby girl I saw the way you looked at him." He said calmly.
"You know what fuck it Jax. I came here to have lunch with my husband but you just keep picking and I don't like that shit." I said grabbing my bag and putting my food up.
"Okay okay. I'm sorry alright just eat with me mama." He said.
"No I'm good. Have your secretary join you since y'all so close " I said and went to storm out but he locked the door by his desk.
"Smiley baby I'm sorry okay? I can't have you walk out of here mad at me. I love you." He said softly.
"Do you or you just love the idea of me. You loved that's you saved me right because everyone knows in this office especially her ass now unlock this fuckin door." I said holding back tears.
"I'll be home in a few hours. Please be there. I wanna rub on my son when I get home." He said and unlocked the door.
"Fuck you looking at?" I asked his secretary. She looked down as I exited his office building.
When Jax came home it was well in to the night. He said he would be home early but clearly he had no intention of coming home at a normal hour. He came in trying to run on me but I pushed him away. He smelled like alcohol and it was making me sick.
"Baby girl don't do this to me man. I'm sorry I fucked up." He said.
"Jax i do not care. Go take a shower or something." I snapped.
"Come join me." He said kissing my neck.
"No." I said and he didn't say shit just got up and walked into the bathroom. It took him about an hour and then he was in the bed lotioning his body up. Once he was done he was right back on me.
"Smiley baby can you stop being mad?" He asked.
"Jax on me go to sleep. I'm not in the mood for your shit." I said scooting away from him.
"Alright pretty girl. You got it." He said laying back.
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