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I was sitting here at this fashion show with my mother and wondering where I went wrong to where I was going places like this for my mom. She never even went to fashion shows but she was adamant about going to this one. My mother has not been pleasant since Smiley and I broke up. She made sure I knew that I fucked up.
To say I missed Smiley was an understatement. When she left me I felt like she took a piece with her. I found out ole girl tried to pin a baby on me. For three years I took care of that little girl. I loved her just for her to be ripped away from me. I tried to get Smiley back after I found out but she wasn't having it. When I saw her she looked a mess like she was still going threw the break up. It hurt my heart to see what I did to her three years later. What hurts more was I couldn't take that pain away from her.
"Son pay attention." My mom said holding a phone to my face.
"Mom what are you doing?" I asked.
"You will see." She laughed and that's when I saw her. She was so beautiful and glowing.bmy eyes roamed hers and I saw she was pregnant. Not only was she pregnant but she had some guy up there with her rubbing her belly. She looked at him like she used to look at me. Shit broke my fuckin heart.
"Yeah I'm gonna send this to your daddy." My mom laughed.
"You find fun in this momma?" I asked as Smileys eyes met mine. She gave me a small smile and I smiled back.
"Yes because you fucked up so bad. That could've been you dummy. Look at my baby she is glowing. I'm so glad she found that man to save her. Come on we have backstage passes." She said as if was enjoying my pain.
We walked back stage as she was sitting in his lap as he rubbed her stomach. She didn't even think to get up. She didn't even notice we were in the room. Once she did she got up to greet my mother. Her and my mother hugged but his ass grilled me with his eyes. I guess Smiley mentioned me. I didn't give a fuck though that was my first love and I knew I still had a spot in her heart.
"Miss Petty that's not nice." I heard smiley say.
"Look at his face it just drops. How is the baby." My mom asked.
"Momma." I said.
"Baby girl. I'm about to go get some water and some food. Sit down." He said and she sat right on the couch. I couldn't believe she was listening. The girl I knew would've fought back.
"I'm good." She smiled and he kissed her.
"Pretty self." He said and blushed.
"You wanna help " he asked me.
"Yeah." I said wanting to get far away from Smiley. I felt like I was gonna snap out at any moment. We walked to where the food was and 8 started making my mom and me a plate.
"So what's the reason you here. I know it's not to get my wife back." He said.
"Wife?" I asked.
"Yeah. Wife. That Mrs. Jax Hardwell in there. My wife so now why are you here." He asked.
"I didn't even know it was her show my mom dragged me here. As far as me getting her back. I'm sure with time and pressure I could get her back." I said cockily.
" I met her two years ago on the roof of my club about to jump because of you. Was about to end it all because she couldn't think of what life was like without you. I built her and helped her regain her confidence. I showed her what love truly was. Hearing her call your name out at night was torture till one day it stopped and my name was being called. Asked her to marry me the next day. Got married the next month. So if you trying to get her back I'm fighting for my wife full throttle so come with an army." He said. I was so shocked by the news of her trying to kill herself I just went silent. Shit what could I saw.
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