“I cannot do it. I am not a man.” There was an absolute guilty feeling in his face.
“If you are not a man, you could not cause a daughter to me.” She once again kissed on his lips. “Never feel like that.”
“A man who cannot make his wife feel happy in it is not a man at all.” The regretful feeling was just so in his face then also.
“A man who allows his wife to satisfy herself with other people when he cannot is more than a man.” She said hugging him strongly. “Don’t think yourself so.”
“You just don’t know how much I wish to fuck you as that Stuart is doing! Ever I can do it like that?” he asked her as if he did not hear what she has said.
“This wish is in you for a long time and I suggested some exercises also to you.” She sighed heavily. “But you never have taken those suggestions seriously.”
Suddenly there was some enthusiasm in him and he kissed on her lips. “From now on I do take those suggestions seriously. My only life aim now is; to fuck you better than any guy who did it to you so far.”
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James was very happy when a beautiful girl like Isabella walked into his life as his wife. He was a lawyer without much practice and the things he has by the time of his marriage was an old tiled house and few fixed deposits in the bank. But Isabella’s being born in a poor family as the fourth straight daughter made it possible to him to have her his wife as her parents were thinking how to get rid of her.
He was so happy till the moment of that day and he thought so much about it. He never thought that he has such a problem until he failed in it like that on many occasions. He had lot of imagination of it and thought himself he could do it in the best way possible. If he has any experience in that he would have known about his problem but until that moment he did not get a chance to do that.
“There is no problem. In the beginning it happens like this.”
He could get his thing up and he could locate her thing also as he has seen it in the porn videos man a time. Quite successfully he could manage the little gap also between the lips and manoeuvred his erected penis through it but no sooner he put it in that it trembled violently and discharged the liquid and when he became like an emptied sack, fell on the top of her, she smoothly hugged him and said the above.
“Especially it happens in this way with the guys who are having it for the first time. Next time we are going to have it quite successfully.”
But the next time, the next time and the next time also on that day and the next day too, it was just like that. He could manage to get his thing up, put it into her completely but no sooner he put it in that it would discharge itself! His face became red with shame and that shame feeling has become even more when he found dissatisfaction in her face when it happened like that on that night after such dismal experience after many unsuccessful attempts before that day.
“I am sorry. I never have thought that I have been suffering from this type of a problem.” He hung his head with shame and said. He just could not manage to look into her face.
“Its alright. So far I can have a child for myself through you, that is enough. I am sure that I can have child by you as you can leave.” She hugged him and kissed on his right cheek. “You don’t feel unnecessarily worry.”
“But you too should have your satisfaction.” The calm and peaceful expression in her face was surprising to him. “I go to a sex therapist and see if there is any solution to this problem.”
“I have no objection to that.” She said kissing him once again on the same cheek still keeping him in her hug.
But the medicines and techniques given by those sex therapists did not work for him and he just wanted to hang himself to death whenever he discharged himself into her even before he knew that he entered into her. The common words she would say ‘Its alright, there is no problem’ started making his heart cringe even more.
On one night when he settled himself on the left side of her after such a failure he said. “I came to a decision. I want to give you some concession.”
She turned towards him, put her right hand around his neck before kissing on his lips before saying. “I am just curious to hear.”
“As I am failing to give satisfaction to you, I am permitting you to have it with anyone you want to get yours.”
There was a shocking expression in her face and after few seconds she said “Really you do mean it?”
“Hundred percent I mean it.” he kissed on her lips and said “As I am an absolute failure in giving you that happiness, it is quite justifiable in my opinion.”
“You are indeed a very good husband!” she kissed on his both cheeks and said. “I try to manage without having it with anyone but if ever I cannot control my urge, I do think about it.”
Quite involuntarily he started imagining that his wife’s having it with other guys and he did not know why but he felt a sort of thrill and found his thing fully erected. He once again put himself on the top of her and did it with the same result.
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Time was passing and he did not know whether Isabella was having it with any other guys or not but he was having it with her in the same way with the same level of dissatisfaction. He just could not understand how Isabella was managing with a calm and peaceful expression on her face always. As there was almost nil income from his side and the fixed deposits of him were dwindling day by day, she started doing a job also. On one day she came home with a girl.
“She is my close friend Rita. We were college mates and we both are working now in Gaama” Isabella introduced her to him. “She is going to stay in our home on this day. If you don’t mind will you please stay in the other room for this night? We both need to talk a lot.” There was a pleading expression in her face.
“I can do that much for your close friend.” He smiled and said.
Then he went into the other room in that house and settled on the bed for that night. When it was twelve or so in the night, he woke as he has to go to bathroom. After he finished his job in the bathroom and coming back to his bedroom, he found through the window that the light in their bedroom was still going on. He felt surprise that they both friends were still talking! Involuntarily he walked towards that room and looked through the window. Then he received such shock for the first time in his life!
Both Isabella and her friend were absolutely naked on the bed and that Isabella was doing all sorts of thing on the body of her friend which he usually would do to her. It took sometime to him to understand what was taking place and he noticed his thing strongly erected. He understood one other thing that he was enjoying seeing them both like that. He heard about lesbians but seeing something like this was very first time in his life.
“James!” suddenly Isabella found him and yelled. “When you came here?” she got off from the bed, hurriedly dressed herself, came near to the doors and opened them wide.
“I am sorry I disturbed you both.” He went near to the doors and said with a regretful expression looking into the face of Isabella. “But I never have thought that you are a lesbian!”
“Yes, I am lesbian.” Isabella smiled. “But I can enjoy it with men also. That means I can enjoy sex with both men and women also.”
“I am also just like that.” By that time Rita also dressed herself completely and came there “Isa and I have this relationship for a long time.”
“No, problem. Continue the same in future also. As long as she allows my cock into her cunt, I have no objection how many connections like this she maintains.” He laughed but his face suddenly became serious. “Now I understood that I can enjoy something more than fucking.”
“What that is?” Isabella knitted her brows together.
“Watching sex.” He said. “I have been really enjoying very much that you both having it like that.”
“Most people can enjoy it like that.” With a smile Isabella said.
“Then will you both please do it while I am watching?”
“I am sorry.” Before Isabella said anything Rita said. “I don’t like much being watched so while I am having it.”
“As you wish it then.” He said and went away from that place.
That was not the first time that Rita came to his house along with Isabella. Never afterwards they failed to close the window after retiring into that room. But he always found his thing erected to its might while imagining what they were doing in that room.
Later on Isabella became pregnant and she gave birth to a girl child also whom they named Georgiana. Georgiana was as much beautiful as Isabella and what has to be seen was whether she would become like her mother or not.
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“I know that he wants to fuck me. He has that terrible wish in our college days itself but I did not give him a chance to do that in those days.”
Two or three months after joining in that Stuart’s office, Isabella said to him on one day morning while they were sipping their coffee in the dining hall.
“Why so? You said he is handsome and you have it with some guys before marriage also.”
“I did not think it would be beneficial to me giving it straight to him then. I knew he was very rich and it would be advantageous to me if I let his desire simmer like that. Now is the time I am thinking to have it with him.”
“There must be some reason for your thinking like that.”
“Absolutely yes.” She nodded her head. “He is not very much satisfying with my performance at him and is thinking to change me into some other department with a lower salary. If I made him to cling to me by giving it to him, he not only stops thinking to change me but I can consider how to take more advantage of that relationship.”
“You are really clever and you know I don’t say a no to it.” he nodded his head with an appreciative expression in his face.
“I am planning it in a certain way.” then she explained to him how she was going to have it with him in their own home and in the end said. “I know what you do most desire at this moment. I shall make the arrangement that you can watch us both while we are having it together.”
Then she made the bed in their bedroom into most vantage position that he could watch every move of them through the window in his room. He always found his thing erected to its might and an uncontrollable thrill feeling in his heart while they were doing it so before his eyes. But most of the times before Stuart moving his hips and discharge himself into her, his thing tremble tremendously in his under garments and guzzle the liquid out.
The only lifetime wish of James was; to fuck Isabella keeping his thing into her as long as that Stuart was doing. Still he was following certain methods and taking some medicines but could not develop that capacity.
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