#1 Entry: Why I Started This.926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluarHV3b5l
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eIRlfaDgp
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJfkzIrh3z
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNQTuo41d4
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNoVkddP3G
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLIcpoXX5m
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ1kRDzYUB
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EPHbnDWv9
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi06eMXA9p
...926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCDgcVPkLy
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEs2BjTESX
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx43mmrYoCb
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHKjN6kz8C
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlXrf5rbCL
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xvOGXp1d2
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TFD380HGP
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvWTOIwAZZ
So calling it off, was it that bad?926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84DfKHTAQQ
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIUuQAREHV
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4isnuQhfC
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIs0VUmRhb
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHfTF7jx4O
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuACv9hmHjN
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0BPnSlIrc
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwSb5lJ6aC
Henceforth, we have this. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMEpOdoa4t
Thanks for bearing with me. 926Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78RigwfpKT
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