#1 Entry: Why I Started This.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHJuyiz9DF
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQgjgaQMec
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbDjTmrPP8
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWj1OlVZcY
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY97WySlTxT
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnWPL3Br5w
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa1FmHRXPP
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPyZkdpeZ1
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpioeVQfrAc
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF7VRS3cu4
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIllXgg3iM
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzrPBrjtaP
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZir8Y3uyj
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkxnTlh6MZ
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34DeV6yFGy
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmGekvDiF8
So calling it off, was it that bad?898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTd5HSSyHw
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzjTJD5OSm
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDEHkuWrqn
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwA6HERNId
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7u0kwLefC
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55vbeAeCtO
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeR8JEPkMI
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHa1Mj9t54
Henceforth, we have this. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrsKHd91i4
Thanks for bearing with me. 898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXWzxlfbhe
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