#1 Entry: Why I Started This.856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgHrkCi2Qv
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjn08ut3CO
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPgkCnOaua
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sbBPln2yc
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZg0IT3KR7
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkAqyjjVGe
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf2yJiwtvm
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCWzoWftEQ
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOmsuOcBMg
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30LKHz2uDk
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD28o8oBPYT
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsRe4xxiP8
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSge1SadAZB
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzCpiiuLw4
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSumZxrcy3t
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbstvbQUuGR
So calling it off, was it that bad?856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4Z47G7yf6
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxJmfW4MR3
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw3Osh02NG
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6UxkMH0ed
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEZP9EUvwX
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLT0BsgpLa
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZUxau0tC1
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ3BWLiYRG
Henceforth, we have this. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWWLqjvIBH
Thanks for bearing with me. 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRWffvSnWF
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