#1 Entry: Why I Started This.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE6tHwbrIj
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkB2kMzoBu
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelkjlusCAX
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6zQ0kZdbr
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPfJbY5qH2
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVNHJ9jMqw
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYlKjnx68Z
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7WrEMbdif
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc3xN4sUMz
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8C9GapILT
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yoCyco03w
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeMPJzNvHR
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrYnmGfw9S
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YMhpCBLzx
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBiVT4D5Mm
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVUblRc6zg
So calling it off, was it that bad?872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgree2JrZwG
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhIud0rfvU
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22wJNMubzj
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnR9FATDfi3
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZsbyGk7IJ
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKllE6QIQb
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl07FjLJfHu
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rLrSxMfBY
Henceforth, we have this. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKJ7AeHmFX
Thanks for bearing with me. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZFbzfniMR
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