#1 Entry: Why I Started This.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZClzGmhsi
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqgnJIIOCt
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFSICWXITr
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva3vEe5m2B
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau9uL8RiTr
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIfdA5cktO
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ahORI0BEe
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ0xLvC1ql
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKskjyLwiM
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRIvTHPIgQ
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr6iUG48yu
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA63fstzkjx
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ5pkTdTrt
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMx1NyRA6dR
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0UZsYPJHd
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmQXscZa6y
So calling it off, was it that bad?903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPHVkZuGml
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqoWcJsuj6
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXzIOqKNMa
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOjSlTluiA
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O6Sq3acNU
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrdS2i1g6a
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKOMQToYAG
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Z8kN4uDT
Henceforth, we have this. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VzE43Td9b
Thanks for bearing with me. 903Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQNCNvUEcL
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