#1 Entry: Why I Started This.879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMpsZvT6pf
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJctPwkaelE
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7W8fxuBWM
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyon95h3qx
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7baxmLLd9
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuK92wtM7O
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYsoV3UpYF
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRoqHBCqDO
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjNleUSmhi
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMS5WDWCjN
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSGarucoqx
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdLqmdaLX6
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ke73YmXtQ
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaZ8cGAQZ3
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvx8qGAq1K
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7okYPfic3
So calling it off, was it that bad?879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wQRq1lpSI
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkxQ72JADs
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP2RVyUuzv
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnEOmfPr2D
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPSjLwcT76
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VhYaWVW20
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEuPnMYJGJ
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9RtqL82O3
Henceforth, we have this. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgHhKEwULl
Thanks for bearing with me. 879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIVG9Jm5tA
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