#1 Entry: Why I Started This.948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4ltbhFj3f
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1vQUkF5nP
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGVExeqDM0
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DtQe1YfFz
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGa23cfNJa
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BcxC0a0e8
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Aa34hgUI
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCehASzgpV
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qasouQwl0
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDdvrECU2b
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNaZF7RWZv
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvt3CZbgnY
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScg2RpLuzT
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecTXai5ea9
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO3samxnzD
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOgNWnKQb9
So calling it off, was it that bad?948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvgXnCdmUc
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGTG1qTrft
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYjT9xwP3G
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVGzEpHUjE
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKJLCxBkZJ
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdRvNJQnP3
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWvWydeojm
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj55iauFz3
Henceforth, we have this. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f5cJ9fmSo
Thanks for bearing with me. 948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7JDyUXXxg
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