我想活下去....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM9hPbwMUx
所以...好想流血.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37Cq2Dw0SR
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpTIeyzjuJ
明明流多了就會死....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlnqi0UfoQ
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdOzdDLwz3
可是又不是....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBoYuTxBXc
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJK7tie3i9
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpEt3bs9aI
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfNmEpVCGZ
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE6GYjdvby
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDBtuPFapR
睡在過去中一睡不醒552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbUR6fYB1O
明明心裹得清楚...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSPEFIj9E0
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4vg98hO2j
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQurZxBBgJ2
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q5Dh4iGpZ
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIW6Tmm6dD
好討厭自己...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Uq6Nl5iyM
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbtgny4vDa
自殘就像吸毒552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttX3vFpcw1
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2PGln8u1b
既害怕又讓人不能停止552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZd1g7d5Rt
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHJN0IXXpI
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDeSOsZAH4
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsB14wlqVF
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOgfmXIjbS
想死又想活下去552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDXLzMSNFL
想流血但不想受傷...552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5YwQUcDNq
怕痛但沒感覺....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NC8ZmxOrc
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j1zvJdyhv
血流多少也不夠....552Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSRHDMOz0G
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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