我想活下去....476Please respect copyright.PENANA9hR6IYwdUd
所以...好想流血.....476Please respect copyright.PENANAEpn5qQrNgk
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....476Please respect copyright.PENANAP0QHH0JxUd
明明流多了就會死....476Please respect copyright.PENANALKdS0DfXE7
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...476Please respect copyright.PENANAVslGpTYOT3
可是又不是....476Please respect copyright.PENANAd2kt0QswGH
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....476Please respect copyright.PENANACgNHz91oc9
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人476Please respect copyright.PENANA7FBAR2PaBu
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮476Please respect copyright.PENANAmNjWiv9bZx
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....476Please respect copyright.PENANAv8TLgt7r2Z
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪476Please respect copyright.PENANAYcoQ1eYHz8
睡在過去中一睡不醒476Please respect copyright.PENANAMwJVDAaK9D
明明心裹得清楚...476Please respect copyright.PENANAdNwW75sChb
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....476Please respect copyright.PENANAoN7TNMSDvn
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....476Please respect copyright.PENANAoivpCHurzf
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力476Please respect copyright.PENANAGBYYcqItdH
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...476Please respect copyright.PENANAEfxgPEAYUY
好討厭自己...476Please respect copyright.PENANAnv6ikS6wDM
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...476Please respect copyright.PENANA08sgGfx9x1
自殘就像吸毒476Please respect copyright.PENANAm60X9EdZTi
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭476Please respect copyright.PENANAeR7YUYLOtr
既害怕又讓人不能停止476Please respect copyright.PENANA5BDit50UB9
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...476Please respect copyright.PENANATFfe2rwC4f
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....476Please respect copyright.PENANA19c31AcXXj
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....476Please respect copyright.PENANAorYQ1oB1oT
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...476Please respect copyright.PENANAzzbXEIphMK
想死又想活下去476Please respect copyright.PENANAMmlcfEgsCt
想流血但不想受傷...476Please respect copyright.PENANAJHED7U4FoT
怕痛但沒感覺....476Please respect copyright.PENANASaNaQeUZNT
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....476Please respect copyright.PENANA3fxOk3iRcl
血流多少也不夠....476Please respect copyright.PENANA77Bf2lNTIW
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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