我想活下去....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmdRCXrH6d
所以...好想流血.....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyC6Lo6Zt4
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1JYMEnmEp
明明流多了就會死....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdrVkEOFZQ
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78O6I1d2GU
可是又不是....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdvUIksjO0
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivjshnvZsJ
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjUiVXfn7R
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUl73408TX
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dV4gRWvsA
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT6chYR1z9
睡在過去中一睡不醒553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sdBEsy4hD
明明心裹得清楚...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiFzcLcbeh
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIyfUNAIDD
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLClSs1eFY1
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyWbIUlxbO
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTvPDMSIyw
好討厭自己...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPWyLtJE6i
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC5NSbob9a
自殘就像吸毒553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36RxYDdNK4
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqIked21gM
既害怕又讓人不能停止553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq74gTMxcsd
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS3CLEENwC
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjG9aC6fVu
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwc1bBG5M0
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVR6OOwmKD
想死又想活下去553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Mk9pyIQ4I
想流血但不想受傷...553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClfjxMS8sV
怕痛但沒感覺....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Cv1JrP6tS
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcbSdU1qUw
血流多少也不夠....553Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBXo4L8iCw
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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