Flashes and more flashes709Please respect copyright.PENANA0H3GMAJfG5
Shouts in the air, suffocating me709Please respect copyright.PENANAAFG7ZTv7pm
Their bodies closer and closer 709Please respect copyright.PENANAm2uJHVRvFm
Until its so hard to breathe709Please respect copyright.PENANAgxWO6qBoe4
Everyone screaming your name709Please respect copyright.PENANA8kESZlYHlE
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces709Please respect copyright.PENANAhngJG6UiET
The men around me take my arm gently709Please respect copyright.PENANATo1gtDLyKV
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes709Please respect copyright.PENANA54KsiuMrIH
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life709Please respect copyright.PENANAiwPcGvZW08
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down709Please respect copyright.PENANAQqQDsJ1F1g
Faking a smile towards the ground709Please respect copyright.PENANA8IOf27kQe8
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 709Please respect copyright.PENANA0y9Cg3fBVa
For fear that it will start over again709Please respect copyright.PENANA9iP2ioLDEI
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains709Please respect copyright.PENANA5vU7bb9dn2
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest709Please respect copyright.PENANAi75Zd2UcRr
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step709Please respect copyright.PENANAWCCufRPV9m
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths709Please respect copyright.PENANAWSYdTXkbJf
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together709Please respect copyright.PENANAsTI8T1Ajms
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess709Please respect copyright.PENANAS8cQN5znON
My feet seem to be moving on their own 709Please respect copyright.PENANAlLuKJc64SQ
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?709Please respect copyright.PENANACuooQ2FjVc
Cameras and fame and people all around me?709Please respect copyright.PENANAEqa0oMcWVb
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!709Please respect copyright.PENANALNwiMI5dkv
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!709Please respect copyright.PENANAFscV3fFVi9
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another709Please respect copyright.PENANA0MxtpgLrxr
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some709Please respect copyright.PENANAD6GWME1t4D
But my life should've been peace and quite709Please respect copyright.PENANAr92T6fUFBL
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children709Please respect copyright.PENANAt25LWPKqgn
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion709Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ9c4A5Ttm
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets709Please respect copyright.PENANAK2mP1kf53i
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life709Please respect copyright.PENANAMgcqHB41MQ
When I stop and think of how blessed I am709Please respect copyright.PENANAKDly5aGF4T
I realize how much I love my life709Please respect copyright.PENANAdU5zwckEIU
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through709Please respect copyright.PENANAIZT800Jv29
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model709Please respect copyright.PENANATblgIUnT9S
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on