Flashes and more flashes750Please respect copyright.PENANAJUDye80hO1
Shouts in the air, suffocating me750Please respect copyright.PENANAOqSstrPBIh
Their bodies closer and closer 750Please respect copyright.PENANA8EvKkuT3m5
Until its so hard to breathe750Please respect copyright.PENANA5kWYR2yxlW
Everyone screaming your name750Please respect copyright.PENANAyzJq5sTsWy
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces750Please respect copyright.PENANA8F2RHH5x1R
The men around me take my arm gently750Please respect copyright.PENANArUPZJnmPhQ
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes750Please respect copyright.PENANArkzVxqUZ38
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life750Please respect copyright.PENANAIeaFa7ErEW
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down750Please respect copyright.PENANAi0yzW40zp6
Faking a smile towards the ground750Please respect copyright.PENANAaMaR3RkO0P
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 750Please respect copyright.PENANAwD1BoqfPaD
For fear that it will start over again750Please respect copyright.PENANALBpXM8a84p
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains750Please respect copyright.PENANAI3DQ7prVaV
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest750Please respect copyright.PENANANQK2fIXjbh
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step750Please respect copyright.PENANArEHAke0EC7
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths750Please respect copyright.PENANASTT8weewPj
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together750Please respect copyright.PENANAFjGfDH1uyF
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess750Please respect copyright.PENANAVTGksEYTlS
My feet seem to be moving on their own 750Please respect copyright.PENANAUyjmU3SnhZ
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?750Please respect copyright.PENANAIoge2wSKsb
Cameras and fame and people all around me?750Please respect copyright.PENANAa1WT8lZT59
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!750Please respect copyright.PENANA1KjCHS8gvr
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!750Please respect copyright.PENANAIM3mlXMJdP
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another750Please respect copyright.PENANAO5uykdvY87
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some750Please respect copyright.PENANAG3DIUcIvEA
But my life should've been peace and quite750Please respect copyright.PENANAVqalX2mDin
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children750Please respect copyright.PENANA4le0Fd6aOe
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion750Please respect copyright.PENANAFpbyP7wP0y
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets750Please respect copyright.PENANAQFQXXbzXST
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life750Please respect copyright.PENANAtjTveUG8hd
When I stop and think of how blessed I am750Please respect copyright.PENANAXvBb63czzy
I realize how much I love my life750Please respect copyright.PENANATIt4UrnpFO
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through750Please respect copyright.PENANA2MICvr7TBA
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model750Please respect copyright.PENANADwjza0SMnl
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on