Flashes and more flashes721Please respect copyright.PENANAvEUa4FpjnA
Shouts in the air, suffocating me721Please respect copyright.PENANAx9IL5SGZmu
Their bodies closer and closer 721Please respect copyright.PENANAi5LdVnRvhG
Until its so hard to breathe721Please respect copyright.PENANAMecEBNqjpR
Everyone screaming your name721Please respect copyright.PENANAeYkRJHvDJs
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces721Please respect copyright.PENANA5PRC0hwCpQ
The men around me take my arm gently721Please respect copyright.PENANAODbxDDvsqN
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes721Please respect copyright.PENANAvJhEEwcyjp
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life721Please respect copyright.PENANAUeOu9F9WqI
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down721Please respect copyright.PENANA4GhzzxOJZQ
Faking a smile towards the ground721Please respect copyright.PENANAyOW2hXHKHZ
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 721Please respect copyright.PENANAPlCoevI2O7
For fear that it will start over again721Please respect copyright.PENANA2M6iMsmjqu
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains721Please respect copyright.PENANA5V2HDjpc7z
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest721Please respect copyright.PENANAiolPJf14KD
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step721Please respect copyright.PENANAVuoqXDPQjQ
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths721Please respect copyright.PENANAYJZGkVrpeE
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together721Please respect copyright.PENANAirCxJzh41y
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess721Please respect copyright.PENANA5oEEWkD4qo
My feet seem to be moving on their own 721Please respect copyright.PENANAXt2UTU9eTO
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?721Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jhzh6mqEc
Cameras and fame and people all around me?721Please respect copyright.PENANADe5i5ptISM
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!721Please respect copyright.PENANAd115DuNkW7
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!721Please respect copyright.PENANAwynqj01lHS
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another721Please respect copyright.PENANAIjM4yr95Yp
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some721Please respect copyright.PENANAObvkAzIoag
But my life should've been peace and quite721Please respect copyright.PENANAvb1IdUI2sw
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children721Please respect copyright.PENANAXOzDMUuKZl
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion721Please respect copyright.PENANAlqe80iKVZh
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets721Please respect copyright.PENANAXy3gKKOvHn
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life721Please respect copyright.PENANAJl6QT4AM5R
When I stop and think of how blessed I am721Please respect copyright.PENANAJuM3I7locq
I realize how much I love my life721Please respect copyright.PENANAu8fWzQvbVT
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through721Please respect copyright.PENANAG7P9YnEcX8
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model721Please respect copyright.PENANAcCw2iwrPE4
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on