Flashes and more flashes696Please respect copyright.PENANA5e6dvdfcGg
Shouts in the air, suffocating me696Please respect copyright.PENANA7nLYo7je59
Their bodies closer and closer 696Please respect copyright.PENANAMcoeq4Kbvu
Until its so hard to breathe696Please respect copyright.PENANAK5lteNdHbH
Everyone screaming your name696Please respect copyright.PENANAxmdUD1ZtfU
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces696Please respect copyright.PENANAOCdcL7OXIt
The men around me take my arm gently696Please respect copyright.PENANAYVXfOemGLO
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes696Please respect copyright.PENANAiVU1ZSSX8m
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life696Please respect copyright.PENANAEqv9Ncku0h
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down696Please respect copyright.PENANALvmUuevU9P
Faking a smile towards the ground696Please respect copyright.PENANAwjKIgWCOoF
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 696Please respect copyright.PENANAg75enDehJU
For fear that it will start over again696Please respect copyright.PENANAZT014nrlsA
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains696Please respect copyright.PENANAtaCWPRbHQR
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest696Please respect copyright.PENANAiIHKEeK9Vz
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step696Please respect copyright.PENANAR2AIjnmb0U
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths696Please respect copyright.PENANAg4NlQexLqM
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together696Please respect copyright.PENANAPd9VAmIg5l
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess696Please respect copyright.PENANAMMAZvlCygI
My feet seem to be moving on their own 696Please respect copyright.PENANAkhppJh6jka
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?696Please respect copyright.PENANAY2hwBPUf5r
Cameras and fame and people all around me?696Please respect copyright.PENANAwxznzrvGQS
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!696Please respect copyright.PENANAa3rhDJ2nca
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!696Please respect copyright.PENANAPOk4CMFzf9
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another696Please respect copyright.PENANA8YzOt1kQs1
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some696Please respect copyright.PENANAmGXdzZcDZq
But my life should've been peace and quite696Please respect copyright.PENANAjOlGGjtJKy
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children696Please respect copyright.PENANAIcHkz13AiR
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion696Please respect copyright.PENANAQkZMGjwcgZ
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets696Please respect copyright.PENANA6qpEv0sxKZ
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life696Please respect copyright.PENANAu82bzuLeFC
When I stop and think of how blessed I am696Please respect copyright.PENANAbND4E47NKF
I realize how much I love my life696Please respect copyright.PENANAQpoGH5XCPP
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through696Please respect copyright.PENANA9oNFkto2RW
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model696Please respect copyright.PENANAA0JTSrpAgL
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on