A cool breeze cascaded through the window, the fresh smell of rain elevating my room. It was a timid day, and once again I was alone.
Spring break, a time to enjoy the warm weather and catch up with your studies. A time to visit friends and watch the cherry blossoms under a thick cloud of serenity. That's how I would describe spring break.
Realizing just how distracting my thoughts were, I headed to the kitchen for a glass of water. There was no way I'd be able to complete my assignments, the endless pile of textbooks wasting the workspace on my desk. Another day, ending just like that, with me being unsatisfied.
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Friends, a companion you spend time with, someone you look after and have fun with. I see many students always enveloped in crowds of people, all laughing mindlessly without a care a the world. I've never been the type to attract anyone, not even a single insect. There was only one person who I could recall, my one and only true friend.
A childhood friend, one I cherished with all my heart for the past seven years. His name is Tsudo. We looked after each other as friends would, talking about the weekly Jump that was never published late. The ominous details never left my mind, and I could always recall our moments together. Though, after spending every waking second with him, our three years surely came to an end.
Keeping in touch has been difficult, as our schedules never lined up. Just like the stars, never truly alined. It didn't matter though, we had both grown up, and just like amnesia, we'll surely soon forget.
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My family was away on a four day trip, leaving me alone once again. Being used to the silent corridors, I freely lazed around, knocking over one of a set of headphones. As I watched it fall off the marble counter, I couldn't help but panic. It hit the ground with a crack disfiguring it heavily. I picked it up, stared at them, and disfigured it even further. The now destroyed pair of headphones was tucked into my closet, never to be seen again.
"Please, just once more, please give me love. There's no train that can take me home. Please tell me, darling, darling, darling, I thought I had heard your voice." The song playing on my computer screen, dimly lit up the lifeless room. As I sat on my carpeted floor, thinking, thinking as I always was. What was there to think about? Asking myself the same repeating questions, as if the next day, I'd find the answer.
Mindlessly staring at my cellphone, I couldn't help but cry reading various song lyrics. Really, without music- I would die. There was no question, I needed it to live. I got up to stretch, clearing the clutter surrounding my futon laid on the ground. It was late in the evening, time for instant ramen again. 338Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy5TmXy9jw
