I knew straight away when I looked at him. His ice filled glare that graced his masculine features. Maybe ranking just below delta, if he was mated to me he couldn’t be higher than delta. As I am an omega. I knew he wouldn’t reject me. Even though, deep down, however much it pained me, I would have wanted him to reject me.
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I know I’m broken, compared to the shewolfs that I’ve seen here and as short as it has been.from the things my partner at the centre had told me about the world outside of the centre, I wasn’t good enough or strong enough. I would be a burden to him, he would have to be patient and help me learn this new world. As friendly as me and my partner were at The Center, he sometimes lost his patience with me. Calling me useless, idiot and stupid. Brainwashed and oblivious.
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It was simpler and cleaner for my soulmate to reject me. I could get over it. Many have in The Center. Instead of soulmates, they would mate with people the elders had chosen. It was unfortunate but it did happen where soulmates would have to reject each other.
I could accept it. As long as I can protect myself and the baby. Lark’s baby.
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He was the man I was paired up with in the centre. Just thinking about my past bought feelings of confinement too me. We mutually respected each other, despite the ploys the Center would use to try and turn us against each other and talk behind the others back. We always remained strong. And if I faltered he disciplined me and made sure I won’t repeat the same mistake.
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I had suspected that he had a soulmate that he was protecting. He never seemed as invested in me as I was too him. At first I thought it was me, but as time went by I could see the longing looks he would share secretly with Alicia who had become close to us after she was transferred to our area.
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It felt suffocating and saddening at times but I got over it. To love is to be able to forgive and to overlook shortcomings. I had believed we were the perfect pair.
He kept his soulmate a secret from me. And I’m grateful. Such a big secret I wouldn’t have been able to keep for long, under the piercing gaze of the elders. I’m easily manipulated and very naive when it comes to people.
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Before the night he told me of his plans to escape with Alicia, I had found out I was with child. I discussed it with him after he got angry with me talking to the male cleaner. Even though I promised it was nothing explicit, just small talk. Like any other day he would discipline me, he took off his belt and just as he was about to start. I blurted out that I was pregnant. And that surely this would hurt the baby.
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In bed he stopped with his discipline and told me of his plans to escape. He went through the plan several time so I wouldn’t mess up.
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Lark was clever. Smart. Not like many of the people the elders normally trained. He wasn’t in the centre since birth, he had seen what’s out there in the world whereas we were like aliens to this world. Never witnessing it except through movies and documentaries.
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I was supposed to meet them at a Inn called Angel’s. However, I was chased down by some wolves whilst crossing the border. Lark was excited about me having a baby, he was ecstatic especially since Alecia can’t have children.
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I got tracked down and found by this pack that I’m currently stuck in. I don’t know anything about them or where I am. I just hope they don’t send me back to the Center. They would kill my baby and have me start over with someone else.
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