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「喂。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVQI97fVAz
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCNOpWJufH
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLPh9ATPGF
「我失戀了......」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o5TNHQVMp
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697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFUl7PmkCx
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT8USlBkIV
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDVIXZov7Q
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyQVv4l41F
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NuXlQqkQx
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEwTS9WSmV
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhi3nCt1Zo
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmlYYVfBxa
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhGFs9fbIR
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2mLPo64F9
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697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiis0U56bY
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkhrFFRG72
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwCTh9STEi
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcBpevL0U7
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqj0PNpVNRf
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVvW58PILI
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3ahEr851X
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhn5cZTicW
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94D400BnHk
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe0gQmZT1P
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk8QZP7KZS
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCIkEQrZVW
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XWkXpuYlO
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkW69a1fur
「我要一杯威士忌！」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8oGRKJ5yw
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKvKneaOrA
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WamU2Nwd9
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0bCM621BT
「先生你的威士忌。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QHBQN9PzV
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtqzxoAxu5
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vcL85YjFV
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuQlXRye6m
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXgAQtFZQH
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoglcdRmJn
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynMfrFqLcz
不妙，他超生氣的…697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkB30sOVC8
唰。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRbe8qwpvf
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0VvD8rXds
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdOSF4o04m
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4LzSgqebB
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57U20w47Gz
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nUYoInETv
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSJxJ4aYdY
「威士忌。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYVOKyS66a
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoCWyZUGOF
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIh5gauPHb
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaYudMVx5s
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWpq574mRY
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XYdal2onP
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnamIVBXJk
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaLCK2xFOO
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oMx8FKgcY
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33MiamW7op
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCgjGoWwTa
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697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rGLkHXYPL
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrv1bzgWHK
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILXbFwK3hE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRACxiUx6p5
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOsGpl1o9u
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO1YoIjgwW
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQR5u0E4UD
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqxqonS8Kp
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8DziWP83W
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ehmE4Cpf7
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpeYUb0IOQ
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuJpqBv6Tz
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoFb3GvS4i
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanPQQps6wY
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GAVTMzho3
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72kNkrjhR0
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWmkQAnLrJ
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvt1BuN5ok
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXUZUI89jV
「嗚哇！」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwLFXSi2z0
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyVvRQjo1J
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5otCp4KyF
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj6BghhcSL
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2TnGjYm7S
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pC3IlXIGK
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EtoGc8kT6
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoZ1muSrGa
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0WPhGPpuZ
哇，眼睫毛好長…697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUkVAbGJQc
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gbZWdLJH9
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnW8gbPwlq
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy3KuWI11A
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfPUlqhVUD
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5hbAhIU5V
…咦？697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWYj48GHiC
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNqbzSIfgL
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrlEcCwwSw
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvczkIpmjlK
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur39ON49hp
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1BvP8MJon
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVKv8GL1Qx
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4hLYIPNW8
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp95YyIAbXv
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqaFhbPov3
「愛你，不可以嗎…」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jo06R1IKx
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7la8bCjWI
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8KVHtjYUC
…他把我，誤認成誰了？697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d3udkoerE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4wwjlMvEF
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamy8B8R3Eu
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNKgIG4LTc
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROy0GcSjRp
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH20jkxGTb6
他，沒有挽留。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtXYbDE4un
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cUU6QlLSR
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm9doOffjQ
□697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwj1rNsNSh
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVaSl5i6kM
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLrhSy6OFm
我喜歡姜幸宇。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreCSL8ORcT
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mv5YZCJPQ
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NX7WBhTjE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvZKNz9uSZ
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgTptQuy3a
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcJ91J1XLD
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFu3FJxZ5R
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yadSnyzek
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBf47duUbE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkv2fL5dFL
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtHFIAvMs1
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2bA6ilaUI
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFthpoyk8Hz
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevRhF7O5oP
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWmrBIvkCz
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMg1kH3fKI
我愛上了姜幸宇。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPauNCWFEvf
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rUXwyITbP
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPtMKN1Okk
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7AixkRFQo
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zQfKnKLnZ
□697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihxGNCAGQE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kxzceu0ir
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK1mSQEP27
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kKuvbVCEr
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j4JN8LXnr
但，這並不是自己想要的…697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmQQWQBn8p
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG74TYHNBxU
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxySvvZ36M
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKsYnJkAI7
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq1dC0fNel
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLrodOdeQE
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy7kw354ho
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYL2KuUay0
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2thEktCGJA
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl9vZ4ikJ8
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdnR1dKAMt
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kop79vX9b
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3OKvXTCZq
「啪！」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ87v7RW6xb
697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGVvb3cM3K
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmR1izvNyS
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697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nFZwuJEZK
■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9lGUnCKoF
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1O4q1IgEQ
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
ns 15.158.61.51da2
