746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dfbGC6psh
「喂。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7a2aAaV14
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mZjV769NO
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXvuOW46KO
「我失戀了......」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDy6ecL7vp
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6QoxrOu0O
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4MIRJoRj1
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIruobLtJMl
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY4jSRz7dt
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUueHnzuHPF
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJHSlGNwKu
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSAZWBPgGu
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5egl0R4ew
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYaxuU7Bjw
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYaLALwpJY
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0Pn5c5a7C
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5QooGvCmf
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvi1uoziOo
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1dI5DjT0P
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUrMDqTs9U
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746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9vsu3sRFT
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAmbuGuW2H
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwNakES6d5
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNswcwXWs7M
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hGEMSTOsr
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRUvN19vUU
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmTWK3bNCF
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad1Dv2fxRL
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP8AfuIgJx
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N0Fqc2XRY
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxasUYbJvQ
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWosx6EqLe
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm1J9oatsG
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzFyUBzejJ
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeyzJqk6Cu
「我要一杯威士忌！」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVkh9CTRqH
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJIranBhnD
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsL0DTJIKJ
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjec6Nxsb0
「先生你的威士忌。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScmln6dNOw
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmAkMcdK4V
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIYvz4kSiP
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWe4P9QGi0
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJMA1JElZL
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SPNNPRcdc
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfvKsELuvY
不妙，他超生氣的…746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyQKkiTIdz
唰。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonULVvULhC
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy1UfGdfGZ
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CweLkPHmo
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLDrVoJc8B
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe59rDgovXz
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafsxQuQEd0
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokGPmwEGDx
「威士忌。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywShXWXbrW
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyKFpD8s55
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDoDWVEbO9
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtodjD21RYU
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYMLHqI0Id
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV5JsyKAoi
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nprj2cEdj
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIGJHMwfRP
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72XL2IYsra
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa572NsbuSl
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQUzHfYfP6
□746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFBIPcT1iQ
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKCCwDTZIl
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjnkKqEYh1
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDVjVTAvrG
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO79HVCbx3
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV6kBESkJw
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoL9PNmXYv
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgcpavrzXf
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EHWYq8h6R
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmixVJJNVM4
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJYPdn5zWo
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2PEm9dz04
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH8ctF7nK5
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOMJzi86k7
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKMXxMoMjL
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye5qJCdqLV
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1DGGRb5X7
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG5oPluKyO
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWr9RdtvFE
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco3DyzijLn
「嗚哇！」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD5cQ0Z52I
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOyof3tmms
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavyWDOqhEw
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJe4wzgRvn
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTSNRnWp9z
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpxxk654n6
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5DiBCfljF
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9piIjhork
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6N8Qm41nX
哇，眼睫毛好長…746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnf4QYXSxX
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1sw5blp4G
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OA3q0Zezp
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTTL9lDKA3
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUwQBtbuuo
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzS70TCu3jk
…咦？746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV0HEv3OOC
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ih2M5ulva
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQUVX6ujlM
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbxC0zx4Yr
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3sOikFggk
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm95t516aW2
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNpGZt1tDt
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpgb7hqiv4
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgw2t32zrZ
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq4oOJ25sZ
「愛你，不可以嗎…」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KdQkwEKgv
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXodPvPtsh
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZBwaQFEAd
…他把我，誤認成誰了？746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI66LzKV4l
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kbEYVycsN
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZymBvimRTX
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u0Yd36u7p
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMnDuOTRkW
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Iotyt5gtA
他，沒有挽留。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqfe4RR167
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuLxWaIPNY
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6juPzMsCb
□746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuc1Xbo3l1
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvmi3h90Qp
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcvi4O25w4
我喜歡姜幸宇。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nUQSXjnk9
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ5Rh8M1hO
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlRPqXkgOy
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMgRk34XU7
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMSqjqaul6
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ij3slxBW0
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmALKi7WG2
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8sifkCdvH
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy69FLeKAQD
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR3zoGsfGS
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o5WXzjOfh
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwXqmNE3PK
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIExCGszmo9
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpsSwRlutI
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtxhPkSFMt
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnSesqEP5f
我愛上了姜幸宇。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vg86ne2fC
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SM8ml3yxl
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbZLaxDQ5b
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E9HMcOyo2
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62jocXBPE7
□746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjHghzzGxA
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCMuodsNUK
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1fRjt3Yjp
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy201DHpvX
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHbFlKXHfS
但，這並不是自己想要的…746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMV8hyPSkA
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVien3wEVGV
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VupBVfBhE
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrz1C71V4m
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsHZObjVLU
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYGHHs1XBr
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHvyUtZLZy
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtQiPzuGgX
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkEijElHp8
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK1FtppgJA
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtFhbJM9p6
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJrP4Ex7bS
746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQN8dabFMx
「啪！」746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr7JlQWn5c
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JEoGLvrwW
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUPursMLde
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。746Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraBsGModbM
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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