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「喂。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq44JwewKDl
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4BXrwXv5R
「我失戀了......」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx7q7WbNt0
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711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GNqGGBTng
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEViR7qWDe
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDCvfwKIsb
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOlhzlxTvf
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVBBbDOXQY
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bEpoR2s8p
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzqoVAvztK
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5GS2jHjCG
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vrcd7rUUu
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JBprcTirb
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4krX0HOBn4
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6fXIAczF9
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOBrTbJVtb
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6AvYF7tKt
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo8JbyRoS8
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yhWrQsgLS
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPZJhNtSaB
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQczCYucUG
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDZAbVQO1J
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iuc7mlMAk
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvB7KWvobN
「我要一杯威士忌！」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbj0eV3JTX
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybj0KkxcRL
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjdurA1xt3
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknpLyDcHNv
「先生你的威士忌。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGshUj7uJom
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7F6vBPPZM
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SmqS8YWpK
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDvj9T5MP0
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLhv3u2Y5r
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L01t4Kx2d
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoFw3YqwwA
不妙，他超生氣的…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPTCZ2f3G9
唰。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWEFuk5QQy
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2B9emXr3P
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eXlIg6LRc
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20KaVHcOYY
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGPNhdJNE5
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NjxH78Kmf
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBIVLicttv
「威士忌。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOeWdXQxtm
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEq9S0esWb
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsBOgE9RiP
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN3rS1qReH
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC9tjFOo2X
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6phPYDJWP
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGlxuAJXmq
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQWH9m6iRV
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT3zdLEUy9
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rMsRIIbti
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dnuIIoDX5
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLnyB5q7qZ
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMmNJ1Od59
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp0xKGtzeZ
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LqB3Fngro
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEeIfCDOlJ
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvtxpkRTeG
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAioduHH2G
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesfGCYovGG
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr4RnBDv1Z
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6uyVsrWHB
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1b89cdeRl
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MkBTmvR3v
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJEUA2yZaE
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK5qn606ML
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunxUfARotx
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtf0h4O7EN
「嗚哇！」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gBWLP7HUz
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxAS0Ncvh4
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSnM4gedca
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ds54BOHm9
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MYTUtlnM0
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxH2cbdoKs
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhWpyZo4WC
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocO8BdOarE
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqMazlor7M
哇，眼睫毛好長…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf3dRlsqaB
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwS1GF7vAG
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TNvX5jElF
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUILmW9IIO
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQy5icu7qS
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne6e9qTpPF
…咦？711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hXM9bvCcL
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcMu1Y1D1k
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGF8dkzPKw
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tEY1p0aDS
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRJey6NQBb
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXNcQdgcJM
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrv7wYS9el
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8TlqxDIl2
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK3C7zQUyN
「愛你，不可以嗎…」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofMMJDSkUJ
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711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV2FKIUdwn
…他把我，誤認成誰了？711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7QylFe7Bz
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gzf7vx3Gz
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZKS0CmwAt
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmfKVjNzU9
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRiL4rFkNT
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyCRqDZr58
他，沒有挽留。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxh5AgUoX3
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1cNsGJz7P
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVzQWPBj1H
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711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtx1LrsTBp
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPtfp9xDYU
我喜歡姜幸宇。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1VZ8wnKA6
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY5G10YTnt
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj5W4ZFx2J
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVfg7jsbRD
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q9T6pNumg
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCsRFUg4p4
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM88aELfxA
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESt5uvx8He
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nUQBAz3GH
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5OMf2wqdf
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tO58usU57
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t5x34pIXC
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0fD5IP1Kb
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TN82nqshf
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJK2SWG8yE
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTBILUK3km
我愛上了姜幸宇。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc1aJtSWze
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZHt11Q1dN
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq11S2cP9x
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNZIiMNmgN
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON5GEP0QYy
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711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16ia7MJPDq
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9w1qPsiC6
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4epd6nHI4J
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXmuzTUgN6
但，這並不是自己想要的…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5kNq7gHA6
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoMJpppajd
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuXiHzGDoH
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg4sLmK3Z4
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNpAEqVrKo
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuynhtBsHSK
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11EQoH2Upy
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf70S2KaZZ
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3GpNcHl8C
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbfTdIcfr0
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PxfhW7AGR
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sEo3h5QX6
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSpdKsA9kp
「啪！」711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkdCxvE83y
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvamDN8pf4
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6NRmeQf4H
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWTAwmgXbp
711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bNxRLgfd6
■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgI0YWmefRr
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。711Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRDXHdg1Vp
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
ns 15.158.61.16da2
