742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dTPXycOkE
「喂。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYvDf9SKXh
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ihpiIdS63
聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXmuGHvbTO
「我失戀了......」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uZO5i1T01
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNnYx8pyVK
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgebgelJjUD
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFMop38mvR
「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkSPBWDZI2
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGr7FEGD9rZ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tcK0gX21U
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TxocZc2VB
姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iXoDgeUHf
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUlTXUBsrm
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPhsYRPfgW
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuuIYsgvy5
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPrcuX4G1u
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwNfa8ySRG
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviXh8eT3pl
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyjsxC8DKd
□742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JvrZ7mraj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJo6La9CDA
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCHRCcLS4P
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjqsNiUKhT
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxapRrkrJCz
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMoXJrhMLc
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz53qfRfqV3
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsWFtXAydX
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyIYaVBX6o
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pO95l1mi9
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDjRRMdFs5
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggjuqgMgG5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSTR2K4ofn
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQS3prciSk
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVl6zlV1gN
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy0GPisNS2
「我要一杯威士忌！」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdzKbdxnwt
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2urAHT6EA
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Aa4jsqBY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9BwnwwOB2
「先生你的威士忌。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8ifo4gdjl
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkEYfbjO7b
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ecoSTwSaT
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye21oJuwAf
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuWRtmgZVT
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmXKrsxC2l
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cB1vDqBw9
不妙，他超生氣的…742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUwj8xMGsD
唰。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKP5wFU2HX
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57cFP6ljxm
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrcUJau1T6
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF0r1aXP7M
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsiAzbVYc1
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu7Os5xZbg
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxUjv83sBI
「威士忌。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuocW2PRHc1
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa2yEB5qsp
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0czkHaL0Tl
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9LcJ3YX4p
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGlM47OsfY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2lYoRWQqz
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIUiarN2cS
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIn4lHhpeR
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBDXf0sc2b
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiVtrBYCJy
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu1YnfewQV
□742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqkGMdQ95t
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ur0x3AHBY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs1K3YoEFE
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vmSVvPeXP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS8965pB1o
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYLFJElpHn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Bu0C1Uts
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MEOpoEoFO
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpEMOdO2vB
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMz3Q9is50
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P8Xoismsu
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROm7czDxRD
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnYd9wIcrP
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjyqqcZDL1
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKAXpgN3jC
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9p6q7yoKl
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD7jTusqR9
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgu5tFoDAq
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXeatsYRNZ
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XvBmgIcJj
「嗚哇！」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT2uJrF8TV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSooQWWRrp8
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8unp0lEgA
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepv9MGUDQx
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWcoTf9Hz3
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVbVBhT865
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZLuS8jtd0
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEpc8II3V7
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvkjAq73rR
哇，眼睫毛好長…742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz3Zr8c3EE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dRlecaZlY
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR9JcvJlV5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjD8GcePeU
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JX7kDHskP
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WfChmzGVy
…咦？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24St1N4Dax
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fW0Mgzp4W
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbyCaKA0zg
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtvGc4wFhb
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGHWRd0TsM
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfiR95loCc
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiXUBPKlqH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PVlwsYpW8
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7b8SRmNpr
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnWVkqcAf5
「愛你，不可以嗎…」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbiPHlDp8K
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL3Szedqip
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R0ysi2O5i
…他把我，誤認成誰了？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XfjdfH7tH
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyMGGhXrTS
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUG7B08OU5
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgJEnN1cTO
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Kl8OSd1t6
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN5uFTMeZa
他，沒有挽留。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHCV4CRxlD
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE37sQ9xNbw
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmf84EbxZE
□742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxXwnEM6uB
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEwMJH5stZ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssAAhTmcYz
我喜歡姜幸宇。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz1Gaqfsly
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVb7juFSgK
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rPhEQS9IR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ030nX6wDTD
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X3IFgbDPJ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdbt8TfJcf
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22nGcA65BC
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5ka2U2rMU
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx5SUAav4q
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjnJE66Jia
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV730PXroeV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q6HNcblfK
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5zV583Bmt
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qwn9aEHkl
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxk0DvfQWYJ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXTEgw00A4
我愛上了姜幸宇。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9gRzJjtPQ
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ1VcpXL1E
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStoKgTapTE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9RlZb9yj5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVlB623me5
□742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI0Oeg1lqS
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGDG59jAti
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kSshwT7SO
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzjpCZml4G
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDxZ0DGzdl
但，這並不是自己想要的…742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01fbDpbT2r
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzVRr1WJIV
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9WITQiS7C
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qCJuQvB1U
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BkYaykQCN
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHbgZ0LrdA
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA1nNlXACg
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7Mthv9qID
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRGiuf5mcS
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q4QpR1T1g
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0y8AiRaH7
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm6AxZCJB5
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWBQzWGqQD
「啪！」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF0LOynleu
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ABkbwCEuM
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5OsibhDVI
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYyRfBkoPN
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrrCDLR0M7
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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