Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo5JCqqGJx
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqIFJXtdk5
You were all I ever wanted to be411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3piXFTsdO
(And more)411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDOyZsYBb5
You had talent and brains,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKMLLox37X
And was also physically neutral411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWnRCgJuBn
But when I tried to be friendly,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIU07nSQup
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSXOBWYRzM
I'm being too kind, too generous.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUlScuLtSF
I was pushed to the ground411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmECya2ViZg
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXX8fejVqd
But what's done is done411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSHBMVZMso
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhgzlqAvQo
Harsh words and insults411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCxkdX0SdB
It became an irreplaceable friendship.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONUibGI9aR
However, in mine,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTEomQLpj4
Glares and sharp glances411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB9tBmUdPX
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PXktjG4K5
"When did our loathing,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcyUXYSecB
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKyWxrqisO
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016
