Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,411Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZvwmvtnzJ
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed411Please respect copyright.PENANA0PbeZCFKN9
You were all I ever wanted to be411Please respect copyright.PENANAh8dtVdbj73
(And more)411Please respect copyright.PENANAyH2s8xcrnR
You had talent and brains,411Please respect copyright.PENANAEXdri986Du
And was also physically neutral411Please respect copyright.PENANAf3rEoPOedH
But when I tried to be friendly,411Please respect copyright.PENANAgUtBBmriOq
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,411Please respect copyright.PENANAG1Ic7OQLEa
I'm being too kind, too generous.411Please respect copyright.PENANAHmi3S1pJ8l
I was pushed to the ground411Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ee1bM32rA
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,411Please respect copyright.PENANAMhgkVKpaAh
But what's done is done411Please respect copyright.PENANAobfXqPFJXy
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,411Please respect copyright.PENANAk4seaPSKyO
Harsh words and insults411Please respect copyright.PENANApgVAONwEPL
It became an irreplaceable friendship.411Please respect copyright.PENANARORuHr1CbW
However, in mine,411Please respect copyright.PENANALmnFcjuNHP
Glares and sharp glances411Please respect copyright.PENANAMrIQIgoJ3K
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself411Please respect copyright.PENANA1RAcCvHqoD
"When did our loathing,411Please respect copyright.PENANAY3jzf1DSx3
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015411Please respect copyright.PENANAgZUX7SwXHG
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016