Shinra said to himself why did I have a crush at this time and date?? And that person being someone that Obi-san kind of suspect as well Libra and their own group are sometimes are at odds with each other but most of the time they have functional joint missions they are just somethings that piss both Obi-san and Hinawa-san at the same time with Libra even now he does not even know.
Now that he confessed and has been accepted to date his extremely handsome and hotter than the sun boyfriend the thought of having a romantic relationship even the same gender scares him to no end but seeing Leo accepting and supportive of him gives him some sense of balance for whatever they have right now.
At first, he thought it was extremely illegal for the same gender to date and then the attraction part happens whenever he saw someone or boy that looks good in his head he has this blush appearing on his face every time they are there and honestly it goes away after few hours but sometimes when they have a perfect picture boy that has this attraction going for weeks on end.
"So we're meeting up with Beni-san right?" Leo asked softly surprising Shin hard.
"Y-Y-Yeah that's right Obi-san said about special training to be done in cases that Evangelist shitshow happens again!" Shin lied hard while Leo stared at him.
"Hmmm... special then what about the other parts then maybe the lower ones do they need it too?" Leo implied innuendo voicing out while Shin grows red in the face.
"Y-Ya asshole y-y-you should know this public!!" Shin half yelled his face redder now.
"Hai Hai, Shin-Kun your BI ness does truly show now huh?" Leo teased happily while Shin all can do is look away.
"We both know you're like this too before but Beni-san agreed that you can watch for your entertainment and it was also strangely arousing for him too!" Shin fired back while smiling to himself happily.
"I know about that's why teasing you is the best but I'm a bit jealous about that," Leo said frustrated shaking his head softly.
"B-B-But don't worry Beni-san said I'm way too young for him and besides he has a big fat crush on Lieutenant Konro for a while now!" Shin added a genuine smile on his face now.
"Hmmm... is he though? Damn, I thought Beni-san will never get a crush like that but did Konro know about that, or both of them are oblivious to it?" Leo said happily another lovebird then.
"I actually never thought too it was quite weird to see Beni-san slightly embarrassed around Konro-san too..." Shin added excitedly in which Leo smiled brightly.
Now here's the theory it's either Beni-san has a crush or is already in a relationship with Konro-san Shin actually told himself maybe the two's relationship is different or even maybe like Obi-san and Hinawa-san "So when our relationship going years forward that means it's going to be like their relationship than right??" Shin thought extra panicky now.
Leo loved the idea of having years and years of relationship with Shin the idea of having a routine with his fire user he thinks about the form of their love being like Obi-san and Hinawa-san a form of affection that only them will notice or appreciate it's not weird to see the other two obvious about their relationship but at the same time not.
Their relationship is going great maybe even best but sometimes it scares Shin to the point of near no return that what if they fight and never made up it makes him nervous that someday just one day their love will die out or even worse Leo loses interest in him he wants to stop himself from thinking way too much but there is so much shit happening right now that these things will happen right now.
"Do you think if our relationship grows like Obi-san and Hinawa-san's is what will be our no.1 affection then?" Leo said excitedly and nervously said while Shin has the same thought.
"Maybe the pat in the head even greater a k-kiss on the cheek I guess?" Shin guessed softly while a smile on his face appeared.
"You're way too sweet Shin-chan but I am excited to see our years of relationship and the sex there it will be so great!" Leo gushed over while Shin grew red in the face so much that it's the color of his eyes.
"W-W-What!?" Shin half yelled while trying to look away from embarrassment.
"Oh~ I have heard about Beni-san actually got interested in helping out in your mission for the nether but Obi-san never said yes about it either way it's still a good idea!" Leo said depressed that Obi-san never accepted that help.
"Wait Beni-san said about that but I thought it was still training and what about Libra as well then?" Shin asked surprised that even Company 7 held a hand with them.
"Beni-san is actually interested in something or maybe even your flames but Company 8 should accept this in my opinion as well," Leo said depressed at the thought of seeing Shin nearly dying again.
"Never heard about Beni-san being interested in my flames at all and we appreciate the help Company 7 can give but it's overkill right? But at the same time, we don't who we are fighting with-" Shin got interrupted by Leo giving him an encouraging smile
"Now don't worry way too much about it at least Beni-san can give you a slight boost on your power and taking down the enemy right?" Leo asked happily and petting Shin's head softly.
If you were to ask Leo he's also worried very to say cause if what they said or Libra's files are true to the t then Sho is actually working with the Evangelist which it does make sense considering the lack of information or missing case files for this boy in particular and added to that Shin is excited to take his brother home but Leo knows that brainwashing a kid is easier than you thought actually much easier.
Both of them walked to the location of the 7th office Beni-san mentioned only the three of them Shin, Leo, and Arthur he never specified what they are going to do only dropping training word and the three of them can trust those words because of Obi-san accepting and giving them a go sign for it as well.
Leo glanced at Shin he seemed to be quite nervous he's scared that the evangelist will attack again honestly this the perfect time but seeing how Beni-san fought before it will be a hassle and a waste of time on just getting one pillar by doing this besides they will be outnumbered and outfought by Beni-san as well.
"By the way Shin where is Arthur?" Leo asked softly while holding Shin's hand.
"Arthur is actually in there already Beni-san said about Libra chibi should explore around for a while before training!' Shin teased happily.
"Chibi? Is that your supposed nickname or did Beni-san considered me as one now?" Leo asked curiously while smiling softly at Shin.
"Well... Obi-san said about considering you as one cause of how young we both are and many people think you are cute as well!" Shin complimented hard while smiling brightly.
"Oh~ I'm flattered~," Leo said a bit shyly while looking around and kissing Shin's cheek softly.
"The least we can do is accept Klaus-san's offer of help even though Obi-san is angry at your group's history..." Shin changed the subject while smiling at the kiss.
"Yup the more back up the better for the raid and off topic did you actually have any connections with Hajima this time your records were there and it even date backs when you're ten?" Leo asked nervously while Shin shivered in fear.
"A-A-Ah! T-T-That one maybe you m-m-misplaced something or that somewhere! Honestly let's not talk about that right now!" Shin changed again while Leo has a worried expression.
"I'm sorry you have some trauma from that huh? I was thinking if ever someone you know will be there right now?" Leo pressed a bit while Shin shivered again.
"L-L-LET's not talk about this ok!" Shin nearly yelled while tears tricking down his face out of fear alone.
Leo after that never pressed the subject it was fucking awkward that his curious brain actually made Shin relieved something horrible and tragic while that's happening they finally arrived at the Company 7 headquarters he never actually observed the place he just looked at Shin still silent as hell and crying his fire user's body is pure fear and nervousness the smile that he has was not there this time now.
What makes Leo angry and frustrated is that he can't do anything to stop the memories from flowing so much in Shin's brain whatever that hell hole company did was so horrible that was whenever it's mentioned this happens "maybe this why Shin never truly talked about his past besides his mother's death then?" Leo thought seriously that was truly hell if that ever happened.
Shin's face trickling with tears and tense expression all around he hates that whenever that hell hole of company has been mentioned this what happens with him the memories with being physically even mentally abused just for the Adolla Burst to come out Shin is still shaking with anger cause of the uncountable amount of children that will put there for the "sake of the world".
"Hey kiddo are you ok? You seemed to be shaken about something?" Beni-san voice rang out from the inside seemed worried...
"I-I-I'm fine I just remembered something! Can we not talk about my past now I'm here for my training!" Shin lied nervously while Leo pet his head softly.
"Ya sure I know when someone is lying hard but whatever if you are scared to talk about it then let's start then ok!" Beni-san half-seriously said while gesturing for the two to come inside.
"I'm really sorry Shin I-I-" Leo started worriedly while Shin stared at him nervously again.
"No it's fine Beni-san can I just stay somewhere private I just need some time alone!" Shin said still shaking from something invisible.
"Go ahead but talk about it with Leo-Kun you're his boyfriend I know he will accept it!" Beni-san encouraged happily while Shin just stared at him.
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