I've heard a lot of cases that a person might be inlove with people in the most tragic events. You see- stockholm syndrome is an example, where the victims of their kidnappers will fall inlove with them during the process, they say its something weird about your brain that you become independent with someone that you'll never fall inlove with in the normal circumstances. You might be thinking-- what is Math babbling about? i'm not saying im inlove but I am definitely having a crush with our knight and shining armor. I mean, he's cute and all-- but its his kind heart that really tugs my little fragile one.
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Especially, when he's here right now beside me and treating my bleeding fricking knees-- and looking beautiful at the same time. He's been talking for 10 minutes straight and all I can hear is the birds chirping outside, the old love song in that radio and my crazy beating heart. I'm so afraid that he'll hear my heart too since its beating a bit too loudly--
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"Hello? I said what classes do you belong?" he asked, his face confused because he's been asking me questions and im here just staring at him like a scary stalker you read on books.
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"Uhm-- um, the first section, room 200." I said, i dont know why I'm a bit nervous talking to him but I started to feel the burning sensation on my cheeks again-- and no, im not nervous this time or scared, i feel like i'm a bit shy.
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He smiled, "I like how you braid your hair-- its cool." he said, and then proceeded to put band- aid on my knees gently,
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My skin feels these tiny tingles everytime he touched it. HE COMPLIMENTED BY LONG BRAIDS OMG. i need to calm down.
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"Does it still hurt?" he asked, feeling a bit worried with my reaction.
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NO IT DOESNT HURT, IN FACT I DONT FEEL THE PAIN AT ALL-- ALL I CAN FEEL IS HOW THOSE PRETTY FINGERS OF YOURS ARE JUST SO DELICATE WHEN TOUCHING MY KNEES.
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"A little bit." I lied, afcourse what am I gonna say to him? That im sensitive with his touch?
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"Well, that'll get better soon." he said, reassuring me. "Rest here for a bit, before you go to your next class. Okay? I'll hand over your pass to your homeroom adviser later, so dont worry about it." He added,
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I just nodded shyly. IM SUCH A SOFTIE or is this considered flirting? NO, MATH STOP--
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"Oh, and if you have any problems with that girl or someone whose bullying you. I'm always here to defend you." and then he smiled,
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AND I THOUGHT I JUST HAD A MINI HEART ATTACK WITH THAT STUPID SMILE OF HIS,
He's already walking out the room and I was worried for a second that I havent said my gratitude,
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"Uhm.. w-wait.." I said, WHY IS MY VOICE TREMBLING, WHY
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He stopped and looked at me, I think hes in a hurry because classes already started,
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"T-Thank you..." I said, looking away so that he can't see my burning cheeks,
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"Your welcome, and btw its Jack." he said, giving me again that soft smile.
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He turned around and went to the door.
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Thank God! He didnt ask my name, I was worried that--
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and then he came running back, his face a bit worried.
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"Uhm.. I havent asked your name." Jack said, "That's just rude of me." He added,
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Oh, okay. I just realized from this point in my life that God has already forsaken me. It's a first time that I actually liked a boy, and now he's gonna laugh and just think im a regular nerd after hearing my stupid name.
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He was patiently waiting for my answer, and just stood there waiting for me.
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"Please dont laugh, my name kinda sucks so--
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"Lol, no. I wont." He said, I can see that hes in a hurry and I'm here wasting his time and effort,
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"Its Math. Okay!!" I said, and I covered my face because I cant bear to see his next reaction.
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"Oh." He said,
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OKAY IM DEFINITELY GONNA DIE OLD AND SINGLE.
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"Like the subject? Math?" he asked a bit curious.
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I just nodded.
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"Well, its a pretty name and I find it unique so-- you dont have to be embarrassed bout it." He said, when I look him in the eye. I can see that he's not even making fun of me. He actually thinks that its pretty?
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I was confused.
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"Well, bye Math-- I think im gonna be late for my next class. I'll see you after class, okay?" He said while smiling, and went out the door.
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And my heart just dropped.
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No, God havent forsaken me. Not yet.
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And I collapsed on one of the nurse's beds, and I thought maybe.. just maybe, things arent not that bad.
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I didnt realize that I was too tired of the following events that I began to doze off and fell asleep with a smile in my face.
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I woke up and surprised that im in the nurse's office and thats when events came flashing back in my mind. Zeke yelling at me, me crying on that wet floor in the staff room, mean girls bullying me and meeting Jack... Jack?
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Wait, what time is it!? Jack said I should go back to my next class after I'm well rested. I checked the time, and I was so shock that my eyes widened.
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I slept for 2 hours straight and I just missed 2 classes, no 3 because the last period just started. OH MY GOD. I only have one period pass, and I just missed fricking 3 periods. I'm so messed up.
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The nurse went in and saw me, "Well, I guess-- you dont have an excuse to miss 3 periods? I can see the shocked look on your face." she said and sat down on her table, she's really pretty. She has these one of those model figures, slim bodies and a pretty face.
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"Uhm.. what am I gonna do?" I asked, I was praying to God that I hope I wont get detention for this.
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"Ask your homeroom teacher then." she said while reading a model magazine,
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I immediately packed my stuff and arranged my hair and got out of the nurse's office.
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When I arrived on the faculty room, I felt that slight tingle of pain on my knees. I cant even walk properly without flinching. I guess i'm actually badly bruised like Jack said.
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Oh Jack! He said he'll be going to see me after class, and I'm not even on my class. He's gonna be dissapointed to me.
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"Ms. Kurosawa? What is it?" Ms. Smith saw me first, as I stood in the Faculty room's front door and absent minded. I have to stop thinking too much information at once,
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I explained her what happened, though I left out the details about bullying and just said that I fell on the stairs because of clumsiness and went to the nurse office, I had a pass for just one period but I actually missed 3 because I fell asleep.
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"Ms. Kurosawa, you know exactly what is gonna happen to you. Skipping class is a major offense without a reliable reason. So, here's your detention card and proceed to the next building." she said and then she looked at her phone, she doesnt really care about her students huh
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"But--
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"No buts. Out now." she said giving me a glare, I hate her.
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It was a cold room and some old lady which I think is the detention adviser signed my card and made me proceed to this horrible room, she said I should clean it for 2 hours and she'll sign my card.
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I can see that its an old library whose been in this school for ages. The shelves are dirty and the floor is just dampened with water thats been coming from the ceiling. Well, this is great.
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I took a dust feather and began cleaning, I keep coughing because of the heavy dust thats coming out in the bookshelves. Then, I heard some heavy footsteps nearby and I was just shooked by the thought of seeing a ghost inside since I'm all alone.
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Well, its not impossible since this place is obviously somewhere along the lines of being 'Haunted'. This is where all those character in a horror movie end up dead somewhere.
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I was obviously more creeped out on the thought of a real person going to murder me here so. I went and looked where the sounds came from. This old library is a maze and tall shelves are everywhere so it was hard for me to look where the source of the sound is,
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and then I heard that small thuds again. I began to ran from where the sounds came from before its gonna be gone. I was so surprised that someone just popped beside the shelves that im standing, it was a black figure.
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And out of nowhere, I just screamed. AND THE FIGURE ALSO SCREAMED. IT WAS A BOY'S VOICE. I was so creeped out that I screamed again,
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Then a flash of light blinded me, he was carrying a flashlight.
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"KUROSAWA-- WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE AND POPPING OUT OF NOWHERE, YOU FREAK!" I was so surprised that I havent noticed that it was actually Zeke.
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God, I prefer to see a murderous monster than this devil.
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I can see his face that is burning red, he was so embarrassed because the way he also screamed. I cant help myself but to cover my mouth because I'm gonna start to burst out laughing. I can see that he's sweating all over and he's just a little scaredy cat, he's obviously looked more terrified than me
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He's just a coward for scary stuff.
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(Author's note: THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS FOR READING 'DEAR MATH'. I was actually thinking of not continuing this series because I wasnt confident enought to write, but reading your messages-- I was inspired to write more and continue this story. Its such an honor for having readers that actually loved my story. I'll be posting the next 3-4 chapters next week, or maybe something this week too if my schedules are okay with it. so stay tuned!
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Btw, Belated Happy Halloween to you guys. I really included a short scary scene/part for Math because its Halloween so-- yeah, hope you all guys are doing fine and enjoyed the holidays! )
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