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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuRIPaB2Ah
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『嘩啦——』703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbiBhIW3rf
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「這都下多久了......」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VgRgyE5wV
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoNZNjtBKX
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ydZOkq0LA
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpzrfmtozU
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu8Rj6L6OK
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WJiImPLW6
『鈴——鈴——』703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKaJgq7oky
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcNyWfLrBM
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpE7mpPe5j
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIOe3MajcC
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdw921SGnN
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1ODAs8fwy
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0UePHHR0X
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qKamlaaaB
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE7CBxZRiT
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh4yVWIasm
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiCdmLicLO
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcm97meCj5
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL4XhHVJCE
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa8fjlTKT9
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpmwW5GTxv
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf5KFdJmcb
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5cFHavfKU
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqCGbxmDwY
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VZqXzIqxr
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0ae9LQWmd
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrFNsYbBC6
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEZq2gjIjA
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU71UfhS2i
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJPUOLFLWD
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKkpBIaXPV
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsGhv74jcC
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG826f1mEG
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWekvhKbC2
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QRWipomFf
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIiOenSkxg
「還會痛嗎？」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtj2ISkEOD
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbBbJ3D5fW
「不會了，謝謝。」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw6yCFoqFk
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWfaN3HeHy
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5a6nO20RV
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtzZMp81ob
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7xDYHiIsN
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1PV5gqyNc
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT76Cc4l7KC
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XzEH6Y8EY
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmIyTm4mnO
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ytQnKT55V
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhqY60ZaGM
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW77Joa0g8
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrfBxqha5i
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoarHvFhftx
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrHxWM29qz
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsgW7Sa1iP
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpaC9Tl50W
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI11Z0gTB8J
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjDSXINXIs
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWhQJ7d7zX
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BblMnx0uC
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElMzNx5QBF
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAvDjk20z6
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「也是。」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46ByVPcQIf
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我只是在逃避。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjtHgWqjhJ
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSumolUh6Y
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaPfNJGo1a
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe88AnmSQC8
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjmPh0dlaU
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l82BMy15o
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdQazWW1FK
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifrpRoFpsO
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVYSD8ZA1D
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kA4aZ6YKa
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4ZLYRqPlJ
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFcdrFawlF
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuwNRud00k
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL91CSFwGY
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkePIlPxTWn
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGMix2cONG
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxTxCVVjxu
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ursWcYjMM
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「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1mudmILpi
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzM8Wmf5vn
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpP5LZqx3M
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEoCjgqJ2h
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1goI0AeBx
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TNfnwqkLQ
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFOk7Citsf
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3EMBifSsF
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjU4qaqliP
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtF2PWXPVu
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zJIPEugnA
「過來！」他對我喊著。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC12IB2O5qF
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1jDMQJUw3
「不。」我退後了一步。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkn8k7hxzn
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWFqSiTnWS
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGjRuErPah
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBGu9Ytvaj
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Ayvl2ACv
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOoK1AAsm1
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkGwVikFEl
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapt40ytjai
「我......」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YS0pB6pfb
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLprAKjeWW
「不要靠近我！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRt0vuRTm1
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzbjC9wrOl
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB98eX1ZGsB
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nE3ohJwBW
但是，我卻無法相信自己。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1H6eYMmFX
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwSDVUnlrl
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NwIW4diFC
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw6RNiYbLL
「你是傻子嗎！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyn6KcyiaR
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmREfkt9VHg
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtm3Riw2qb
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNDdAdfKgm
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV31IeeHCLg
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWBcqLGuvU
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJxYSvhEli
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dWwMV6crO
像烈日的太陽一般。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowPeWqrniE
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hW6BTZwJ0
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVKj5kJAcT
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKJN0UolDi
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMWR1CJTdj
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH667PqtHe
「我們回家，好嗎。」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiGWC7Irho
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlyZBL92xr
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbluBVq0ft3
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4znn7SPf9
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ9iAQPI5n
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG2gccRacj
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVkOttRTBM
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKu0k9qsGV
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7K5jJkzAS
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz77NRgo7fk
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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