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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8SUPofSoF
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHj4Vp1Oto
『嘩啦——』684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJr72ZYUzr
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwRaMPYTf1
「這都下多久了......」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggZ9WG5FtZ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6qZbimLF2
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOBnjeFU0D
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjhAm2WA01
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLFhSFcrG5
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQvRwtbsQ7
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdXArI7QGg
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHjjyS3IAb
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDPqjBi1lQ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3D0FUCKfB
『鈴——鈴——』684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuntgWu4nf
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NHhNvfqgE
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhOZvuYIO9
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTqh8T9yEV
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1BKds53qV
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC64WG4WXv
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z90TnpWAl
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNPvaMsq5p
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr9spYCfbD
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVPeIvSVeX
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlhQhPMa7L
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOcx7IzlnW
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorrwGmTT1e
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI8prHogag
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGatQv9IfUo
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24L4fiQZd0
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVES4HrntN
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9TsBQPCi4
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLNbgnZgVh
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6NPiyQ2Ux
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOca5UEYVJU
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1A41FPu2B
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs74IVCgzrg
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSwtEdhDNt
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiX0h5xcDA
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1YN5ZvSWg
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUfEJKS3kN
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjs4Xe1AMF
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs0xgqhYIT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGJ92iGe5i
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSygObJS3KV
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb72RHeM1or
「還會痛嗎？」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7290DM5uE
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6VUNRAQpX
「不會了，謝謝。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lpgtyv5eE
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF2CnEC0Tg
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI3Dte1YZL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgFFwCszjt
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD3JNStTNJ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhl15Z49AB
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzKiy2aDbf
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9mCgpLO02
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUF54qefnC
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp3C8dibHs
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N5ShXbF6E
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLR1GnO2rs
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KHBPH46WS
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsVu9eQ6Gq
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1anROS2xF
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEltRTzKtM
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqREQSLlFeL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ECQp8CQhh
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMbstsFVO4
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5lxb64FJ2
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj6JuqT2EZ
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfckDnZd4z
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsnuQDeIkC
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6g4siDSP7
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2Wojw8NNk
「也是。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXm5wKWAUF
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5li5WdnWs
我只是在逃避。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnYqVIaa3x
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuxd84RqU6
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWqRoJTeIQ
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3x4XJRXLO
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1U20dh6tp
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pu5JCuVMC
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8giCwiFNHw
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3jukZ3CHO
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGZVtBzX9Z
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2ook5cbb5
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwciEkqIhKk
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo9kv3x0H1
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVzUSJ2GXQ
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6zVIGO6Ab
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwOrW3uz7x
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenH79WmLfy
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg1WLv1wgn
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODMEOsnrCd
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRZQ27r2JR
「別走！」
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9wovqdXjw
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNHSAr3lFG
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgzgJIVeSF
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTdOWqUBBN
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ6PZ7Q53n
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNTo4PVWvg
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzMFCLp7ai
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHSe5FT2ms
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxhi1iGlEy
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vScFiMeGM
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvmzw9pw11
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaeYqK2pjZ
「過來！」他對我喊著。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEbuCoIdD4
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMlvkyGXQj
「不。」我退後了一步。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gOcCFb21H
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2rcaKJIO3
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXEWwpEs9r
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwiYx7H8LB
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdDV4Rp8GW
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx4cmQXKxx
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY5DtKi17v
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusVAmTb3le
「我......」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDJWJs8Wit
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3zUrZLFkc
「不要靠近我！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSEBCuCYDS
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYk33sMg4n
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV6QVLH3z9
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidRVkNs2eX
但是，我卻無法相信自己。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AFjnfvy6P
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9tzP59LzQ
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lryNFaiIn
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwNATWTNb9
「你是傻子嗎！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JMAHzFwbX
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdL5Bxffxd
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsRIVn8dRT
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMj8anDsKy
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5tjo1BmnN
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJoVfStqcA
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSPMFwDxSL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHnWfo1WT8
像烈日的太陽一般。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYQlQb9J2n
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHgdBu54Dz
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhLbrpNSSt
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRv2i84D8x
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj6suD4Ukn
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeHu2zkrqn
「我們回家，好嗎。」684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZWQ9JOISL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SRAy8vvXX
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxP8I7qqMw
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlvvHZH6Z7
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaGodKvceP
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx8AjK6R4z
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPwXMSgMuL
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Fa4xiTQM
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAneo4COmz
684Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXWMQWqM6H
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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