10th of January224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncENNkBNNF
It was always there. At least since I can think for myself. Never tried to find out why is it there, it's small, out of sight and doesn't even hurt. I have better things to do than figuring out how to get rid of that small red spot on my body. Living life, going from one thing to the next as always, unless someone mentions they see it I even forget about it existing.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwLmcNJ3VL
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3rd of March224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVZyPbIEzY
Is it bigger? Nahh, that can't be, it never got bigger or smaller and there is nothing strange happening either. It was just my imagination, forgot the morning coffee, that's all. Bad day to forget, I have so much to do, maybe just gonna grab an energy drink or something from the vending machine. Well, shit happens, let's go before that guy sits in my seat again.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTRZfHFTrh
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5th of March224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1SCPVD8W5
Okay, it's definitely bigger....Only a bit, not even like double the size, since how small it was it's just barely more noticeable. A shrug, that's all the reaction I can give it before going back out, they are waiting for me, I am the most important person tonight! Okay, don't be so over your head, just enjoy tonight.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAndZ6RVLf
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1st of April224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqvltfW5dh
Auch, what was that pinch? Did that come from somewhere around the spot? Probably something else around it, but can't find it. That tenderness is new and a bit annoying. More than double the size and now even sensitive? Ughh, gotta start covering it up tomorrow, that will solve it. Now, where did I put those papers? I swear they were around, maybe it was them and one of their stupid pranks again. Gotta figure out a way to get back at them, at least it's all a bit funnier here now. Feels better than the mundane days. No time for nostalgia though, let's go.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1S89jZa5L
3rd of June224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUlFu8CvWm
How much bigger can this get? Changing the covers so much when it randomly gets bigger is exhausting. It even slipped last night and someone pointed it out. At least they shut up when I told them to drop it. Maybe I was a bit aggressive there though, because everyone stopped talking....maybe gonna apologize later, I didn't mean to scare them. Later though, I have to finish this, the time limit is almost up. Tight deadline, should've thought this through before starting it at all. Well, gotta push through now.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbocv27BNX
24th of September224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2acUqvgHRM
Stopped covering. There was no point anymore since it was visible from under my clothes too. Peeking out here and there. The most annoying however are the looks and comments about it. Some dropped it, but some still keeps bringing it up no matter how many times I stop them. They don't get it, the doc didn't get it either. OHHHH change this and that, maybe those will fix it and OHHH there is that they can do, only stuff that I can. Why would I change my life just because of a minor inconvenience like that? Gonna prove it, gonna prove that it can be there, it can be strange, but it doesn't affect anything. Even the pinching and tenderness, those will just make him more durable in the long run. What do they know?224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtxJqw2EHt
9th of December224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvp4Hq7tAJ
Why do I feel it everywhere now? It's not everywhere, but it feels like it, can't even lift my arm or step one without it coming to mind or stopping me with the pain. It's not fair. All I have left is the will to do things, why does it stop me from doing almost anything? I proved already, proved to everyone that despite it I can move on, they stopped talking to me about it and those who didn't....they left. I made them leave I couldn't take it anymore, their rambling, on and on about how this is not okay, like they can decide it for me. Okay, slowly; slowly, but surely, I can still do what I want, let's go.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM1pTBbL2y
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It would be actually funny if I were not in so much pain. How does simple sensitiveness become a burning ,,sensation''? It doesn't make sense. I was alright, slower, but alright and now this. It paralyzes me, how could I move an inch when it feels like every single muscle wants to rip off my body and leave me. Some hear the shouts I let out now....but they don't care. Some say I could do it until now so I just should, the others....just close their ears and walk away. I can't continue anything like this, I can't finish up or can't even start things. I am stuck in this....in this self-inflicted blaze of glory as some poet would say. I don't know, felt funny to talk like that. So, where to now? Oh, yeah, nowhere. Can't really handle going anywhere. The shouts, the screams, they don't stop, but I am not sure how genuine are they now. Getting used to it slowly I guess, or it's just my skin and limbs numbing up. Whatever it is it's not a good feeling for some reason. The feeling doesn't disappear even if it changes a bit, but slowly I stop showing it again. Don't see any point in doing that now. Even a smile appeared on my face at some point, though I barely noticed, someone who ignored my shouting pointed it out, all I could react to it was a shrug. Maybe it means the end of this thing, but I can't really feel happiness about it. Then that hand touched me. Where the hell did it come from, it just appeared, touching the part the part where the red spot used to be so small. Suddenly it all started to hurt again, the burning feeling appeared again, I hated it, I couldn't handle it, tried my best to throw that hand off me until.....I realized that where it touches....it doesn't burn anymore, not even a little bit.224Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntd4owJMaP
