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"Melancholic and Other Poems" is a powerful debut collection by Nicholas Kyle Edwards that invites readers into a profound exploration of the complexities of mental health, particularly as experienced by adolescents. Through a strikingly unique freestyle form, this collection consists of twelve thought-provoking pieces that delve into themes of despair, vulnerability, and the human condition.

This collection is not just a reflection on pain; it is a journey towards understanding and acceptance. Each piece serves as a mirror, allowing readers to confront their own experiences while finding solace in shared emotion. Whether through poignant imagery or evocative prose, Edwards's work compels us to confront the delicate balance of light and darkness within us all.

Life is collectively referred to as a dark fantasy, although many of us attempt incorporating ideas in our head, searching for ways to escape reality. I for one believe anything that can befriend you, can kill.

Every creature has a dark side but mine doesn't have my best interests at heart, I mumble short prayers, locking all the doors and windows shut.

Every step I took upstairs, made the wooden stairs creek, I keep having this feeling am been followed but every time I look back, am left with goosebumps and my head increasing in size.

I swallowed an imaginary saliva down my throat and continue walking up slowly otherwise I will freak out and run upstairs, that will mess up my night.

If you know anything about darkness, you'll know it leaves no room for the weakest heart. This foreign presence happens whenever am home alone, I made a research on the life beyond and discovered that the level of one's fear determines how far we're willing to let the darkness in.

I gently crawl under the duvet and sleep on my right side facing the door, my heartbeat was accelerating, you could hear every beat of it. 2,3,4 minutes later, the gruesome feeling was gone and I accidentally took a nap that lasted for two minutes until my ears picked a creaking footstep 👣 approaching in the direction of my room, dragging a metal object on the wall,  I froze on the bed.

I searched for my phone under the duvet and my eyes found it far on the table which was close to the door, this wasn't a normal circumstance so,  my mind is blank.

"Do you wanna play", the voice said, sounding distant but very  near. That was when I remembered all the short phrases used in horror movies, I stupidly find myself screaming them one by one.

Is anyone out there?

"Who the hell are you?"

Show yourself coward.

"What do you want from me?"

The noise died down and just when I thought it's over, the door to my room was kicked open with full force.

This collection of poems delves into writing, language, and poetry itself. Crafted with the influence of dark and starry-eyed poets alike, the poems explore the search for refuge and solace through written word, the joys and despair of writing and reading, and the struggle between knowledge and isolation. With a refine, introspective tone, this collection captures the beauty of the poet's life, where we call upon something inside of us, and beyond us.

This collection centers around love, vulnerability, and the complexity of human emotions. They explore the depths of longing, connection, and healing while also emphasizing the importance of self-worth, communication, and emotional honesty in relationships. The common thread through them is the balance between desire and self-preservation, the need to love deeply while also protecting oneself from hurt.Through pleas for honesty, spaces for healing, and an exploration of unspoken feelings, my work portrays a journey of learning to love again, learning to communicate openly, and discovering the unwavering resilience of the human heart.

Drowned Words: A Collection of Poems

This collection of poems delves into themes of longing, loss, and self-discovery, set against the backdrop of fleeting moments and the vastness of life. The poems explore the search for meaning, the weight of societal expectations, and the struggle between freedom and constraint. With a dark, introspective tone, they capture the beauty and despair of navigating a world where time slips away, leaving behind a lingering sense of yearning and reflection.

This collection delves into the powerful emotions that shape our lives-love, loss, and the strength to rise above. Through vivid imagery, the poems explore the enduring bonds of affection, the resilience born from hardship, the melancholy of minds, and the personal growth that comes from embracing both light and shadow. With themes of empowerment, self-love, and connection, the poems invite readers into a world where devotion stands against the tide of adversity, where the heart learns to heal and transform, and where love is both a refuge and a force of change.

The collection's themes center on existential struggle, isolation, and the search for meaning in a world that feels both oppressive and indifferent. The poems explore the tension between inner conflict and outward expression, where the act of writing, reflection, and connecting with nature serves as both a sanctuary and a reminder of deeper emotional turmoil. There is a desperate yearning for freedom, whether through self-expression, the fleeting beauty of nature, or the longing for connection, yet this is often tempered by a pervasive sense of inescapable isolation and self-doubt.

The struggle with identity, self-sacrifice, and personal suffering runs through the poems, creating a haunting, introspective atmosphere. The collection as a whole conveys a dark, reflective tone, where moments of fleeting clarity or beauty are overshadowed by an undercurrent of loss, sacrifice, and an existential yearning.

Seeking solace from her turbulent past, Clara arrives in the town of Everbrook, a place that feels too perfect to be real. Beneath its charm lies a world of hidden emotions, unspoken tensions, and unraveling truths. As Clara navigates the strange energy of the town and its mysterious inhabitants, she begins to feel the pull of threads that connect her to something deeper, something darker. When her connection to Amelia, a local with a mask of her own, intensifies, Clara must confront the haunting echoes of her past and decide if she can truly belong anywhere... or if Everbrook will unravel her completely.

It’s a warm spring morning in 1986, when the body of a girl is found right outside the Funfair. Who is she and why was she killed? Detective Inspector Linda Grace Bonora is immediately on the case.Supported by her deputy and friend Sergio Reali and her girlfriend Samia, she will peel off every single veil wrapping this young Jane Doe, giving her a name, an address and a reason to die. Follow DI Bonora in her first investigation, and step into Ferrara, a small Medieaval city in the North-East of Italysurrounded by foggy countryside, where families have known each other for generations and nothing really ever happens…

This is a short story that i made for school about a kid named Collen who learns to deal with the loss of someone close to him as he unravels a mystery that proves that nothing is ever as it seems.

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"Beyond the Fractured Light" is a poignant and introspective poem that explores the human search for happiness, meaning, and emotional wholeness. Through vivid imagery and metaphors, the poem delves into the complexities of the human experience, revealing the fragility and beauty of the human spirit.

A poignant and darkly comedic exploration of the human experience, 'Chaotic Probiotic' delves into the contradictions and absurdities of life. With witty wordplay and unflinching honesty, the poem lays bare the struggles of navigating a seemingly meaningless world, where laughter and despair coexist in a delicate balance.