我想活下去....475Please respect copyright.PENANAzTpelSCGnz
所以...好想流血.....475Please respect copyright.PENANAJP0O7yipwQ
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....475Please respect copyright.PENANAFl785wIfwP
明明流多了就會死....475Please respect copyright.PENANAcr22ktbVCf
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...475Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ7skoU4uO
可是又不是....475Please respect copyright.PENANAtUZgKg7aLC
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....475Please respect copyright.PENANAHhn2eTrKVh
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人475Please respect copyright.PENANAS6m19UQmbL
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮475Please respect copyright.PENANArWpvP4qXTW
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....475Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ8TLGdBaV
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪475Please respect copyright.PENANA4WPFolZsjU
睡在過去中一睡不醒475Please respect copyright.PENANAj8rCLlMcOn
明明心裹得清楚...475Please respect copyright.PENANAXk6S2s6fFq
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....475Please respect copyright.PENANAGbnLCfT45C
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....475Please respect copyright.PENANAzrPgPOgiXK
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力475Please respect copyright.PENANAaGCPCyscIQ
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...475Please respect copyright.PENANAJfD5lj1Yhy
好討厭自己...475Please respect copyright.PENANAbYlJ6Tl7qJ
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...475Please respect copyright.PENANARMzGpOKIZF
自殘就像吸毒475Please respect copyright.PENANAQl09c0xHwz
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭475Please respect copyright.PENANAXHkCjXwnC3
既害怕又讓人不能停止475Please respect copyright.PENANAiQDwTeuC66
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...475Please respect copyright.PENANAiZD1s9YCA8
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....475Please respect copyright.PENANAsz8e5oC2Mv
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....475Please respect copyright.PENANAdUjrHXCrRO
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...475Please respect copyright.PENANAI8axtve0xj
想死又想活下去475Please respect copyright.PENANAdkhIDGV2kF
想流血但不想受傷...475Please respect copyright.PENANAue9ylGnbHd
怕痛但沒感覺....475Please respect copyright.PENANAwHvPKdu0tT
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....475Please respect copyright.PENANAoVUoV0IFVC
血流多少也不夠....475Please respect copyright.PENANAT2Odr3rdku
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
475Please respect copyright.PENANAgXXo5q8V7r