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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection210PENANAYWaNLquChU 維尼
when I realized what happened.8964 copyright protection210PENANAturf0zG1qP 維尼
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shared that moment with me.8964 copyright protection210PENANAe4qnhPW2P2 維尼
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the fountain never moved.8964 copyright protection210PENANAe81ydWYjxf 維尼
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I remember exactly where I was8964 copyright protection210PENANAFaM7GeG1lw 維尼
when I told myself it didn’t happen.8964 copyright protection210PENANAVHmZvASTNr 維尼
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and waited for it to happen again.8964 copyright protection210PENANASBuPW76Gmq 維尼
I chose the most vile and abusive men,8964 copyright protection210PENANAcCaLt384HC 維尼
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that to me then it was normal.8964 copyright protection210PENANAE4VLtQXYrD 維尼
If they hurt me the way he did,8964 copyright protection210PENANA43Ihzd6Q7y 維尼
then what happened wasn’t rare.8964 copyright protection210PENANAx6h74i2LSH 維尼
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but never the way I thought they would.8964 copyright protection210PENANABzdwTaLRRZ 維尼
By trying to rationalize this one trauma8964 copyright protection210PENANA7N1uVJQaKJ 維尼
I created so many more.8964 copyright protection210PENANAOZaRufEvMr 維尼
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The hours I spent in backseats of cars8964 copyright protection210PENANASweKIu0Zb3 維尼
or time I spent on my knees8964 copyright protection210PENANA2k6CZwZDdB 維尼
are pieces of me I can’t ever get back.8964 copyright protection210PENANARF0LeMA0SL 維尼
I know from experience how little support8964 copyright protection210PENANAyKmP0cUchV 維尼
a cardboard box has8964 copyright protection210PENANANLqDiE8OCh 維尼
and how grimey the underside of a bathroom8964 copyright protection210PENANAXtsT8TP4Gs 維尼
sink is.8964 copyright protection210PENANAD5rCyWvkXM 維尼
I let sweaty middle-aged men climb over me8964 copyright protection210PENANAYKECB9ttsg 維尼
while I blankly stared at mirrored ceilings8964 copyright protection210PENANAIukFsAsxX5 維尼
because I told myself I deserved it. 8964 copyright protection210PENANATqc1c8m52o 維尼
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come to me when I least expect it8964 copyright protection210PENANAmZ3FaztC9j 維尼
Driving, and thoughts of8964 copyright protection210PENANAqo5ysC5QKR 維尼
“my rapist was in my house”8964 copyright protection210PENANAjetaSal5Y4 維尼
distract me.8964 copyright protection210PENANAGpymCLrjyp 維尼
Washing dishes, and my brain chirps8964 copyright protection210PENANA9Wj7w0z3tg 維尼
“he helped your grandparents move a shelf”8964 copyright protection210PENANAMW6PwbYhMx 維尼
showering, and all I can see8964 copyright protection210PENANA4s1Ggmlasi 維尼
are faces8964 copyright protection210PENANAC49hKCmdDY 維尼
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Your way of thinking will change.8964 copyright protection210PENANAR7X35SivFC 維尼
No one talks about that.8964 copyright protection210PENANA3VMjNgrlXu 維尼
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and it’ll be another thing you’ve lost. 8964 copyright protection210PENANA8Us5N9Ki5u 維尼
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someone always makes one8964 copyright protection210PENANA3AEXAMzBES 維尼
and it’ll take almost breaking 8964 copyright protection210PENANAnc3OWD1AwR 維尼
your teeth8964 copyright protection210PENANAS0nqXgUXDj 維尼
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This thing that happened to you8964 copyright protection210PENANA7UCNCqBmYv 維尼
is used as a plot twist in movies.8964 copyright protection210PENANA8CplQ5i33y 維尼
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understanding or knowledge8964 copyright protection210PENANADHEK5ybHZ4 維尼
that the rest of the audience won't. 8964 copyright protection210PENANAquEGvNxtdj 維尼
“I get why they froze.”8964 copyright protection210PENANAKm0yItm9GG 維尼
”The shower made sense.”8964 copyright protection210PENANAnkex74XkqM 維尼
”I didn’t say anything either.”8964 copyright protection210PENANAjSvIofW4Ih 維尼
“Zoning out is normal.”8964 copyright protection210PENANA9ts2Why9vs 維尼
“Ah, the random crying stage.”8964 copyright protection210PENANA8XaDUG9eit 維尼
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why you connected to someone8964 copyright protection210PENANAbaJloe9uNz 維尼
with ten minutes of screentime8964 copyright protection210PENANABBT4KSwN43 維尼
or some side character8964 copyright protection210PENANAYNipL9HqCq 維尼
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but that only lasts for so long.8964 copyright protection210PENANA1qnVbgYLek 維尼
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with or without you.8964 copyright protection210PENANA7Fop29Y9At 維尼
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Eventually you have to stop8964 copyright protection210PENANASEizw1kr8I 維尼
mentioning it8964 copyright protection210PENANAMmrDbGu9gW 維尼
or you’ll get left behind.8964 copyright protection210PENANAa3lVSBrzdG 維尼
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I called ten offices8964 copyright protection210PENANAz3uzvFXrFM 維尼
there were no openings8964 copyright protection210PENANAYZpORLeIrF 維尼
when I was finally ready8964 copyright protection210PENANAL8ib5ka09f 維尼
to tell my story8964 copyright protection210PENANAsvyv6qvnoq 維尼
there were no ears8964 copyright protection210PENANArqDZM5tn7d 維尼
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I have to remind myself8964 copyright protection210PENANAAvsestMN5g 維尼
to call him what he actually is8964 copyright protection210PENANAjjlUw4nJIp 維尼
a rapist8964 copyright protection210PENANAltMF8rty1Z 維尼
Monsters are the things from fairy tales8964 copyright protection210PENANAK1Qs2l5vck 維尼
that show us darkness can be defeated8964 copyright protection210PENANA663yJA3IRm 維尼
Fantastical beings born into evil8964 copyright protection210PENANA9hWdE7ImD7 維尼
He chose it in that moment8964 copyright protection210PENANAngmmEZ6nKf 維尼
and there wasn’t a sword for me8964 copyright protection210PENANAHjGeW6PqGF 維尼
I have to remind myself that he was nothing more than a man8964 copyright protection210PENANAkJMyMQLHXF 維尼
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You can’t get raped in you’re not having sex.8964 copyright protection210PENANAkRPwyQQKxv 維尼
So they don’t teach you about it.8964 copyright protection210PENANAiZOSTjEP7j 維尼
Now that you know nothing 8964 copyright protection210PENANA5DN3l9b0P7 維尼
how do you tell crime from nature?8964 copyright protection210PENANA2KNHq18zxM 維尼
You don’t.214Please respect copyright.PENANAjmQi7cUk0o
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You learn about it in secret.8964 copyright protection210PENANAn6piEuATtJ 維尼
On darkened screens where predators lurk8964 copyright protection210PENANAfj1SyA2Zby 維尼
and you get desensitized. 8964 copyright protection210PENANAeSU3bY5OyK 維尼
Violence=love8964 copyright protection210PENANAeWsbFPnpoV 維尼
or so the internet says.8964 copyright protection210PENANAzFulYFXFQQ 維尼
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So when something violent happens you think everythings normal.8964 copyright protection210PENANAhRGQUyNPzs 維尼
It takes years to figure out what went wrong.8964 copyright protection210PENANADzKIswa5B5 維尼
You blame yourself,8964 copyright protection210PENANAFnt38kjkrY 維尼
for not realizing it sooner.8964 copyright protection210PENANASX4xNesSPu 維尼
They blame you,8964 copyright protection210PENANAN9XDOmWGf0 維尼
because how could you have been raped8964 copyright protection210PENANAd0kCbPB3bC 維尼
if you’re not having sex?8964 copyright protection210PENANA1Y4wY402Fg 維尼
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I vilified myself8964 copyright protection210PENANAcrxSvyCNZ3 維尼
ruined my own background8964 copyright protection210PENANABEcy14ztoy 維尼
lied to myself8964 copyright protection210PENANAcvqVT0PBSS 維尼
why would anyone believe me8964 copyright protection210PENANATKxFlc4zzd 維尼
if I didn’t for years8964 copyright protection210PENANAJ6L5NeaaQb 維尼
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Seven years.8964 copyright protection210PENANA6BAqSfzbPY 維尼
That’s how long I sang8964 copyright protection210PENANAth9E8UI70A 維尼
my song of denial.8964 copyright protection210PENANAKzcp0jGy1w 維尼
That could have been years8964 copyright protection210PENANANEj5918f8V 維尼
of therapy, moving on,8964 copyright protection210PENANAHBQOTrSxmm 維尼
or at least acceptance.8964 copyright protection210PENANA3gry2vcJqw 維尼
Seven years8964 copyright protection210PENANAwwMwvJxWUu 維尼
spent fighting myself8964 copyright protection210PENANAuvNGu6n2un 維尼
while the real monster8964 copyright protection210PENANAw1CzbvWLYo 維尼
roamed free8964 copyright protection210PENANAY9NvaSpirz 維尼
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