DISCLAIMER
[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 119Please respect copyright.PENANABGX0rBCzna
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.119Please respect copyright.PENANAo3LRmhwzqq
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements119Please respect copyright.PENANASw9HzuqrwZ
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says119Please respect copyright.PENANAshobtkKI9V
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention119Please respect copyright.PENANA9F7CZW2D61
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.119Please respect copyright.PENANAmPUwQ3xVPS
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say119Please respect copyright.PENANADXxIeKOzja
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.119Please respect copyright.PENANAOpyLboi8Ld
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.119Please respect copyright.PENANA4F75En5Fjk
Please understand that your words do not help.119Please respect copyright.PENANAOCJFf9rm7c
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.119Please respect copyright.PENANA0yytFWUQ9u
This boy deserves comfort and understanding119Please respect copyright.PENANA83gM0161VP
not being constantly pushed past his limits.119Please respect copyright.PENANAV5oFIgeLcU
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help119Please respect copyright.PENANAk7ZtRI2sjl
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.119Please respect copyright.PENANACPMzk1g21R
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough119Please respect copyright.PENANA4wewQ58ujG
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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