DISCLAIMER
[This writing may not be formal. This is an emotion dump puncuation and spelling may be off. This is not my best quality writing.] 118Please respect copyright.PENANAKY2tkkvVyA
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I feel the weight again that feeling of pain putting a physical toll on me.118Please respect copyright.PENANArqJXFeEjhA
Maybe it's because I just heard a young boy make muliple suicide statements118Please respect copyright.PENANA69G4yylcFJ
Just to be told that he was being dramatic and using it as an excuse to skip class. Maybe it's because I see the hurt in the things he says118Please respect copyright.PENANAxUKPpnwTKe
and It reminds me all the times I have been told that My emotions are fake and I'm looking for attention118Please respect copyright.PENANAxUzmR1zGgR
Maybe it's because I am worried to leave this kid alone and I am worried that we wont see his face by next monday morning.118Please respect copyright.PENANAnZ5S0vrP7U
Maybe it's because this was me and now it is him and I hate the fact that he is dying slowly. All my pain floods back suddenly but you know what they say118Please respect copyright.PENANAuRyJdrHy5e
"It's just moodswings, it happens every month." So now my age and stage in devolpment determine why I feel so shitty.118Please respect copyright.PENANAXfj5axm5hu
Most times it's not my damn period it's everything else around me and inside me.118Please respect copyright.PENANAExP2Mj8NSV
Please understand that your words do not help.118Please respect copyright.PENANAldV22M6pP1
They may shut us up but you have only added to our reasons to go.118Please respect copyright.PENANA1Oz4MZjSfZ
This boy deserves comfort and understanding118Please respect copyright.PENANA77aEYV52RQ
not being constantly pushed past his limits.118Please respect copyright.PENANAXcWLCbwloG
I am no longer in a treatment facilty therefore I can not ask for extra help118Please respect copyright.PENANARaOrHGp2n8
because then I would have to explain that I never really got better.118Please respect copyright.PENANAjkVl7o2bWt
So I let you poke at me telling me I'm not trying hard enough118Please respect copyright.PENANA9tEKFfMIt0
because no matter what you'll never see the monster of it all eating at me.
~rylan
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