I have always been very curious about everything because of this nature of mine I learned a lot of things a normal 16 years is not sometimes supposed to know. How to kill people, how to bury a body and how to pick a lock were just the beginning of my profound knowledge but as curious spirit I was I always wondered how it feels to fall. A fall so deep that it feels neverending. How it feels to see your life flash does even in the fear of death do you worry about your loved ones? Does in the choice between your own death and that of your own do everyone choose their loved ones?
Their was something they all told me it was that I am inhumane a person with no emotions a person incapable of feeling anything but I never payed them mind till that day. Even on the day that I lost the only person who loved me without expecting anything in return left me I didn't feel anything which only fueled my curiosity why was it I couldn't feel anything? Was something wrong with me? I did a lot of things to finally feel something and then I finally found it.
The joy of killing. It was fun it made me feel things happiness,fear,guilt yet a kind of joy I could not place my finger on. Yet, after all that I still couldn't understand how death felt like. No matter who I asked nobody would tell me.
That's why today I will find out myself.
Today,
Will be the day my curiosity is cured.I leave this note here.
Whoever you are who are reading this.
Your Next
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