gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjt5ZZuJEH
like a bright message to the future.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTppq8g1XgN
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8gvOTO5PC
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu6TW3MmAs
and instead, I find out with days to spare.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmijWkpHDj8
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkjKztaf5L
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNI2nY5kWj
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOXwwkrsjL
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6LKmJQ7vW
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptaeSzGne4
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnfndw6Z2P
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnsKk6NLkm
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPJL01aLpZ
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ0CYFrxJn
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycyIBgWo49
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfYUbGF8e2
and a broken heart. It could be worse.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RAs4574IE
I still want you here thought, by my side.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQG3WUcvHjF
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfCfyRxF86
that chooses to visit once in a while.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHZqThjlxz
I just have the recollections of our good days.845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdbEsuADkL
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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