gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,786Please respect copyright.PENANA4OBJ8RTzqW
like a bright message to the future.786Please respect copyright.PENANABReEfeThTF
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,786Please respect copyright.PENANAIpgRbYiX8T
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)786Please respect copyright.PENANATgf0Pu9qYB
and instead, I find out with days to spare.786Please respect copyright.PENANAz8etXD67As
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.786Please respect copyright.PENANANUThAGsqVr
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.786Please respect copyright.PENANAHwQxlv4DzS
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.786Please respect copyright.PENANAVCCkZ9yveQ
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.786Please respect copyright.PENANAt3oGJwvYb7
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.786Please respect copyright.PENANANf9O8AY3YJ
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,786Please respect copyright.PENANAPAYQxANBHZ
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.786Please respect copyright.PENANAIQAQSubHZv
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.786Please respect copyright.PENANAq7dUDYF21s
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled786Please respect copyright.PENANA5hmUZRvEeq
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here786Please respect copyright.PENANAzTXCmqpwkq
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,786Please respect copyright.PENANArC2YmLqPNV
and a broken heart. It could be worse.786Please respect copyright.PENANATqsdU8F2QG
I still want you here thought, by my side.786Please respect copyright.PENANAxN56kyU1Lh
That still hasn’t changed.
———
the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,786Please respect copyright.PENANArQoxrxR2iR
that chooses to visit once in a while.786Please respect copyright.PENANAdIpm4b6uC3
I just have the recollections of our good days.786Please respect copyright.PENANAt1bKz0JFR6
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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