gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWRCknWsp5
like a bright message to the future.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6XfSprcIK
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXkxOoZgPq
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqXHbXMyEH
and instead, I find out with days to spare.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR1P9Laflf
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx0uyhyOY3
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPMJe3lD2u
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSTIWbsbEv
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4UkqXCC8Z
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA0KXPnCI5
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3u4cGRRvl
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UYlhOpHFk
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg8WMJwzML
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3IJu8bRVP
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGUXF6rUtr
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtjgKAxu7r
and a broken heart. It could be worse.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllJCHjPIKt
I still want you here thought, by my side.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6og2rZJtVx
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO8KYmh1fO
that chooses to visit once in a while.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZqbVhUiae
I just have the recollections of our good days.876Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcO6aTI7Hl
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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