gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kBG6vn3nu
like a bright message to the future.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXI9BVBdes
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiaKwPurQ1
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoOGiPb3ln
and instead, I find out with days to spare.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eWWsGCz0I
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLn3vnbgtC
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cngqN9Pal
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj90CagtVW
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTNxt5M7Xp
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MOsxUZiPB
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4lppY61gJ
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTb6uSheFQ
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUB0Ukzpx3
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCit4RXCDTH
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1eMNuHd4n
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJEVjmonjz
and a broken heart. It could be worse.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOYUnlWYvE
I still want you here thought, by my side.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL2uXC541f
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFDPiYDYDx
that chooses to visit once in a while.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7F1nk91Hr
I just have the recollections of our good days.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo7IgLonD5
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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