gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhacpJEj4uh
like a bright message to the future.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp04KTxDhH
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhUjI2K9gY
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzhUqoJyzC
and instead, I find out with days to spare.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUoqyKx542
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMlR0jZsHp
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLfipvDjC2
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wlecMBo80
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs3wstR1jx
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKI9J6Ag78w
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1ANNEEJkF
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxLTvzLcOV
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrS1iGgo32
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ1FfBnCAS
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PuDP3DZnt
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1LihXlgqj
and a broken heart. It could be worse.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOCyRcbRF6
I still want you here thought, by my side.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoZGCoxVbL
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhokVWh0bfj
that chooses to visit once in a while.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkZf4i5zcu
I just have the recollections of our good days.918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYHzDJpWBK
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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