gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nsv6LqG4W
like a bright message to the future.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nSZeeYKVq
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvDPONVE04
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeMo02J2pS
and instead, I find out with days to spare.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AW9ebMbAu
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RRuFZpGBR
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ6aBBFL8C
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeFIR6svzZ
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFOZ8iwOVO
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3HPO5WWdN
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xACogq7NO
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0RGzbbjf9
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGQH0LYQ0B
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YY0ywnefx
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg8CEfegl1
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ3m49MUlN
and a broken heart. It could be worse.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjZmx6ZMU0
I still want you here thought, by my side.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjel22a6dna
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvzTDXplcY
that chooses to visit once in a while.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kAS9yJBe6
I just have the recollections of our good days.819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6K9QlH7Lq
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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