春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZF0xDKSfU
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRw6pkEdmw
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN1VXCm6vp
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxslCNylalI
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu9Hl7p5XW
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQKjswgWUP
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13E54WvG8m
郭禹震了一下。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQpz8hNYgK
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR2UHuhKAO
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhtSzHjwda
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RK2ePcjPE
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8MCsk8chY
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM2qKnDNuG
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOAQ1wZIHl
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9qbI1rDXW
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43cQ5YJPJ4
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE4LlOfT40
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVEtht0O2a
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMxAuXWZil
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnLVIoN3ft
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnRpdKnDX5
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDZQiUYLH0
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XcZfu7INW
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRoyPPnEQs
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IWm1L4mkc
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmmkOLolcD
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CjbgFkooa
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP7IpQdMC8
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEn4nGzWNo
「嗯。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTRp8Urx9w
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmDM6XFCht
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzGYcidBlv
被拉得很長、很長。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcEbYVZ4Zi
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquknDSHOvk
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTLJ5WkMs0
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GJbQ31953
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdde7Bjzv1O
她抹抹眼。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz3hwny8dG
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eOUsOrFwa
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pFIbdhyTo
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJANSzumvsv
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JI8Mg2Jos
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnmpDtAIvB
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5APPWB9nO9
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0ABp5lall
「什麼？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOgF7bNH2O
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjpR4vnF7g
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJKTO740Ch
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu5bj4Jgb7
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB16onfKf2
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIEU6wb7ow
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevXEt1gU4m
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUhnGAiuej
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzrnwcaa3P
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuqTi2LRzx
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsku9PMMKwR
回來了。那個熟悉的她。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxPmiCnCQE
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPFSEvwB6y
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNEHNAaPrE
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MEHdbn5Zo
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooVGBHI4S3
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放學，郭禹回到家。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmK709VrRh
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtroL9BPpFC
「好⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPZCZHDbTv
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gFeTylDpG
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugrtM3ajRI
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCgvh5RVzy
爸爸沈默的看著。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb1aqj0lCY
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIgj7D0xUa
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBshGWLG5h
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV3VXBijcs
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKHDk0pzSB
她吞了吞口水。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbqMVciREL
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6synJ1PfI4
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK6uR3JcLV
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZzTQMnncZ
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJjrkLSkSk
唔。她馬上放低眼神。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoHzxbXyyu
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TxXV0Xekt
安靜的那種。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH61wyl90Iw
讓人發寒。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2RKSqvuM3
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXTMolCUfw
郭禹點點頭。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWAo39vzO3
「是。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL5yFacQKJ
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X6F9ahJ9N
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqR73XiTGF
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UttpBuxwd
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaleypLkUC
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTXi4k8nMM
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHAaUKrneo
然後，是她今天說過的話。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWCfukfi3l
——「不會累嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZiyRx2LZS
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZGlB0czeq
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD3y08xwEt
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESNgmMcYxy
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAy3qQEMZ8
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeP38r9v9D
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ipJVuwhyA
「是啊。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGrBLsFxJO
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUqq2yvJlr
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBT6lotnR3
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU0BquUmDE
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL2qGs5dIk
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpGs1Mw92r
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoewXpvMgSV
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5P6jbHT94
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaCg0Q90FJ
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KyrE3XNDW
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziLSDqrvpE
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhMD8ioY1D
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOLSDxjyEW
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCtCGBoRu6
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljNKRrwfxN
「腦袋有問題。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMND9k1G0ql
「哈哈。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeWFhatgIH
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SBz050JQl
「啊！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSvAXNNCo5
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq3Y0xbD6w
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjWMO8aO7I
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg20IE03Xu3
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UmbXYg4o7
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1YnxiTdB6
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrh7HDQ4m9
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSthghanemB
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYrONBrvpR
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekLtmnkZ7Z
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn5Rri8zlW
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbDK3XQ67d
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJojgZ98Pi
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje7IMTuqfH
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCxaLRjg9M
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3cWg698vY
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY5PNScXQO
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLHVFpFqWc
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40OhkSuOLp
郭禹的表情僵住。 451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97AKpY9wXd
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWoJY7QT0M
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHY82qNjXk
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijfrQzxHuF
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoIsDe5Cv3
「妳——」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n47GFTCX8
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoxcXlpDW0
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegifu0rzAb
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitsxow9DQL
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivPxLeEE7P
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWwV1GaJdV
——真是可恥。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZuHFdb48U
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwQxE5951x
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpax6WoD4g
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4WefHelO2
也許她可以⋯⋯451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ148FRwuzJ
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofXasY3tbF
她一震。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHaJyDMO4W
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l4wFphery
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Ko7vCRmA
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW9AqkZTEG
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyeTnu79pq
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8du453LN3
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBegy9zwUL
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6aKzmAr6B
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjxVpURcDf
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCI3vW3fKM
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMIdJ3RO2u
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjESNV0GfVr
「別再說了！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOuYOc3ikd
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxrf2HjQg1
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQHAauDBpP
「快追！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sPN1nwWWt
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXqBLGt0BM
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ev193C1i4
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sRzMqE9lw
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ch0HjD6Z
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8iouZITjE
「不要，要走就——」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1qde9LavM
「拿著。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaTyR3EZk1
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt17FdkBosm
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni7TGAJUAu
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCi8Q2Vkh4
「騙人——」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbat1H2EjQ5
「我像是在說謊嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeNeFrlP7n
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOafYzuoe25
「很好。現在快跑。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqliVkd1Bt4
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KshKOvuq8
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVRGAlBRfP
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqV7gYpdjm
而她正在哭。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdL1ttMjou
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P1Yr0iJNQ
為什麼。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN4RorFQbL
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELEwuKeTDb
而今天，是大考當天。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCX3Ga73SH0
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaAprzqOt2
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKGKhhEB4G
「妳怎麼了？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL6VwqRNNc
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WCu1rWgRZ
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNyXiWunty
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu2bj0yHu0
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB4lXelp1V
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcGhig9Wvt
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWtcWHstY4
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGeuX0dtnN
「⋯⋯嗯。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxKuuYatzd
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuXxrUDLKs
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7OEplZffu
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER9M9rQE9f
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbde49qIDRC
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA44OSOwT1
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoAEToFOIS
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWJGUpNhhH
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVtEbKBSrn
那是個墓碑。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vebvmP3uS
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPMPefPF0P
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBonZSXKTvl
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnePUrvC9hl
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoNsmefLh7
「我不——」她試著開口。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoh9ZBF8Gf
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvfYHEKkRo
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcRdUdpwQm
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlc3Wb4Uen
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXgYtEKDiy
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPqz4XvvPP
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqD86m0Lu3
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk9BKk1LHL
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpyZQxofbL
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡra7ewwg52b
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMtYQv6KyW
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWxyOandem
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9ynopa8Hj
信封署名是給她的。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1xbseiTdj
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkd5v0PpBX
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshm8PwNvlL
郭禹 上451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOpJ0qz65P
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVOphwHOJy
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJY6cwfqXH
或許，是從一開始吧。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJmHAo58Vn
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbbhEavUI5
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODOYxICmpp
現在這樣、最好。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3drq0ruEp
看吧，一切都不會改變。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadnedqVUQc
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi12YFtG1P6
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqeluyHySa
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBEK92ClKC
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPO34iYB7o
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeS4HKKjM8
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL2Cs3Bpkd
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 451Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9gw4XftGN
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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