春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy2WTIZ47c
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBcGEWI8NL
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfVTsTov4s
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdRBpUKsuT
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChh6vHGDEx
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxz8RAixEc
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8lx1wcb3u
郭禹震了一下。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBwhHDnucB
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEhHQWfvB8
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJf7dteNlo
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNzPer2lRD
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTE8E2i673
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ0GJDrkFI
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DM1UNt54M
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYlcWkXknE
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpKMqiTnwB
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21OPsDNwSd
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlnczU8mre
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWlm1dmZMf
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeLkV8yclH
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoA6k3SElJ
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczfM671nx8
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV0Vos2g9v
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0d8kTp8G8
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslGWxirHZy
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkE1Bv7vCb
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq58tUEazLo
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe36MnCxruF
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwkiDSHDiL
「嗯。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiji1M36yt
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyzW8t3vHO
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9XghgLDgP
被拉得很長、很長。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vnZDBR3yG
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp07Ff3MFha
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8TFrzJFxf
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoWZsyusMz
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEppZde8lKx
她抹抹眼。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZW3mrjkqz
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUaeqKjs4o
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoTwZV8a4K
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknxmpIOjuU
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaof1maUWi
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGkZEgjmue
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmKOAHf8vL
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX0QMZx2hv
「什麼？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UbQjOMuaC
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsTyG73NYk
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqbdzjpUIq
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUEMdB5P4n
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOCvNXsGvL
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKTaokkjht
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0Vz17mFui
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyisFurYvRn
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8DtlYpmn7
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUEhy7illx
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFclVxXTnP
回來了。那個熟悉的她。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbBXXhsZr9
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGaDH3vlxJ
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW3OTkOYz6
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidLEs4spl7
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5fVcwvgWM
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放學，郭禹回到家。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU7pAq9NiN
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdJ1QABgLP
「好⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIMVhXZyCI
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYFZbmDKCF
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYqL1G8lUX
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESml9TCMHO
爸爸沈默的看著。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtn4HJKdYI
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZQiYO4RdA
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEs0bkcWUQ
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTsWETH2M9
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlEhA1mO4x
她吞了吞口水。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6elbE8e7i
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2asZFBbc3
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUspk0KKVrb
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLb9hM29108
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzkgg90tHZ
唔。她馬上放低眼神。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7dUoA8y9G
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE77xQgxS7
安靜的那種。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX81mqoC5KI
讓人發寒。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBk6z0WOBV
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UyiY58lif
郭禹點點頭。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ00M0hnUP
「是。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpyQupo17G
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ9byhmw3Y
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdnuQQ3PWS
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNzO6rNjxl
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjmUnzrtKE
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN90ipddQM
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZy9Yk8gdX
然後，是她今天說過的話。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqVuRqIeOY
——「不會累嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSBYQJw4KG
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2w5thNJd4
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3TJR9p8fr
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HEqbRePPd
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviJVSkVmVx
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQceeDGf5Q
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HYjy2Zykf
「是啊。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ENON5Fw1h
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmJUfimr8y
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2NHs1yaCz
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5R4yULwhm
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfe6ZfffkS
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFJ5hKhQq9
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbbpI1Yke8
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM7Vyc12Mu
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4n1LQnDzj
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ085H2RN8P9
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCMqAIF5I4
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SzGBd1ZkU
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA931mu4rHH
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA0wxuzqoa
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNir4Pe5yPq
「腦袋有問題。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZRyJgK8Hk
「哈哈。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkajdT8Z97
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnskjlWTGac
「啊！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEUxVCUAAz
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcA354bzyO
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3bmD7F2Oy
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefZ4gO0MbC
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTfzGJd1Bn
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLk9clQJuo
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzpMU9hB7F
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1gMJUDtTT
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbATc3Uraqh
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt9RAwoS5B
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYudIhALqMN
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb2M7bLEaB
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwlKhc7zhZ
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDn92SsEFE
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzTR5oB7yc
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl47yVTzyd
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLoixJTB7e
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N8C3mu4xX
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBQBQu1Kx8
郭禹的表情僵住。 462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7TYTldIT9
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUnQ7kttXw
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFePhYMgOCH
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIJeVqTLWb
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwawZSniE0
「妳——」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWnoajMnj4
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt5Eiz0uTe
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH4n6IJjWu
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfClq5kF1Z4
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoEpquUwn6
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPy6N8bYGl
——真是可恥。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6YBxwNZie
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dAFHe9qeX
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2mYKxjxWD
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlGFml39J7
也許她可以⋯⋯462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhyP4CAQzF
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7p56fRHIv
她一震。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtp2ilMoBm
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVBFbXdwWn
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OngSDh9N2
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerVjVNjTIb
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1Skkxpbzv
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRo4uA3blX
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RkHQU0nn2
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8iwTstdRb
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc87HXXaiq
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp4YQcnEuD
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaanO0fF8E5
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6xhLt0YQV
「別再說了！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZpDngB1gu
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzfnDuuHIz
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl6ugSkI44
「快追！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL6jX8xF3J
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CiNVL0ggY
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOlp1t7fwl
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElTU4n2qe6
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7A65VwaVO
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mBxzCb8BM
「不要，要走就——」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih6BVbEmr3
「拿著。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiMLoaV3yJ
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZOsZTcWqp
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1pkO7BO4u
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxBkZKNK0s
「騙人——」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEbmKqiUQ8
「我像是在說謊嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY2gdwA6GO
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fua7uXF8F
「很好。現在快跑。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhj7xQBRUk
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1ICKU8eSH
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSmSgLLgyi
郭禹。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHHXSUBNAu
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHrzkyOf9j
而她正在哭。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgtX5ly1n1
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyhazr1NV0
為什麼。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1gjqyQW6i
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4QvyTkvx5
而今天，是大考當天。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX01xa5oXNI
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsCx0ycsQ7
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9WUlSWRfQ
「妳怎麼了？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelXDXgxWhT
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3FkPkiaab
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCKGAS3cKq
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1WXLOUzMR
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1KsiiZhCM
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJpZtpfbX1
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRpHf5EUV0
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjpf3B5veD
「⋯⋯嗯。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe4yZwjOGL
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHNFZS8Spr
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoXS3WU2fO
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2NVn03Snm
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aQLTEX4da
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiVS82TQM8
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8dowdYY3V
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡincH6LbclX
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgEIoEWijA
那是個墓碑。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8TnekXoda
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PXfQ5m9VC
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe17D6M5oG
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJVSinMt3u
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpna5AKdDZ
「我不——」她試著開口。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB0b3CZeA9
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EUP1cGYej
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJQska2btN
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIB6s9YI2N
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX72P2jxnY
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktx2XWlUDt
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHe1uyEfqN
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ936a7W7L1V
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5PpSvZ0g8
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfphkpVyPFH
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pZhctJN4e
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8Vcbln0el
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbGEWCirHY
信封署名是給她的。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGg69cHjAn
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRIjKCX2Yi
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycM6mxgjFB
郭禹 上462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugmEenlxUh
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y1fYq0CHT
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHUk1jykUB
或許，是從一開始吧。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0sl7snn2s
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcysMOQbO8
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE8v47ZZZA
現在這樣、最好。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYwG30TlnF
看吧，一切都不會改變。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EWLiy2IVH
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNSw9LoP8a
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mP9KaeeI7
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCBE49lfH3
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhemSFW6iZ
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DFOaCQ4n4
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQMRevq2sO
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 462Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM07V5cRBG0
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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