春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t8EJJRgpE
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7HFG7OTcB
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm4rDvrnkf
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5OoytLGCh
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSp5IqdQ9H
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLeHaJrqWW
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylvEBJIsTb
郭禹震了一下。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBRAj4KAUD
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAoDO4AHXy
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGrPZ6kCTy
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvehexYUOdg
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnQR5jOFt0
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek6ao6aTSb
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTF0AB7HTD
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagubdK3Z3p
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizvcxTG8Nf
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EC0qUJrU3
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhfq2f8AJQ
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx0XPzAJwh
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP6TdyZODB
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmps7N689X7
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorF9W1vkfO
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhU4XV8vU1
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e4GOzxkRc
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVXcfuxi9E
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaEJFSJbC2
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kceDbJXmP
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGUNLV6TGL
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRif3krbPV
「嗯。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XM2mK2INS
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqks4Vh9xvB
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtz6EWEnca
被拉得很長、很長。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVh6wEYOvE
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXyQImo3M5
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGE7qDKFJC
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10PByn8X45
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZHjtrtn0K
她抹抹眼。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg32wXOjW0
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzQ7HznpoY
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUY1FCLrTw
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlKgEizEsL
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4cmWpkaaF
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX2NHDF6uR
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVzQMgMdUi
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWgTiVaXEG
「什麼？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOuiE2hmTk
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhjB3UVSfp
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWcDWojPdx
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv72D537OK
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISdGAHWPXY
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSUoOEYlSx
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlePogtpo9
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYCfDkTRU2
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbh8i4M4W7
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T0g0rnRIy
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVm9YfjKx6
回來了。那個熟悉的她。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeEfp6VjOo
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGzgFR2m1t
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHORkmWKq9J
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtH6Gzuos3
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwS36iTLGd
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放學，郭禹回到家。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFBqH3smle
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAz5Rc2Q63
「好⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLLakTI7h1
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOoRfpH5r9
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxbcGRDAgZ
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs0skumMkO
爸爸沈默的看著。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmybWXVaJi
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8W0mRH6wK
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXXyHmVBnH
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfEy5ZaPBU
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeCs1gTONl
她吞了吞口水。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirCbQQZ6IB
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrPF5v1tEc
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8wleka9yh
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzJbKi7tqa
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI7vRwzF5S
唔。她馬上放低眼神。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJyFkp5A9d
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyBvm2X7EX
安靜的那種。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4v79JotNr
讓人發寒。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ryReO8M5q
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqQSskLSHs
郭禹點點頭。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN65XeMJnx
「是。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUA2NQBce0
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVX9Av5M21
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxBwjkxVhc
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHdqZhddXA
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBpKhcJAxO
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bqAS6Zuh8
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTRZBMjSX1
然後，是她今天說過的話。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL5ykBKoUi
——「不會累嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6ekJxV8TN
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ866OzoLTIM
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2GtBecsIv
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxdtVLGhrw
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeyUe3X5q8
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk18TChyLB
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqTfzOJZjp
「是啊。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQCLe6jG1o
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzckH5XFeQ
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviMfcPm7t3
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2pwDQPVL1
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoIV034A71
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vHEMuFv53
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAs4haN1Vl
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4cKbEUFGa
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkFPwdVlCr
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGxYnFu2TE
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBnGcAUL9C
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn34cR6rU2E
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgo6WHJRcv
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFX9LmHnSR
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj11AlgLbT7
「腦袋有問題。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU0LTAi6TR
「哈哈。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr7fg2fra3
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94WQKQNA6a
「啊！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQucdZzXNnX
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWwBuhxoWi
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrI9NMGr6eR
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlljWnCpzgt
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XcyWZ7ODj
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9BalvLTWH
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8gqpT2L6l
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo2epF3S5C
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRbLuBjVcI
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf1mpt5ryN
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmFFse0r9v
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxzma2v2XH
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rTHqBK3Nh
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjON5X7OHv
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70aw1Ek5M1
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAoSxusGUT
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7fe00AMFM
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SxkW0zmk1
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAV0vrtdJU
郭禹的表情僵住。 448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUswbyaccM
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZW1Ip19nS
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBaMEw0U49
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUBG9TCWcH
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrpf09sLlF
「妳——」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUv57cvCz3
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8byYfuKioi
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z5BeDkSoq
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEZiahFHab
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbEPCl4AoK
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDF2NgnhAk
——真是可恥。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NZYaERQfs
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk3itcVj5U
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGn6VOPtwF
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oQ9dxk9xT
也許她可以⋯⋯448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0Z19K9YHp
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FTIAQl9h1
她一震。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR8IHBMcq4
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV49XXEBD4H
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCysBhbORN
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6BsXlsRgp
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqxpvNEaeU
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6KwC26jLe
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzwdoEsxMc
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ4shnpAae
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PxsESA2Vt
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrSaOPdDHk
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7FZzvWL72
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4Ww40Zcv9
「別再說了！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83ebLys4N8
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7LOn3YHz0
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRpo4tOu3n
「快追！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8jnm3aqFP
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENWkczlIX6
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhVCEBJP8E
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsl3C1CGtb
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uwBHcWXQ5
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O2W3myRHL
「不要，要走就——」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25Fe3OKAHW
「拿著。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vbtRyaeGq
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN79xXeaTrF
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3n9QUhaX5
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6zyGvDkCi
「騙人——」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKPso0LtoY
「我像是在說謊嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPYrMoJZWj
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJG1vM0hLc
「很好。現在快跑。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabtAXmR4rW
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb3UJIO9sC
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxSsSXTWUh
郭禹。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcRc5pCILW
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPeTHT6JBP
而她正在哭。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdpz9W6MjM
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViTqCXWv0V
為什麼。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4kCGs5QtH
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPqyxII55k
而今天，是大考當天。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAHoB8Wug8
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cphS4LFNO
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiJscF3toD
「妳怎麼了？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLBETysT8B
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TEtG3oBFw
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0UErOK6F7
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6REhEXisg
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWhBoXmpWk
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcC4kEX22r
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU0MwwTpXP
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbZSRed1Re
「⋯⋯嗯。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3g7XVskfa
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSPWL51FwQ
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cUKAobbSV
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeSaJQR2l2
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHgP9kffFh
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVe6aQ9qSb
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nC3otRcKk
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstZELbDCLT
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo9i1KmhvY
那是個墓碑。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmV0plVFMI
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtN0sLBa1m
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnjpVj6kxg
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Bj6oBooHb
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTlvzAcFaP
「我不——」她試著開口。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTobgxrPB9x
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEo0tkd8m7
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCcJJYaqqu
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYBK8HrlGX
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubZPgrJ8qb
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnqPyGjSXe
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI3ZkAcrjV
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGjYYO2yxW
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8H1zgkR17
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJaDlfPxXT
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx8RvpUv0h
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuCZ5Cf4ZI
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc30KUh2cv
信封署名是給她的。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YXIuSu26U
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj0dMW1XFR
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNWpt8iLp7
郭禹 上448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtJ8tkeslt
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa2FUrs2TR
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg7TyYcXL0
或許，是從一開始吧。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p0MT8pSnU
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM42zYKapv
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUVzCB4FUa
現在這樣、最好。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWirbZ3jV9v
看吧，一切都不會改變。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHAwN4OiLQ
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D6tvDAK8t
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhD80vCU8g
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg56m2pVFC
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo0KoXpKzU
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfZ8LiQ3eB
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ7Cghdl1L
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 448Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauSEmZ97jI
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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