春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaivfeesLZ
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVZq8ObDIB
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6ccRTQ7Jb
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvtw8inBls
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaXqznSq1u
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfgRIHoJwa
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZt8bkmyp3
郭禹震了一下。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV0u83Qxpq
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqrzLcCJcP
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP43PhtAp4
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKdpnQmgfy
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRHRhrGuvg
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlxY0KSmof
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW15aRzxbj6
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFQi5uMwoe
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEFkHwYVS8
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxa5l9O0ug
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTKslMzi5N
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudqhTxPG5E
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ3lpbtpkO
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATGfNKds2d
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD09FfJe5A0
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5Pg8RgwY4
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5aZEjTo3w
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFthGgjcnx
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYsW0ktnDz
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN3VlNRMMG
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAxK4BcVEP
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSOPb7T2tq
「嗯。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnysF0kMOK8
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPn2wOeS1i
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAhGzLsIeJ
被拉得很長、很長。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzS80VGL8uR
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuKwKKmpFi
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUrr2aMH9V
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37FZhxd6XY
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz7Wtf9U4i
她抹抹眼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMw6cZCH3v
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zNwvTErf1
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltUFQTyvCK
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5f3JskHQ7
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlHMOE3EdR
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2yaFGEWvY
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWUYKgQNYl
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN1pOxlpXB
「什麼？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gH8K7Rx8j
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJCk9uVyRm
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpS5rfhKjy
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97NUCakShF
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgZxili0IO
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4brnmAQS9O
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLGhqMHaEK
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOffXIZ0FF
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TvWlsh2NI
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIhXKf5pGm
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCfrvFTkS4
回來了。那個熟悉的她。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVaodPxHy6
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBU3SSzPuM
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt61q2NiQpI
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5JZF7fPrd
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIVhbD5ALA
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放學，郭禹回到家。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLtBKjlgIq
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlVfrrM3Qs
「好⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDDwgpZBHh
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAF0YEtzMi
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrsLANjoBU
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69jS2EWVEo
爸爸沈默的看著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEzx54weYC
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLabM7Ph1rT
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLEcSmSGKr
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXrocXo1u6
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRqMRXWPhH
她吞了吞口水。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kMW0cr08k
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX2PkX5fzl
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AexbjCO7i
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOblyIdqzC2
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2v9WOKKFo
唔。她馬上放低眼神。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b4c7IIqXs
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4yYsWrPfw
安靜的那種。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcs3hJsv06
讓人發寒。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvO2EvPuFs
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMjjP6sIJv
郭禹點點頭。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYQaB3uPC2
「是。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHEiu1mTF0
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu82GXVxLks
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTMWzDqbVK
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBAm2mq99D
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzWP44Xieh
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwXvl8OBsf
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjs4AjGwXV
然後，是她今天說過的話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69fbzTzHc3
——「不會累嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7wdRS6oXF
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU56ResZCdW
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFBTh14TXl
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhWEqmmiPg
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ09F5z5Jj
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20gmJM2Sm1
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf2gkKSFYR
「是啊。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFHekWhYVh
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5QiBY6tmo
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5khvWcZMyh
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqIX7N8pxK
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dBwRbT5an
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHL1FRPbUV
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRoR7pvooU
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1yayb2wyq
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pCP8z5OVv
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGYIiyTjno
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefyvQnfL0z
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFHzceR0sh
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpSBVPT3t9
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk9n08O7Vk
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJXLQ19KOr
「腦袋有問題。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwTFwPCMvM
「哈哈。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedSNubgsKw
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3TV6tpnq4
「啊！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEewItq2el
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gZ6HFQleQ
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQlrHS2gnr
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLuEf1fvJX
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUTIZ3ozI5
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gmJ8fl8Wz
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kr2qJNZEu
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPldlUvXtE
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBCpJVyzjt
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTgFFiwJWU
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0Qw0mb0Ry
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbyb8iehjR
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ141QM94cGH
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGb0X9XqWP
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VSqe80IXA
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc9vSPn7yc
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yyVZ0GFki
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWeu6NBhPz
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQYjvF4J9j
郭禹的表情僵住。 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8sPApPtMj
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4n0RlsNYs
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7XG3iiYKi
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6tjFEW06L
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGYhBBH0uM
「妳——」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIAEJiI5FA
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wt4ioQ9dF
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadhwk69uj9
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIcsvnChtc
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCQBZ8nFzV
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SdzV1OYS5
——真是可恥。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7lUqFwEsX
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzBqvFH7eH
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe5zGuiGGy
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ57Bp64OI
也許她可以⋯⋯464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulDK0elOJX
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcjMlfQ5kC
她一震。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC0y7fOejr
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrWI6xO0BV
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx8bdnU29D
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4x0QUBQBu
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HHdo1y1IZ
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXFZ9KvOMo
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbqWOQSfHU
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNZsaDBs4j
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgrfdzsGdS
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8jzNhpnLE
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVjcRT1jgz
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pHR4nbx6C
「別再說了！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEUvah37gX
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtElD6AFUqo
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWdsGhACG9
「快追！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UJhilvu5Z
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeR8qlfGPBY
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1hyHO0E5Z
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFiKY2tlul
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXCz9jGOpt
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4RoQ3Ueat
「不要，要走就——」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5SCu3eyQM
「拿著。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yp4PBk6Ef
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4oR3Z8kC9
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFK3lbz8Hf
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZRDRu6eBx
「騙人——」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQQqckKvbD
「我像是在說謊嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCazpnOu19F
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUYziZHelw
「很好。現在快跑。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCof0CBJTRh
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8xSXbIjjz
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm1B29Q7CO
郭禹。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9QlqslIuI
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTplLIQmVQO
而她正在哭。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9RCSidGEd
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e9wxpqcc8
為什麼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRZAme9aEj
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0ipZdbACv
而今天，是大考當天。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4GFNz8mtr
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRL3Ok5F8I
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPpmwZgxYw
「妳怎麼了？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBLGjIDauk
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdbnWhFH14
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22is6m8LMR
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkrdSNN8vl
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGujRkjl4zn
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfNxMvJS2h
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmF4NwJDoL
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9BKDkk96p
「⋯⋯嗯。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHrqTnKRBj
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ48sqnq55T
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRma4uYeKT
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnPAq1sqh2
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPuCC8n7ym
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWngjmX4555
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yf0ddD96L
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqlc8aOOAH
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCGQc0AFs5
那是個墓碑。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxvUsYOMQI
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDBcPh1GyX
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy99XU4HcO
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB6BBtwhNp
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6UdQOqmME
「我不——」她試著開口。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTu0L8USac
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bYsbNjXFn
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uZWWgcJmW
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwaqgbWcrR
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAqlPMij2o
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOhb4sGzAB
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2DLMedFmR
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTWs90yUWx
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3VK0JBHcx
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgr9oHeHAE
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqvXbrChAZ
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYdk6TxaCS
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvVun1CXbv
信封署名是給她的。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD08pLyqER
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ8wOuOoCT
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZpOKz9Lng
郭禹 上464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3deZEKSd25
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKH3c2RDgG
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbJRmjlP5j
或許，是從一開始吧。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI8TeQlqvm
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaCcC0YW6R
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE6DWTZ5Hx
現在這樣、最好。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibhjaAFgm0
看吧，一切都不會改變。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTQBCDfYlG
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqLhysbNJ7
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwzRK45044
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeYEIP35Fh
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKU1a7LGvj
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVgTUKxC8K
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsBOcVMBga
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPKgRWeNcI
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
ns 15.158.61.15da2
