春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43nraVXy1R
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzcZlWQ1vS
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ3PtZZXua
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxvvUlLy0S
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D2BbYgsEU
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbZ187T4WO
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO45e0fB1qv
郭禹震了一下。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvPJCOem9t
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPF0rn85cQ
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVtm44lz7Q
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvOfqSiHCc
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpPSpTCYsF
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OJEc4LRpL
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLys58YQLB
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuG9sSdEcZ
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qTz319p64
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJDrrPd60y
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBk294p4aC
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE6J8dPUqn
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2VauteqtK
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xtISl5eDx
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3czNNU88Rp
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1VpHVHPSz
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvrxboU81O
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmfFxe9zmi
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteRP1SdWiS
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UKkhBuiUF
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswu3U1SlPP
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVSSTywp6A
「嗯。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ENliyd2pf
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O0KySCR4P
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRet4fgiBqp
被拉得很長、很長。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrn94I5SiK
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2h0bouuS3
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKU4TgQylw
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nBpQX3lON
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPEChcr5Rp
她抹抹眼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVvLCP5Fbm
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvx2bzhSiK
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK4PjfL3dK
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N3AjgwOct
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjLaSpepJk
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXicnxM3Sq5
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbZP6IRUWk
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpilk4g9mFB
「什麼？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI5eV1kP5F
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULkgMvXgFm
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCKlPbKoSr
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dQEac50mr
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0cyd86ex9
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyQx8GfdnI
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlixkiVfR3R
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdyK8LL8HF
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzT8v8ypTn
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxK3HyOlgf
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEybseWKC4H
回來了。那個熟悉的她。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlrCmjOC6w
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J6lMvGhsn
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXEh4FCLk3
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYTgr4LOxo
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ395gtAX18
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放學，郭禹回到家。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZDNgj8pyJ
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtkRrR0Uip
「好⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoOu4nlL7V
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LDQYlbczA
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne4vcDoCBk
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQramfnNmo1
爸爸沈默的看著。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYsm0q0Bs3
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLneSucfmOQ
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzAYF0L2NW
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMfosDbQre
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUQjwAajGo
她吞了吞口水。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw220PqcmXY
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirtNgAavJj
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEknZ1IuvJ
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rk5cw869l
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwUhh4id6Z
唔。她馬上放低眼神。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPo4a8p1XK
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1TD0xgRj4
安靜的那種。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6RkmyWSnY
讓人發寒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TF15ytDNB
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbASpeQr1C
郭禹點點頭。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCKY6H8Wbs
「是。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKcfxnmOr6
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTGne5uM4r
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVc3ZA8b5e
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwiW1Nj8r8
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vKQ85Pla8
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vm36dXZe1
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu5NlA9zUz
然後，是她今天說過的話。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ruH4V4oCF
——「不會累嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWCoxjgR9i
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6Zh2CMg1P
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB3ZihqX9p
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKmqHY3RhU
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0GnZbN8VX
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOszCuQ2NIN
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T03ODsQls
「是啊。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBhnBYHLBE
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEXtMBj0hP
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEjo8IV9QL
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlTZruMQdJ
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2Tuc3XYt4
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRZwSYCC5F
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MpagatflP
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqSdlmW2GM
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDQrCjob7v
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpnvYDMYhK
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorc7bpHJzL
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgmfSkWN3z
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiMlOmEPab
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJYQCI2BrF
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iKFQM07KN
「腦袋有問題。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bfGe43wQZ
「哈哈。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXBCZ7bcpN
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsabYXxtLqs
「啊！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQa1gLfKtl
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPbI1Ubpnt
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySM0U92uOj
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepD3XnFaR9
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXODUhsEpD9
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4ICzf5Jkx
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2cUF2hnyh
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbfslULVj7
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGpJ80J5Q9
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWwpKaaORn
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguSaVgk7yv
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ3FYk6S78
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtETnLXAWAw
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW126exbGaZ
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb25z8uYY8f
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAIGD6y1BN
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW9sG73RqA
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPAttmFL8M
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhO6NDB2qh
郭禹的表情僵住。 467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rQRRFA3Xz
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiRzuIFOLM
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki3FAE57da
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBklcHwbRy
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kQXKlNcjw
「妳——」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X6k5wndAM
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHqJOKVadg
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcbTxsGgXM
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TfNeHi9Rn
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvaEOwT7Cn
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtXlykXO2Z
——真是可恥。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5gSQxyric
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXfL35ggTd
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVE7V1dLl0
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI7wdy5c90
也許她可以⋯⋯467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhCAI5dPXU
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCONLeScFeB
她一震。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWV5E2856G
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIyLBAdgep
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBcGOV0OvM
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dstXDOMyT
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYkeB9zYrH
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrfaNEB1i0
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEY4YpdKc7
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fapqq8r7n
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd3wpq3ssX
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsf0A9d44u
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhOzrin7Zi
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1QoOmapQa
「別再說了！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLCqEV4dz9
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h9ay6cHYu
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAHHIyu2CN
「快追！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPduLaq13Da
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhCQsxE1R8
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yK5dgRaHD
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOZJ6SA8ne
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzA3DFfALZ
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmDWQ3VQvP
「不要，要走就——」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJdSvi7a91
「拿著。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsaTOnsYXY
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqxvdMFmTD
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHp0zERVp6
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xX8ZVPKYa
「騙人——」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaJNplwIKy
「我像是在說謊嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaz0HMY9DL
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9sUmumW1W
「很好。現在快跑。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcg8jF5ppi
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF7CqOeiJH
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3HvNB2ElA
郭禹。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBJtIiVyaB
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hdbVGJh5h
而她正在哭。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOuOEpHMvT
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2PF01unKt
為什麼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS02XZt5p6I
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB87m6HYgs1
而今天，是大考當天。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYYCh1PHFo
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnIXoFdSEH
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0v3YU3kKy
「妳怎麼了？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS2qgyAWPh
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jXVvs46SG
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnnUcTtRID
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEnO28fQb5
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdMGZs7biI
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0mUOheevp
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIAVxbVQDn
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjhevidV0z
「⋯⋯嗯。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJPrsaQhvV
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT9YlsUqxw
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kcG9RhZJ1
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmOCmXFDPO
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxJFqV4HFu
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtpJGsLwjs
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyICtQKzwWt
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUTLeoTqpt
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy3IWdC4DE
那是個墓碑。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcPKuOllRe
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE7ZnWSNmF
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDKMPzTeKz
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYHpxki3eg
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGLrj0z31V
「我不——」她試著開口。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbv2EAbqlq
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmYkBOIhUg
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRR1ZEev9f
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKo4g77m9R
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpQhntAxWV
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS2paXEubV
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwmwhjIkUw
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5knBsUUsCm
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS4ukAt0ZL
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡornF7lFFXE
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfy9O6Dy82
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi6nrccVqZ
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX97ak1gd7B
信封署名是給她的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduo33O9LaA
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclokMeSBdB
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVzILBMEq3
郭禹 上467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcIzZMzEbz
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJTJurAWn0
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqxMSLTtFv
或許，是從一開始吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cT4nZ04s0
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3kGMSzjzN
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu7XFTxBwC
現在這樣、最好。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpIsalYBGm
看吧，一切都不會改變。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLYMf7vtUQ
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QUu8ZHnm2
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVyW5o0miu
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ50Bv8eTI
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFUxHQH779
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgqXhTejLS
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUO5q0eoTp
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eQJWLENVK
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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