I ran straight home after the Valentines Ball. Something had crushed my heart. Eight letter word. It wasn't I Love You. It was the opposite of Valentines Day.
We're over, Caroline. I'm sorry. I just think that this won't last.
His voice rang in my ears, making my head throb. Why's it have to be me? Why'd he have to replace me, for Ree?
I reached my bedroom on the second floor of our house and slammed the door. My mother wasn't there, and neither was my father.
I threw my bag across the room and sat on my chair. I grabbed a pen and paper and began to write.
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Where's the pleasure in breaking up? I've tried so hard to decipher this wuote that appeared in my dreams. A sign. Whatever. How do I find pleasure in pain? It would definitely not be Alexis, because he's such a geeky nerd. Maybe Ree? Meh. She's such a jerk. Taking Johnny's love away. Oh... I hope it is Johnny. I hope he's come running back to me saying he regrets everything. But no. He hates me now. I have to remember that. Okay. Anyway, I am tired of writing. I will explain more about everything in my next letter.
I threw the pencil across the room, landing on my bag. I hated my life. Everything has turned against me, my pity self. Johnny? Gone. Shattered my heart like glass. Ree? Disappeared. Into Johnny's heart, cutting every circuit that loves me. Alexis? Geeky nerd. Not my type.
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