#1 Entry: Why I Started This.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OhUhZ8gTw
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2MqfXu5cX
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTcpqIIRca
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf1Ou2WxZt
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOllO9otpb
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM99N6mj2s
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNiOoXBuaK
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi2YDyM6LS
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfwyhegPCv
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhhsUFHPZl
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX081xa9XE7
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJRIaoTLNa
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYnCpkHJjE
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpy211ihZy
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZSOaVFVBf
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15LNMSu32K
So calling it off, was it that bad?861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4rrGbtlif
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeL44PawAE
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPf4v9jjhl
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rGMiXeS2B
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoP5nk1XqM
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvdds6fiD1
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9Gtt7kcWK
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFDvRfHuqF
Henceforth, we have this. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jaCxsAs3G
Thanks for bearing with me. 861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9z4fWpKBq
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