This is a true story that happened to me,I think this is bullying,tell me if I'm wrong but yeah,here it is.Also this happened between a friend in me and still is.
Texts,Notes,Lies
Shattered,Broken,Crying
Depression,Pain,Gone
Every word hit me like a pang in the face,hit me sprawling to the ground crying.You called me toxic,freak,loser,idiot,every single word came clear to me,was I that?We would fight every day,it was tiring and every word that I poured out to you meant nothing,did I mean nothing?You dug your finger nails in my wrists and cussed my name.That memory is still clear.All because I talked to someone you hated.I was your 'lighthouse' until I was a paper in the wind.I never meant nothing to you and never did.I was to naive to read the lines though and kept going on,but now I see.I am a soilder bleeding from every wound my body can hold.I cry every night.Blame myself.Today is April 11th,2020,you just broke up with me as a friend again,can I keep going?Keep faking?Why does nobody notice that I'm not happy?As I wright this I'm shaking as the memory floods in.You said you deserved as much happiness as me,but you never noticed that I had no happiness.I'm writing this at 7:25 p.m.,will I stay alive much longer?I promised my friend I would and I-....don't know.The fights never stop,I've wanted to go away for so long....I told you about my feelings,these thoughts and you left me standing there like a paper flying away.Now I know you won't care if I leave.
I'm a paper.
Lieing on the ground.
Through a terrible storm.
I have a minimum of friends and family weighing me down.
Most of them have left.
I don't care.
But there's something.
Holding me back.
What is it?
Conclusion:Hi,my name is Emma,I'm 10 years old,I have been physicly and mentaly abused by someone I still know,someone who go's to my school,who is in my friend group but I'm not their friend.I deal with depression and social anxiety,yes I have suicide thoughts,there's something weighing me down though.This is the first time I've let these thoughts fall out in front of everybody.The End.
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