Flashes and more flashes741Please respect copyright.PENANADnmF3ELpZy
Shouts in the air, suffocating me741Please respect copyright.PENANAllr5lMrP31
Their bodies closer and closer 741Please respect copyright.PENANAac1Rwgyrg5
Until its so hard to breathe741Please respect copyright.PENANA8qk5fp7ajo
Everyone screaming your name741Please respect copyright.PENANAG6nSuqoFaN
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces741Please respect copyright.PENANAmXnHF3TnR1
The men around me take my arm gently741Please respect copyright.PENANAncZ9zu8Fn2
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes741Please respect copyright.PENANAXL0zRrYgtp
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life741Please respect copyright.PENANAed3GDxO9RB
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down741Please respect copyright.PENANAJlJCGseePA
Faking a smile towards the ground741Please respect copyright.PENANA4Bqr8bbpXj
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 741Please respect copyright.PENANA92nxE7BYXr
For fear that it will start over again741Please respect copyright.PENANAhaqZvxuPmY
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains741Please respect copyright.PENANAkM8UMqzXb5
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest741Please respect copyright.PENANAfgdvGXLROP
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step741Please respect copyright.PENANAmLkGz5nI4d
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths741Please respect copyright.PENANAdjca3VDCw5
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together741Please respect copyright.PENANAXYPSQ1PByw
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess741Please respect copyright.PENANAYOEdr112g8
My feet seem to be moving on their own 741Please respect copyright.PENANAeg5ky0gnBt
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?741Please respect copyright.PENANAOSdgZE7rR5
Cameras and fame and people all around me?741Please respect copyright.PENANAqKKPYpYDk4
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!741Please respect copyright.PENANAeA9Asovvjg
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!741Please respect copyright.PENANAYXTx7HUJOF
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another741Please respect copyright.PENANAM0x2d1atLP
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some741Please respect copyright.PENANAInBZfwdIyT
But my life should've been peace and quite741Please respect copyright.PENANACoZugH2muN
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children741Please respect copyright.PENANAsCAo8nj769
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion741Please respect copyright.PENANAsH1D34WJ0l
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets741Please respect copyright.PENANAAud4fHWzvf
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life741Please respect copyright.PENANAOCtms6Mb8h
When I stop and think of how blessed I am741Please respect copyright.PENANApngCwnJMbU
I realize how much I love my life741Please respect copyright.PENANAHXTonSf5h2
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through741Please respect copyright.PENANA7GpRcd0wAa
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model741Please respect copyright.PENANAnDfU0UgQLM
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on