Most stories have auspicious beginnings, but this story is about an ordinary boy named Shen Li who lived in an ordinary house with an ordinary family.
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His father was a strict authoritarian who expected respect and obedience from his sons. He owned a small business which was relatively successful. He worked hard so that his family could have the best things, wear nice clothes and live in a large house. To do this his father was barely there, Shen couldn’t even say that this man had had a hand in his upbringing.
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His mother on the contrary worked in a busy office, managing a whole floor of staff, she was kind, caring and loved by everyone. She made sure she was home every night to make dinner for them. She went to all of their school functions, attended every parents evening. She was soft and nice to cuddle.
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His brother Chan Li was six years older and probably the coolest thing Shen had ever encountered. He was tall, attractive, he looked a lot like their father. All of the girls in his year still talked about his brother, even though he had left school to go to a nearby technical college. His brother wanted to be an interior designer. As far as their father was concerned Chan was studying architecture, which was a higher paying job. His brother had ignored everything his father said and enrolled in technical art/graphic design instead.
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Shen Li was the youngest in this happy family, he was soft too, just like his mother, his brother always said Shen was nice to squish. He wasn’t a quiet person, he wasn’t popular, he wasn’t a complete social outcast, but somewhere in-between. He had a gang who he would call his best friends, they were all geeks like him, they didn’t give a fuck what the rest of the school thought of them.
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So this happy family lived together (sometimes) under one roof, they even had a dog who was called Ginseng. She was a black Labrador and they all loved her (even the old man) a lot. Shen remembered when his father travelled he would always bring back a packet of sweets which were Ginseng’s favourite, he would place them somewhere in his bag and the dog would scratch and scrabble at the holdall until she found a zip which she could get her nose inside to get her treat.
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It’s funny how all these things become memories which you treasure.
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Shen had his own bedroom, Chan had his own bedroom and his parents room was on the top floor of the townhouse. Their house was on a nice estate, posh maybe, guess you could call them your average middle-class run of the mill family. His mother took them to school everyday in their nice BMW.
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Even though his father was strict and rarely at home Shen knew he was loved by his father, he might not say it directly but the love was there. Collectively his mother and father loved him, his older brother and their dog very much. Everything was happy, averagely happy pretty much day after day, month after month, year after year.
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Until he reached the age of 15.
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As they got older his gang were invited to more and more parties, people all of sudden wanted to have us there even though these so called friends had never bothered with them before. Silly as it seemed now, the younger more stupid Shen, his friend Faye, Harry, Ben and Leigh all decided to go to one of these house parties usually ran by the older kids who had left for college.
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When they went to the first party they all dressed up in their best clothes, Faye and Leigh looked changed because they wore makeup, styled their hair differently. Both girls looked very pretty. When they got to the party which was held at the house of somebody called Peter, the house was out of the nice village his gang normally socialised in, they had to get two buses just to get there.
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Upon arrival at the heaving party, they were immediately given glasses of already mixed drinks by the host.
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“Shit that’s strong!”
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“Yuck, I think my throat has burned off.”
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“Is there any Coke, too strong, too strong!”
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They all made faces and laughed at how strong the booze was, but when it was free you couldn’t be too picky. Once they had knocked back the first drink, another was placed in their hands by Peter.
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Peter made Shen nervous, he was always looking at him strangely.
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Also at the party were a group of boys Shen didn’t know, they were definitely not from school, they all seemed to have the same sinister smirking smile. As the night wore on his gang disbanded, leaving him on his own. Ben and Harry had scored and were in a dark corner kissing some random girls, Leigh was dancing with an older boy, they seemed happy enough.
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Earlier he noticed, even though he was very drunk and his eyes were staring to blur that Faye was being chatted up by two of the sinister boys, they were laughing, plying her with more drinks. They threw their arms over her shoulders and they all giggled and staggered to the back of the large living room. There was a dark wood door, they turned the handle, the door opened and the trio walked through and the door banged shut.
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When you’re 15 and in the time that these teenagers were raised little nuances like this they go over your head. Shen remembered getting distracted by Peter who dragged him into the kitchen to help make more drinks. The kitchen was deserted.
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“Bet your friends will be getting some tonight, I only invite girls who I know are good for some action.” Peter was much taller than Shen, he towered over his own asian 5’4”, he was built too.
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“I also got some good gear, if you want some it’s in the back room.” Peter handed me a drink and tapped my plastic cup with his.
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“Gear?” Like weed? Shen’s brain was a bit mushy.
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“You know some speed, ecstasy, E makes everything easier.” Peter’s pupils were tiny, he walked Shen up against the kitchen sink, hemming him in.
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“Hmm easier…?” Shen’s head was starting to go fucking spacey.
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“You have the most gorgeous mouth, all of the girls at school talk about you Shen.” Peter reached out a hand, tracing Shen’s lower lip with his index finger, it smelled strongly of alcohol.
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“Me?” Suddenly his lip tingled, it made him tremble. What was that? That touch had felt amazing.
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“Yeah, are you feeling okay?” Peter crowded his hips into Shen’s, they were pressed together tightly now.
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“Umm bit dizzy.” Shen shook his head, it was starting to swim in a sea of euphoria.
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“Wanna come and lie on my bed?” Peter’s face was too close to his, then Shen’s hand was grabbed and Peter started to tug him out of the kitchen, back towards the living area.
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“Yes.” That sounded so good to Shen’s ears.
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“SHEN!” Faye burst into the kitchen and she shouted at him loudly.
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“What…?” Shen had no clue what was going on only that Peter’s hand on his back felt good.
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“SHEN! We are going now, sorry we have to go I have to get home or I will be grounded.” She ran up to Shen, grabbed his hand and yanked him away from Peter.
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Without a ‘thanks for having us’ Faye went around and collected Ben, Harry and Leigh. They were a bit belligerent at first but Faye just shouted at them to get out of the house and the group departed. Shen remembered many years later that at that time Faye was holding together her black lace shirt, and no one, no one said a fucking word, not one word about this little fact because the gang were all too pissed or high.
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Afterwards they all stayed at Leigh’s house because her parents were on holiday and her older sister was looking after her. When they woke up in the morning Leigh, Ben and Harry were all chatted about how they had finally had their first kiss. Shen and Faye were strangely quiet, neither of them had stories that they could tell anyone.
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The next week there was another house party, at Peter’s house again, Ben, Harry and Leigh all voted for going, Shen was on the fence and Faye outright said that she was against going back to the house. There was a big fight Shen remembered and Faye stormed off furious calling us ‘stupid fuckers’!
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It was like deja vu the house was exactly the same, Peter was there, the group of scary looking boys were there and their host handed them prepared drinks. Like fools they gulped the drinks down and asked for more, and more, and more until everyone was dancing in the middle of the room. Shen noticed with a shocked smile that Leigh and Ben were dancing close together, Leigh turned and was rubbing her arse on Ben’s crotch. Seeing Shen looking Ben gave him the thumbs ups and put his hands on Leighs hips, clearly enjoying every minute.
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Harry had found the same girl he had stuck his tongue into last time they were open mouth kisses right there in the middle of the ‘dance floor’. Suddenly someone turned off the lights and the occupants of the dance floor dove for the nearest sofas or soft chairs they could reach.
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It was so dark Shen could barely see his own body, but the room was suddenly filled with soft sighs, slight moans, the rustle of clothing.
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Feeling like a goose at fox party Shen was suddenly embarrassed, what the fuck was he supposed to do? In his drunken head sitting down and blending into the background quietly seemed like a great plan. He shuffled around in the dark until he found a vacant armchair. He sat down and just tuned out the sound of people making out.
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Five long, excruciating minutes later and he was startled when he felt two small hands on his knees, a small body wiggled between his legs and upwards until soft breasts were pressed to his chest. Shen was drunk enough to have the balls to lift the girl up to his lips, and they shared a wet, messy first kiss, well it was Shan’s first kiss. The girl knew what she was doing and soon had her tongue in his mouth, she even cupped Shen’s hand over her soft breast. The feeling was indescribable. When she started rocking against his jean covered hard on, he couldn’t help but gasp with pleasure.
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It seemed like hours that this girl, who’s name he didn’t even know, grinded on him and kissed him on and on. Then she just got up and walked away, like she had enough of Shen’s virginal kisses. So Shan sat in the darkness again, his cock was so hard behind his jeans it hurt.
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His eyes drifted closed, then a hand was on his jeans covered cock and Shen remembered feeling relief that the girl had returned. His jeans were opened and in that dark room filled with the sound of lust, he was given his first every blow job. A hot mouth inhaled his cock, sucking it in back towards a spasming throat, Shen’s hands came out and grabbed at the head which was bobbing on him strongly.
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Who wouldn’t come if that was happening? Shen was no different to any male creature, his toes curled in his boots, and his balls were painfully tight, he was going to come!
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“MMMmnnn.” Fuck his cock kicked and spurted all over the waiting tongue.
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“Hmm tasty.” His cock was released and stuffed back into his jeans.
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Shen jumped when he heard a deep low voice, hard lips kissed his sharing with him the taste of his own orgasm.
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Suddenly the light was switched on and Shen was mortified to spot Peter kneeling between his knees.
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“Hey you okay there, you look a little drunk?” Peter got up and patted him on the head like he was worried about his guests. “Time to go home everyone!” Peter shouted this to the whole room whilst maintaining his hot gaze on Shen.
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Shen scrambled up to his feet, and shouted “LEIGH, HARRY, BEN! Let’s go, need to go now.”
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Shen just grabbed his friends from the various chairs they had inhabited and yanked them until they were all on their feet and walked them out of the house.
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They stayed at Leigh’s house again, this time Leigh and Ben ran off the her bedroom and Harry and Shen slept in the living room, freezing because there were no blankets. The next day Leigh and Ben were giggling over breakfast, Harry was bemoaning his lost chance to get his hands in a girl’s knickers and Shen was just deathly silent. His friends asked him what was wrong and he just laughed them off saying he was hungover.
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He never uttered a word about what happened that night, even when he was an adult he still told no one. The next time there was a party at that house it was voted on that they would not be going back. Faye was still pissed that they even went in the first place, Leigh and Ben were now going out and Harry said he wanted to try his chances elsewhere.
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Shen stayed silent he would not be going back to that house ever again. See at 15 we have these shitty, hard lessons to learn, you don’t realise it was a lesson until many years later.
Lesson One - Don't drink pre-poured/uncovered drinks
Lesson Two - Listen to your friends if they say they want to leave a party
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